Chapter 82: Gentleness Doesn't Protect Kindness (6th Watch)
Tang Jinyan found that he had a chat with Xu Xian, and the time passed quite quickly. I came early, but it was class time in the blink of an eye. The two stopped talking to each other and began to listen carefully.
I didn't come to listen to the lecture last week, and the second half of the Kowloon Succession was so wrong, and the professor in this class was already talking about the Yongzheng Dynasty. Regarding how the emperor governs the country, what are the differences between his actions and his father Kangxi, and there are a lot of politics, economy and humanities, Tang Jinyan found that he really couldn't listen to it at all. Turning her head to look at Xu Xian, this girl blinked with big eyes and looked serious, but in fact, she was obviously confused.
Tang Jinyan laughed and quietly took a pen and poked her elbow.
Xu Xian blushed and whispered, "What are you doing?" ”
Tang Jinyan asked quietly: "Do you understand?" ”
Xu Xian was embarrassed: "I don't understand." ”
"So why are you here to listen to this?"
Xu Xian whispered: "I want you to take care of it!" You can listen to me, why can't I? ”
"I want to know the culture of my motherland, do you want to marry China?"
"We also have Chinese development, everyone is learning Chinese!"
"To learn Chinese, listen to history and ancient literature appreciation? You're probably like a schoolboy learning how to make missiles, although I'm pretty much the same. ”
Xu Xian smiled, thought about it, and said: "We listen to the university's Chinese or history, it is indeed too deep, what do you have in mind?" ”
Tang Jinyan hesitated for a while, and said in a low voice: "I want to try to hire Professor Li as my consultant......
"You expect a well-known university professor to be an advisor to the underworld?"
"No, my trading company will become bigger, and I will always need a corporate culture consultant in the future. Not...... I mentioned it back then, but it's a little earlier now. ”
Xu Xian was stunned, surprised and delighted: "Do you want to wash your name?" ”
Tang Jinyan glanced at her strangely: "Why are you so happy?" ”
Xu Xian's expression froze for a moment, and he swallowed back the words that came to his mouth.
If you don't do the triad anymore. I'll confess to you......
Of course...... Maybe it's too late. You've said you have someone you like.
Xu Xian sighed secretly: "Are you whitewashing for the sake of the person you like?" ”
Tang Jinyan was even more strange: "Why did you suddenly ask like this?" ”
Xu Xian said, "Renjing Oni told me that no one can ask a tiger to put away its fangs for her, unless they love each other. Is this the person you love wants you to put away your fangs? ”
"You girls are talking about weird topics." Tang Jinyan pondered for a moment and said, "I'm not whitewashing, but the fangs may be sharper." But part of the reason for my current development is to be with her in the open. ”
Xu Xian's expression darkened slightly: "Can you know who she is?" ”
"Ugh. You should know that she is also an artist, and you artists are quite taboo in this regard. Without her consent, it was not convenient for me to publicize it. ”
Xu Xian doesn't force it, she understands it, if she falls in love with someone, and her boyfriend goes around talking outside without her consent, she will probably be angry. But she also has something to puzzle: "Won't she ask you to be a good person?" ”
Tang Jinyan paused, and Zheng Endi's words swept through his mind, "If you don't do bad things, I will be your girlfriend." He sighed slightly: "She asked for it too." So she's not my girlfriend yet. ”
Xu Xian asked seriously: "Since she also asked." Why don't you try to change? ”
Tang Jinyan said coldly: "Because then I will die." ”
Xu Xian was stunned.
Tang Jinyan played with the ballpoint pen and mechanically circled his fingers, as if he was thinking about something. It wasn't until he turned around more than a dozen times that he slowly spoke: "Even if you don't die, you have to lose everything." Your identity is different, and there are countless people who covet you, how can ordinary Shengdou small people keep it? It's your own experience. Really dream of a love between a silk and a goddess? That's the greatest sexual immorality in the world. ”
Xu Xian was speechless.
Tang Jinyan turned his head to look at her, his face calm: "Gentleness can't protect kindness." The more beautiful things are, the more they need unbeautiful means to protect them. ”
Xu Xian spoke with a little difficulty: "They do the right thing." You can also get status......" The voice became weaker and weaker, and finally it could no longer be heard.
Tang Jinyan smiled, from Xu Xian's hesitant voice, he knew that Xu Xian understood, she was no longer an ignorant girl who didn't know the world.
"So, Xu Xian. Why do you dare to approach me? Tang Jinyan finally asked the doubts he had hidden in his heart for a long time: "It's not fake that I had lust for you that time, even I don't believe in my determination, aren't you afraid that I will relapse?" ”
Xu Xian calmly took out the long-prepared answer: "I can't be ungrateful to draw a line with you. ”
"The last time I saw you, was it because I was tortured by my heart?"
“…… Be. You saved me, but I said you were a bad person. It's me who is wrong, I'm sad. Xu Xian said slowly, his voice trembling at the end.
If you continue to talk like this, as long as he says it's okay, then you'll be completely in the direction of your friend.
Should I be happy, or should I be disappointed?
"Tsk......" Tang Jinyan shook his head and said, "Actually, I spoke heavily that time, and you didn't say anything wrong." ”
Is it? It turns out that he is talking heavily? Xu Xian recalled a little hard for a while...... yes, he said, just playing with you......
Xu Xian felt that his heart was starting to throb again, and he bit his lower lip and said with difficulty: "You were just playing, just tell the truth." ”
"Actually, it's just a lot of angry talk...... Tang Jinyan replied very seriously: "At that time, I really thought that you were my woman, so I made a decision so decisively, and I thought it was quite natural to want you afterwards." It's just that I know in my heart that you will definitely not be willing to come back to your senses, and since my original intention was to protect you, wouldn't it be against my original intention to force it? So forget it. ”
Is that so? Xu Xian's heart was pounding, he squeezed the pen tightly, and his fingertips were a little white: "Why did you think I was your woman at that time?" ”
"Because you gave me your first kiss."
......The ballpoint pen fell to the ground, and Xu Xian hurriedly bent sideways to pick it up. Tang Jinyan also subconsciously bent down and stretched out his hand, the cheeks of the two of them rubbed lightly, her cheeks were hot like fire, as if they were about to burn.
"I, I, I...... You ......" Xu Xian bent down and grabbed the pen on the ground, and said with difficulty: "Don't mind that kind of thing, that kind of thing, what age is this......"
Tang Jinyan sat up straight and looked at her incoherent appearance seriously.
Once upon a time, she also said that she would leave her first kiss to her boyfriend, and he believed that it was her true words.
He remembered the perverse confusion he had felt when he had kissed her. A woman who has been in the entertainment industry for five years but still keeps her first kiss, will she think that she can think casually in what age she is?
Xu Xian slowly sat up straight, his cheeks flushed and staring directly at the podium, but his gaze was not focused.
Tang Jinyan looked at her silently, he understood. (To be continued.) )