106 Sacrifice

For Zhang Baihua's daughter, Zhang Yuanshan really can't say anything good or bad...... She went to Xuanyin Sect since she was a child, and he didn't remember what this daughter looked like. And when she was younger, although he was around, he never paid attention to her.

Guilty? That's no, at that time, no one really thought that she would have a spiritual root, I'm afraid that even the Liu family thought so.

Otherwise, why do they all have children, and the Liu family is still so competitive?

Who would have thought that she would be more talented than Zhang Baicao, who is much smarter and more lively than her? And I was so lucky to meet Qingyuan Zhenren and his party!

This luck is simply against the sky!

The benefits are obvious.

After thinking about it for so many years, it was really achieved, Zhang Yuanshan was surprised and surprised!

Although there is still a little annoyance, I feel that I should have been better to her at the beginning, but everyone in the world is like this, and Zhang Yuanshan doesn't feel that he has missed anything...... Even now he thinks so.

And Zhang Baihua's point of view, from the perspective of this world, in terms of most people's worldview, Zhang Yuanshan really has no problem at all...... On the better side, the world's education system has some similarities with modern education - the hierarchy has begun to emerge, but it is not as widespread as in her previous life.

…… As long as you have enough strength, you can climb to the top at any time.

Of course, just think about it when you dream.

Therefore, Zhang Baihua actually has nothing to resent about this father, the other party just did what ordinary people would do in the social environment, at least in this world, no one will think that Zhang Yuanshan's behavior is wrong, because most people are the same as him, but others don't have a daughter like her who has the opportunity to turn over.

But not resenting does not mean that she will accept and admit that he is right.

Her temperament was originally cold and selfish, and after being affected by the culture shock of this era, she was more inclined to be cautious and self-interested...... Thankfully, before she was more "assimilated". Qingyuan Zhenren brought her to Jiluo Mountain, and Zhen Yunrong, a person who was bent on compensating her, slightly eased the increasingly thick barrier in her heart.

Looking back on the past ten years in the mountains, although most of the time was spent studying and cultivating. It's like a spinning top, but it's very full.

In addition to not wanting her to be too close to Zhen Yunrong, Qingyuan Zhenren can be said to be extremely good to her, without his nod of agreement, before she has performed a formal apprenticeship. Who would dare to say that she is a personal disciple? But even though this "rumor" spread all over the mountain, I never saw him unhappy and angry about it.

Senior brother Luo Yiming...... She had the least contact with one of their brothers, he was a taciturn man, to put it bluntly, this was a clumsy man, he knew it in his heart, and he knew it clearly in his mind, but he couldn't express it clearly with his mouth. So it looks a bit wooden, but it's actually very reliable.

The second senior sister is the biological daughter of Qingyuan Zhenren, but there is really nothing like him (this is natural.) The soul is not biological), her character as a monk is a bit too lively, loves to join in the fun, a little impetuous, but the heart is not bad, but there are some common problems of girls of their time, such as little vanity, arrogance...... But in the eyes of those who are willing to spoil her, these will only look more cute, as long as Qingyuan Zhenren and Luo Yiming are willing to spoil her for a lifetime. There's nothing wrong with that.

The rest of the others originally treated her similarly, not far away and not close, maintaining a very suitable distance between brothers and sisters. In addition to having more contact with Gu Jicheng, who "had to" teach her because of Qingyuan Zhenren's orders, there was only Zhen Yunrong who stuck to her......

Her admiration came and went quickly, and she thought he was a man who looked cold but had a very gentle heart. But the way he suddenly attacked that day looked really ruthless...... Even if she already knew that it was because of the influence of the demons in his heart, he couldn't control his emotions for a while, but on the other hand, the other party subconsciously didn't have a good impression of her at all, right?

No matter what Zhen Yunrong's behavior misled him, Zhang Baihua didn't like to be angry at will.

So, those maintenance and gentleness that he unintentionally showed. The cares that are inadvertently revealed are all delusions on her part.

If you are ruthless, I will leave.

Although he is her "first love" in the psychological sense, she does not have to be him.

Perhaps, she should be grateful for the coincidence of his inner demons, and he still has time to let go of his feelings before they are deep.

She also has "hate because of love", and it turns out that a person with a weak personality like her is probably not suitable for too intense feelings. Even for Gu Jicheng, she has always been at the level of "having a good impression" and "liking it very much".

But...... Is this already precious for her?

The sadness of not being cherished in her feelings, she can barely experience it once.

It's not a pleasant feeling to forcibly cut off the mind that is about to move. In the days after that day, she rested in the cave mansion, and almost always felt irritable and had difficulty getting into a meditation, let alone meditating...... This is almost an incredible thing for Zhang Baihua, who has always been settled quickly, which shows that feelings have a great impact on people's hearts.

It was only in those days that she gradually realized why she emphasized the importance of "pure heart and few desires" at the beginning.

If you don't want to, you're strong!

