Chapter 134: No More Grief
Habitually returning to his room, Lin Xiaoxian took out the phone to call Shen Qiuman, but was stopped by Ling Zixuan.
"Your current situation will make everyone feel uneasy, so it's better to wait for you to stabilize for a while or go back and say it directly."
Although she was angry when she saw him, but if you think about it carefully, he has always made sense, her mother has always done things in a measured manner, and too much worry will make her feel embarrassed, Lin Xiaoxian put down her mobile phone and squinted at Ling Zixuan, "Get out!" โ
"Why let me go out, I've always lived here, you smell it, this house is full of my smell," Ling Zixuan sat down beside Lin Xiaoxian with a flattering face and put his arm on her shoulder.
Lin Xiaoxian patted the hairy hand off his shoulder, "I have a cold, I can't smell it." โ
"Your hairstyle is really ...... Will you be eliminated because the examiner doesn't like this? Lin Xiaoxian's hairstyle is simply challenging his bottom line, and the barber who cuts this effect should directly pull it out and feed the dog.
"You...... How do you know I'm ...... Eliminated? "It's really wolf bรจi.
Ling Zixuan tried to put away his smile, "Judging from the big face you pulled in the door as soon as you entered, it looks quite miserable. โ
"Pack up and get out!" Almost angry, Lin Xiaoxian grabbed Ling Zixuan's T-shirt and pulled it out.
"Where are you going to let me stay, in your mother's bed?"
"You still dare to curse?"
"Okay, I mean let me live in Aunt Shen's bed? That's not going to work! Ling Zixuan broke Lin Xiaoxian's fingers, lay down directly on the bed, and patted the position beside him, "I won't leave, of course you can live here, I don't mind." โ
"I mind!" How are these three words so familiar?
"I've been seen by you, I didn't see the moisture in the bathroom just now, do you want to ...... again" As he spoke, Ling Zixuan was about to take off his T-shirt and look completely dedicated.
"You ......" used to be able to get him in a few words, but it only took more than two months for him to become a sperm, didn't he? Lin Xiaoxian turned his back, "I'm going to take the pajamas, you go out first!" โ
"Which one to take? Is it purple or green? Do you want me to help you? You see, I always thought you were a woman, and I only knew by looking at your wardrobe that it was from the forest women's department, but I have to say, your green floral pajamas are really ugly, so ugly, not to mention so conservative......"
Lin Xiaoxian was going crazy, she hurriedly opened the wardrobe, found out the change of clothes and escaped from the wolf, this bastard must have a wrong nerve line, stay in the same space with him, or it won't be long before she will completely collapse, she barely got up and took a hot bath, her hair didn't have time to dry, and she didn't want to eat, so she fell into Shen Qiuman's bed and fell asleep dizzy.
When it was almost the middle of the night, there seemed to be a loud wake-up bell ringing in his ears, Lin Xiaoxian sat up with a bone, and after waking up, he found that he was shivering with cold, and the whole person seemed to be burning.
"Don't touch it, you have a fever." Ling Zixuan's voice suddenly sounded beside him, startling Lin Xiaoxian.
"Why are you here?" I don't have the strength to argue with him.
As soon as he entered the house, he felt that Lin Xiaoxian's whole person was not very good, and he didn't eat at night, Ling Zixuan was not at ease, and when he came over, she was really sick, "I've been cooling you down," he shook the wet towel in his hand, "It's all back, you try to relax." โ
Lin Xiaoxian was wrapped and lay down, she knew that once the tense nerves were relaxed, her body would be a little unbearable, she had to admit that the examiner was right, her body could only be regarded as average, and she could support it to this day, completely relying on her willpower, and now this breath was also relaxed, and the whole person seemed to have collapsed.
"Do you want me to hug you for a while and use my body to keep you warm." Ling Zixuan opened his arms and hugged Lin Xiaoxian through the quilt.
"Shoot TV? Is your body not as good as a fever reducer? Lin Xiaoxian didn't even bother to struggle, "You go find me some medicine and make me something to eat, I'm hungry." โ
"Can you pretend to be pitiful for a while, romantic for a while." Ling Zixuan got out of bed and handed over the prepared pills and water, "Eat, I'll cook noodles for you." โ
"Will you?" Lin Xiaoxian sat up and took the medicine, "I don't want to die at your hands." โ
Ling Zixuan walked over to her ear and whispered, "Don't worry, I won't kill you so early, our account hasn't been settled yet." โ
Ling Zixuan never thought that the cold would be so bad, it was only a few days of work, seeing that Lin Xiaoxian was getting thinner and thinner day by day, let alone settling accounts, he didn't even have the mind to be poor, and the hanging bottle was also hung up, why didn't he see it better? In the middle of the night, he couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, he still couldn't rest assured of her, he didn't dare to turn on the light, quietly opened the door, and wanted to touch her forehead to see if she had a fever again, but she didn't expect to touch the tears on her hand.
Ling Zixuan turned on the bedside lamp, turned Lin Xiaoxian's body, and couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw his little face full of tears, "Why are you crying?" โ
Lin Xiaoxian snuggled in Ling Zixuan's arms, just for a while, even for a while, she needed a warm embrace too much, "I feel uncomfortable, I feel really useless." โ
"You mean, you don't feel bad about not being able to stay in the army? Is it for yourself or for something else? He didn't know that Lin Xiaoxian would have such a strong sense of frustration, he always thought that she wouldn't care so much about gains and losses.
The tears are like a flood of floodgates, and I can't hold it back, "I'm sorry for Dad Lin, I can do too little for him, I ......"
"He won't blame you, although I haven't met him, but I think he wants you to be happy more than blaming yourself like this day by day," Now Ling Zixuan knows why her illness is always bad, in the final analysis, she can't get over this hurdle in her heart, "Do you know why Aunt Shen is so determined to go with my dad?" That's because she knows that your father Lin wants her to be happy, and the only thing she can do for him is to let herself and her children live happily, shouldn't you do the same? You are sad and blame yourself every day, this is not what he wants to see. โ
Lin Xiaoxian finally figured it out, she should also let go of this heavy burden in her heart, he was right, the only thing she could do for Lin Feiyang was to make herself happy, if crying could make her relieved, then let her cry well.
Women are made of water, Ling Zixuan is now truly comprehending, he doesn't care about the T-shirt that is half wet, and it is the right thing to quickly let the woman in his arms end this deafening cry, "Don't cry, otherwise others will misunderstand what I did to you." โ
"Don't persuade me, I just want to cry once." Lin Xiaoxian replied silently.
"But, you've been crying for almost an hour, you're crying at the rhythm of the Great Wall," Ling Zixuan patted Lin Xiaoxian on the back, "Besides, I feel your snot staining me through my clothes, you are tears and snot, I'm really afraid that you will be dehydrated." โ
Lin Xiaoxian didn't speak, no matter how much she said, it was redundant, and now the focus was to vent the sadness she had deposited for a long time, regardless of whether his clothes were destroyed or not, and whether her image was lost.
In the middle of the night, in the dim light, Ling Zixuan hugged the crying Lin Xiaoxian and sighed helplessly, woman, you can make it with water, but you can't make it with snot......