Chapter Eighty-Three: The Taste of Being Liked (Seven Watches Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Tang Jinyan is not the kind of reckless man with low emotional intelligence, and he couldn't understand Xu Xian's performance before just because he didn't dare to imagine it, but it doesn't mean that he really doesn't have any doubts.
The current performance is simply too obvious, and he really understands it.
Xu Xian's heart was beating fast, and he couldn't say a word with a dry mouth.
She knew he saw it, too.
It's so obvious, everyone can see it...... Woo...... Xu Xian, you are so stupid, where have you learned acting......
This is a tragic lesson, two students who obviously have the heart to study hard, but they don't listen to a word in this class. After talking about the whisper for half a class, the two of them still wandered away until the bell rang for the end of class, and the two remained motionless in a sitting position.
"You ......" Tang Jinyan finally spoke: "If you don't have an itinerary to rush, go out for a walk?" ”
Xu Xian didn't dare to look at him, but nodded.
There are actually many places suitable for trysts in the university, and students have a natural sense of finding this kind of place, even if it is full of people after school, they can always find a pure land on campus that belongs to two people.
It's a pity that Tang Jinyan and Xu Xian didn't learn this skill, looking at the playground full of people, both of them couldn't help but stop, a little cowardly in their hearts. Turning his head to look at the boulevard he walked through, pairs of little men and women walked openly and openly in cuddling and hugging, and even some directly hugged and gnawed, deliberately causing tons of critical damage to the single dogs who were ambushed outside.
Tang Jinyan scratched his head.
Xu Xian also scratched his head.
The two of them glanced at each other, both shook their heads and smiled, and the embarrassing feeling of blushing and heartbeat just now disappeared in a smile, and they could no longer see it.
I don't know who started first, and the two of them turned around at the same time and walked to the garage with a tacit understanding.
"I might like you." Seo Hyun spoke naturally.
Tang Jinyan was not surprised. Just said, "I'm surprised. Because I don't think I have anything you like, it's just that you should hate me. ”
Xu Xian shook his head: "I thought I was wrong before, but ...... I would like to see you, and I have gone to Professor Li's place several times to attend lectures, but I am very disappointed that you are not there...... I met you unexpectedly at the Music Center that day. I'm so happy, you said you want to continue to draw a line with me, and I'm sad. You can't fool yourself anymore. ”
Tang Jinyan closed his mouth, he didn't know what to say. Because this is the first time in his life that he has been confessed by a woman.
is no longer a pseudo-mother, but a real woman; is no longer some of the ulterior motives that were often encountered in the past, but a real confession.
His heart was beating hard, his tongue was dry, and his mind was empty.
Seo Hyun walked slowly. Looking at his side face, his eyes were very clear: "Actually, I wanted to confess to you that day at the music center." But...... I know you have someone you like, and I don't want to do anything with a third party, and I don't want to send it to the underworld as a lover, so I think it's better to be a friend...... Now that you know, it's better for you to know my mind. Let me know what you think, too, and don't draw a gap in mutual misunderstanding. I don't like that kind of artificial blood. ”
Tang Jinyan was really impressed by these words, and he found that he had indeed never understood this girl, and in his heart, it had always been just an upright and old-fashioned label. It wasn't until this moment in front of me that I suddenly saw that she had her own philosophy of being a person, and she was an independent soul with a living imprint.
Tang Jinyan's mind finally came alive from the blank. He sighed softly: "If you ask me what I think...... What do you think I should think? ”
Xu Xian smiled self-deprecatingly: "Most of them are sent to the door, don't play for nothing." ”
"Actually, you really don't know me." Tang Jinyan shook his head and said: "I have a principle, whoever is good to me, I will be good to whom." If I used to want to get you to bed and try my busy time, now I don't want to hurt you. ”
Xu Xian turned his head to look at him. His eyes were shining.
Tang Jinyan was expressionless.