Of course, as a normal person, "no desire" can't do it. Because "cultivation" itself is a kind of **, if you really achieve that level, then you are not a monk, but a Buddha.

Therefore, she also knows why Zhang Yuanshan treats his wife and concubines and children so indifferently, but everyone takes it for granted.

Liu's ...... is really in love with Zhang Yuanshan, so she seems to get care from him, but she doesn't know that he has no intention.

It's pathetic.

Because of the relationship between this courtyard, Zhang Baijing saw a rare excitement on Zhang Yuanshan's face...... Their foundation is not in Yunyang, even if he has the support of his own family, his life here is not easy, he has no permanent property and no family background, if he wants to stand on his heels and become the leader of the Zhang family in Yunyang City, relying on the little resources given by the clan, it is completely insufficient!

Zhang Baihua brought his senior brother back to "visit relatives", and he came to be a proud disciple of Qingyuan Zhenren, which was enough for Zhang Yuanshan to enjoy the careful flattery and flattery of the clansmen for a long time, and this small courtyard that was accidentally transformed was an unexpected joy!

This degree of defense is naturally not very high in the Xuanyin Sect, even in the entire Qi Lin Kingdom, it is only in the middle...... But in Yunyang City, it is already enough.

Why?

Although Yunyang is located in the hinterland of the south of the Yangtze River and is one of the hometowns of fishing and rice, if it is really a rich place, it is really not the turn of Zhang Yuanshan from Wuling County. The patriarch of the human family is not a fool, because of the fact that a person who has entered the Xuanyin Sect will get carried away with the three spirit roots, and it will only be possible when he is old and confused...... A family like theirs, not to mention the Twin Spirit Root, is not without the Heavenly Spirit Root! Not to mention that there was also a Zhang Baiyun who measured the spirit root with Zhang Baihua before!

If Qingyuan Zhenren had chosen Zhang Baiyun at the beginning, then he might have considered going all out to cultivate this junior...... But the question is, what kind of green onion is Zhang Baihua? If it weren't for the fact that she was selected by Qingyuan Zhenren, could she give her resources equivalent to those of the Twin Spirit Root disciples?

The rest fell to Zhang Yuanshan's family, and naturally there were even fewer.

Fortunately, Zhang Yuanshan already has a son and a daughter in his family, and people don't despise him too much, and these two people have now entered a certain sect, and they can't be underestimated...... Zhang Baihua heard Yin's talk about it, these two brothers and sisters seem to be doing well, and they are very proud to lead her.

Although he was a little unlucky, his children were still very good, and Yin's mentality was very positive, and he was not jealous at all of Zhang Baihua who seemed to have taken advantage of him...... There is a little sour taste in my heart, there is no way to do it, Yin is already generous enough.

Speaking of which, Zhang Baihua's perception of the Yin family is much better than Zhang Yuanshan's.

As soon as Zhang Yuanshan revealed his "plot" against this courtyard, Zhang Baihua took the initiative to move the place when he heard the strings...... In fact, there is nothing to move, just take the spring breeze and change the yard with the previous subordinates who guarded the yard.

The next day was the Double Ninth Festival, and after participating in the ancestor worship with Zhang Yuanshan, Zhang Baihua went to the Zhang family's cemetery alone with some sacrifices. Liu is only a concubine, and there is naturally no tablet in the ancestral hall, but in view of the fact that she is a concubine who has "meritorious" birth, she has her last resting place in the cemetery. If not, it's probably the same as the next one, just find a peripheral grave and bury it.

After giving Liu incense and burning paper money, Zhang Baihua stood up.

There are only a few words on the tombstone, and there are only a few words about the concubine Zhang Liu, and there is not even a date of birth and death.

Zhang Baihua felt a little sad for some reason, she raised her hand and used her fingers as a pen, made ink with spiritual power, and carved a line of words.

Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable.

Unfilial daughter Zhang Baihua.

Zhen Yunrong was slightly stunned, looking at Zhang Baihua's eyes with a hint of pity.

For the Liu family, whether it is in the past life or in this life, she seems to be very guilty.

Zhang Baihua didn't notice the pity that flashed in his eyes.

It's a shame to say that after so many years, she called her a mother, but she didn't know the birthday of this cheap mother, so she could only replace it with poetry...... In fact, how much better can she be than Zhang Yuanshan? However, in the name of the traverser, this can be "justifiable" and pretend that nothing is right.

It seems that apart from that bowl of elixir, she has never really done anything for her, that is, the elixir, which was also exchanged for the original body's monthly example.

Zhang Baihua lowered his eyes, and the incense candles were rising, making people's eyes sour. She picked one up, spilled the wine in the cup in front of the grave, and suddenly took out the Tanyue qin.

She's been working on the piano since the last time...... This kind of basic manual work must be mastered by every luthier, and it is not difficult for her, but she has never taken it out since.

In front of Liu's grave, although the tail of the finch is good, it is a sound instrument, although it is also the sound of the piano, after all, the main is fierce, and this Tan Yue is just right. (To be continued.) )