107 She deserves to be like a princess
If you want to hang the sword before the grave, listen to the sound of the knee.
The sound of the piano rises at some point, ethereal, with a hint of abruptness and coldness, and the spring water is like a water. Although it is not a grudge, you can hear the deep loneliness in the heart of the piano player, like a dark cloud in the sky, layer upon layer of the day.
There was a flute sound, and the crisp and bright sound of the flute was like a light that pierced through the clouds, breaking the darkness and illuminating it.
I still remember that back then, she was just the silent maiden of the Zhang family who was not taken seriously, and the first time she met him, it was in the depths of the bamboo forest, above the clouds, a young man who was more beautiful than a girl, and played a bamboo flute like a dead music.
Zhang Baihua couldn't help but glance at Zhen Yunrong.
He didn't know when he walked to her side, he was long and jade, and his face after growing up was a little less amazing when he was a teenager, but more and more calm and beautiful. She hadn't seen his appearance well in the past few years, but she also knew that his appearance was the best, and the entire Ji Luoshan was the most eye-catching for him, especially those eyes, the light brown pupils, which felt moving just when they came into view.
At this time, he was holding a jade flute, the jade flute was of excellent material, and his fingers were not inferior at all, but he looked like a person made of jade.
Seeing her turn her head to look at him, he smiled slightly, pursed his thin lips, hooked a beautiful arc, and his dimples loomed.
For a moment, Zhang Baihua seemed to hear the sound of her heart beating.
There was a slight tremor in the notes.
She quickly withdrew her gaze and didn't look at him. After reciting the mantra silently, the restless heart was soothed, and the slightest throbbing was like a ripple stirred up by a pebble, and it quickly disappeared in the heart.
It's a little strange that she is clearly not such an easily tempted person, but she is only a little different from him.
When I first met, I thought he was just a warm-hearted so-called "good person", so she naturally had a good impression of him, until she was looked at by Qingyuan Zhenren with that weird look, and then got the news that she was actually selected to enter Xuantian Sect, and a trace of weirdness rose in her heart...... Qingyuan Zhenren looked at her with a look in his eyes that he clearly didn't like her, but he said that he wanted to take her away?
She didn't feel like she had anything in her that could make people plot. Not even the usual personal space in fiction...... She had already tried everything around her, even if it was an ordinary-looking teacup - in the first period after the crossing, she was extremely insecure because she couldn't get out of bed, and she had already thought about those weird possibilities countless times. And later put it into practice.
Reality told her that if it wasn't the heroine's life, don't dream of the heroine.
With a golden finger of Ran Qi's level, a small person like her may not be able to meet even if she crosses a hundred times.
Contrary to Qingyuan Zhenren, Zhen Yunrong likes her very much.
Zhang Baihua admits that she is actually a bit withdrawn...... It can be said that there is a slight autism. She can use her strong heart to hide this weakness when communicating with others. It makes people think that she is just cold, but in fact, she is not good at contact with people.
It's not that they can't communicate with each other, and it's not that she's afraid because of some shadows, but she doesn't know how to deal with feelings, especially those who are biased towards the benign development direction of "friendliness", "good feelings" and "love"!
This shows how dark her heart really is.
She also never hides the fact that she is "not a good person", but fortunately, the Xuanyin Sect only requires her disciples to be decent - this "decency" is quite subjective, as long as you don't do things that harm the sect. Even if it's decent.
Of course Zhang Baihua won't, because after ten years of running-in, she feels that this sect is still very suitable for her. Especially the personality characteristics of the disciples and the sect's "stocking policy" for most of the disciples made her live a very easy life.
Of course, it is quite likely that some mediocre people will be ...... Not everyone wants to be like Zhang Baihua who always looks up to the high place and is full of ambition for himself, inertia and inertia are the two most difficult weaknesses for people to overcome. Based on this, there is a sect small ratio system and a ranking system.
However, Xiaobi has a certain element of luck, and the ranking is ...... It was the world above the foundation period.
Of course. If you can't build a foundation, as far as the Xuanyin Sect is concerned, you're just an ordinary disciple, and naturally there's no need to cultivate.
Arguably. The foundation building period is the real watershed between monks and mortals.
Qi refining period cultivators, after all, are just mortals who know some magic.
…… Zhen Yunrong is about to build a foundation.
The Great Perfection of Qi Refining was a very long and difficult threshold for her to reach, but for Zhen Yunrong. It's only a matter of time. However, even if he was extremely talented, the reality of the Great Consummation of Qi Refining before the age of thirty and reaching the critical point of foundation building was already eye-popping.
Of course, building a foundation is not such a natural thing, and it still requires the right time, place and people.