Xu Xian thought for a while, and said to himself in confusion: "Why do things with you always turn around inexplicably on that kind of dirty things?" I can't talk about anything pure. ”
"Because that is the most essential theme between men and women, there is no shame in clearly recognizing one's desires, and I have never believed that there is a pure relationship between men and women in the world. My identity and way of doing things magnify this theme so that you and I can see it at a glance. ”
"What about Renjing Oni?"
"So Yeon and I have been friends since we met, and I am very confident in my righteousness, so I can keep the bottom line. Even if sometimes she has a little evil heart because she is beautiful, she can easily suppress it. ”
"So...... You can't keep me? ”
"Maybe, maybe not, I'm not confident about that." Tang Jinyan finally turned his head to look at her, and said in a low voice: "You and I have had a skin-to-skin relationship, it's different...... I'm going to want to finish the unfinished business I did last time. ”
Xu Xian was silent, she understood what he meant.
If you don't want to hurt her, it's better to really stop contacting her, otherwise one day he will want to finish the unfinished business last time and taste the taste of being busy in his youth.
After all, it is necessary to break up. Xu Xian sighed secretly, but this time he was not sad, but a little sweet, warm in his heart.
Because this time he thought about her heartily, and did not take the opportunity of being confessed to coax her to bed sweetly. Xu Xian had a ruler in her heart, and she knew that if he did that, she would have no resistance. But he didn't do that, he did it well.
She suddenly said: "You are getting softer and softer, is it because of the changes brought about by love?" ”
Tang Jinyan thought for a while, and said slowly: "My soft-heartedness is divided into objects, but the people who can make me soft-hearted...... There are more and more. ”
"So, my share?"
"Yes, you've got your share." Tang Jinyan said softly: "The unique, woman who likes me, I can't forget it in my life." ”
Xu Xian smiled slightly.
The two walked to the garage unconsciously, and Tang Jinyan only realized at this moment that he didn't know what his psychology was, and he parked the car next to Xu Xian's car.
Tang Jinyan took out the car keys and checked them, but did not open the door, looking up as if thinking about something: "To be honest, I have a strange emotion, I don't know how to say it......"
Xu Xian stood between the two cars, looked left and right, and smiled brightly: "Let's hear it, maybe I can answer." ”
Tang Jinyan pondered for a while and said in a low voice: "Whether it's reality or drama, there are many men who reject girls who like him, right?" ”
Xu Xian seemed to smile: "Yes, there is one standing in front of me." ”
Tang Jinyan said intently: "I'm thinking, a few years later, what do they think when they see this girl marrying another man?" What does it feel like? ”
Xu Xian was stunned, this question seemed to be a bit profound, she herself knew little about feelings, and she couldn't answer it without similar friends to provide references.
Tang Jinyan looked up and thought for a long time, not knowing what kind of emotion this was, and muttered to himself: "I always feel that I won't want to see that day, but I really don't want to hurt you." This emotion is very awkward, I don't know how it came about...... Anyway, I used to play and shake off, and I never felt so awkward......"
He muttered and silently slipped into the car as the Land Rover let out a roar and left the garage. I don't know if it's an illusion, Xu Xian felt that the appearance of Land Rover leaving this time was a little awkward and hesitant, and it was no longer the flamboyant and domineering way away when he said "death is Wuding cooking".
A few months ago, Tang Jinyan, who has always used women as bedding, experienced for the first time what it is like to like a person in love, like a ray of light slashing into the boundless seclusion, seemingly engulfed by darkness, but always stubbornly and stubbornly lurking and spreading. I don't know what to do, but I linger, I want to avoid it, but I follow it.
Now in the most proud period of his career and feelings, Tang Jinyan finally experienced for the first time what it is like to be liked, and for the first time realized another inexplicable regret born in the process of making trade-offs.
It's just that he can't summarize what this emotion is at the moment, and he can't imagine what kind of virtue he will become if he allows such emotions to develop, and his love life that seems to have just stabilized will be ...... What the end.
(End of Volume III)
PS: Please summarize Tang Jiu's emotions in six words, you know (^_^). Three volumes with different themes should be considered clear, right? Please continue to support the fourth volume - the crown volume is about to land~ (To be continued.) )