Zhang Baihua naturally didn't know that if Zhen Yunrong wanted to build a foundation, it would not be a difficult thing.
There is no need for experience at all, and there is no need for superfluous breakthroughs......
Although the body goes back to the past and life comes back, the soul inside does not change. All the perceptions and comprehensions of his "previous life" came together at the moment he returned, which was a "treasure" exclusive to him that could not be erased by time, space and time.
The body is only in the Qi refining period, but the divine consciousness and realm are comparable to the Venerable Tribulation!
After all, he had reached that height in his previous life!
For Zhen Yunrong, this is his biggest golden finger after being reborn, and everything outside his body cannot be compared.
In layman's terms, his current body is like an XP system computer but equipped with a huge memory at the level of a light brain, which is no different from ordinary computers in appearance, but no matter how much capacity is downloaded, the most critical memory module has been running well without the slightest impact, as if it is a bottomless pit...... At least in the early days of his arrival, there was no need to replace the "memory module".
Compared to the cultivation he wants to be in, this "memory stick" is equivalent to tending to infinity, and it is no wonder that Qingyuan Zhenren attaches such importance to him - there has been no monk in the cultivation realm for nearly a thousand years to successfully ascend, and many seniors have either failed to re-enter reincarnation or disbanded to become scattered immortals, which has greatly hit the enthusiasm of the juniors for cultivation.
He saw this possibility of becoming a god in Zhen Yunrong, and naturally he would not let anything interfere with him!
Those who have not focused on the practice cannot understand this fanaticism, because this is the real ultimate goal of the monks! It's not a profound cultivation or a powerful house, what they want most is to become immortals and become gods, and live forever!
Of course, in a sense, immortals can also die, but their lifespan is much longer than that of ordinary people.
Compared with the human race, which only has a hundred years of life, immortals who are tens of thousands of years old can indeed be said to be "immortal", that is, monks who have cultivated to a higher level, and in their eyes they are all unattainable immortal masters.
As long as you enter the tribulation period, if there is no accident, you will have at least two or three thousand years of life.
How long did Zhen Yunrong live in his previous life...... This is self-evident, and in the last moment of his life, what he remembered was not the woman he once loved and was crazy about, but the figure that once stood behind him and watched silently.
For mortals, it is easy to confuse touching and loving, but for a monk of Zhen Yunrong's level, he knows very well that he has never loved her...... Because he has loved, he knows better what kind of crazy feelings it is.
In the end, he failed to cross the catastrophe, also because he couldn't solve the situation.
The moment he returned from rebirth, he was surprised to find that the relationship had been broken.
In his previous life, he always thought that there was always a reason for love and hate, as long as he gave enough and was good enough to her, she would always look back and see herself one day.
But he was wrong.
And this mistake, he learned about it a long, long time later.
By then, he had already lost her, and he had lost her.
The woman she loved taught him what it means to "give blindly does not necessarily get something in return", and everything she did told him that "giving is not necessarily for the sake of returning".
This in itself was extremely contradictory, but at the last moment, he realized.
I don't know what to do, I go deep, I don't know where to end, I laugh and laugh.
Nothing more.
Just like he couldn't understand in his previous life, why a woman who was as withdrawn and selfish as Zhang Baihua, who was more "self-respecting" than ordinary men, would be willing to do that for herself. Maybe in the eyes of others, a man like him can't do what kind of woman he wants, but he falls in love with a woman who cares about others, and unscrupulously ties her to his side, and would rather torture each other than let go easily, which is also an incredible thing, right?
If it weren't for the fact that he suddenly learned of Zhang Baihua's death and heard the news that she once loved him, he thought that he probably wouldn't have carelessly let the woman have a chance to escape from him.
Now it's time to start over, and the years are quiet.
In front of her mother's grave, she played the piano with no sadness, and the sound of the piano was like crying, heavy and confused.
Just like her heart, there is a fog.
He was unconsciously touched, and with a bright flute sound, he broke through the barriers, hoping that she would see the light of day.
She glanced at him, a very short glance that allowed him to catch the surprise and hesitation in her eyes.
His smile deepened.
Yes, how can you not care? Whenever she avoided him, Zhen Yunrong didn't show it on her face, but she was frustrated for no reason in her heart.
No matter how you find out, he is also a man, the person who loved him so much in his previous life, how can he bear it if he avoids himself like a snake and scorpion in this life?
And he couldn't do anything about it, because he didn't even know why she liked him.
He wasn't going to go back to the old ways to get her to like him, because that would be too cruel for her...... Even knowing which ones might be an experience for her, but he just didn't want to.
With him, she should live like a princess.
It's just that there is still a gap between reality and ideals. (To be continued.) )