Maybe it's because it's about to face parting, and the little excitement that has just accumulated from the fight has disappeared in an instant. I couldn't help but reach for the cigarette case.

"Smoke less! Smoking too much is not good for your health. "How can you stop me?" You look at your office, it's all the smell of cigarettes, it's all cigarette cases. ”

"It's okay! Thank you so much for being with me today, and for being with me for so long! Flicking the soot, this expression was a little melancholy.

"Seriously, Xiao Luo, I don't think it's possible between us, it's not interesting to do anything, in case her family finds out, it won't be good for anyone."

"I can see it, but I'm really sorry for you, we've known each other for so long, and from the time you cried and told me you didn't want me to let you go, I knew we were destined to be entangled." The past comes back to our minds.

"Actually, I've been haunted by it until now, and I've let you down many times." Throwing away the cigarette butt, I said the words that I had hidden in my heart simply and clearly.

"Why am I disappointed?" He Ke was a little puzzled.

"Because of me. I'm really touched that you can do this to me at any time, when there is nothing or the most difficult, but to be honest, at that time, my selfishness told me that I had too many possibilities with you. Either way, in the end I failed you. ”

"Hmmm! I think, there are so many women who have paid for you, you can ask for anything? You'd better treat Mr. Lin well. My words reminded him of the past.

This is my sincere words, but it is also because of these sincere words that I feel that I am really not a thing at this moment, and I have failed the people who love me again and again, and squandered the love and trust of others to me again and again, which is really a bit unreasonable.

"The biggest difference between the two of us is that I do more and talk less, while you think too much. Don't you think that if the person you love is happy, you will be happy? He Ke's words were very simple, but they whipped me like a whip, or He Ke finally saw my fatality, and the last sentence had already saved me enough face.

I've always advertised myself as a meticulous man who does things well, but I didn't expect that it was precisely this shortcoming that I thought had become the source of hindrance, and I was speechless for a while.

Silence represents acknowledgment, self-blame, and even more remorse.

"Alas!" I let out a long sigh, tears were about to fall, but I didn't want to cry in front of He Ke, because I couldn't find a reason to cry. Again, silence.

"What, do you hate me?" After saying that, I regretted it again.

Obviously, if you are an ordinary girl, how can you not hate him when you meet such an indecisive and negative man?

But I already know the answer, she said no, and why should she hate you? This qiē is all my own volition, and it has nothing to do with you that I love you.

If He Ke said that he hated me, maybe he would feel a little better for anyone who still had a little conscience, but it was precisely He Ke who was such a girl who would rather bear it herself than say that she hated it, so that she had a big burden on her back at this moment, a burden that she could never let go. I hugged He Ke and kissed her, and He Ke closed his eyes cooperatively.

At this moment, I really want to let myself go to hell and be punished, because that kind of self-blame and regret has tormented me to the point that I can't even get rid of death.

But how can I make him feel it?

How can you feel it?

By the time she reached over the olive branch, that reserved and shy had already been submerged in her love for me. Selfishness is the most fundamental reason and the most vivid endorsement.

If it weren't for such a baptism of feelings and the test of love, maybe I wouldn't have realized that I was such a man, and the role I looked down on the most was precisely played by myself in the truth, and it was vivid and vivid, or perhaps, I should thank God for arranging for me to be such a generous and sincere girl, so that I could put the innate dirtiness and darkness of selfish men on the stage of reality again, Let this emotional world have an abominable walking dead.

All I brought to Ho Ke was gray and darkness. Not only He Ke, but what I brought to them, including Lin Xi, was all gray and dark, and I was an incompetent person.

He Ke still said this: "I am very happy and happy these days, I know that in your heart, there is still a little weight." That's enough, in the future, we will still be friends and colleagues, as for the ambiguity of the past few days, let's take it as a dream. I hope I won't wake up again, I love you. Good bye. ”

I know that such an ambiguous relationship will never last long, just because the witch is deeply rooted in my bone marrow, and without her, I will become a walking corpse. But. Once I thought of the heavy mountain of pressure behind the witch, my whole body was weak and my body softened, and the person was already crushed to collapse.

The bus shelter obscured the street lamp with a small shadow, and He Ke stood quietly in that shadow in the distance, and the lights of the oncoming cars on the opposite side completely outlined her figure, so beautiful and so heart-wrenching. I stepped out of the car and leaned against the door, quietly admiring the scene.

When the complete and beautiful outline was just fixed in my heart, maybe there was a hint of reluctance, and before leaving, he secretly glanced at this side, as if to make sure of my existence.

Although this scene was extremely cruel to me, the allure that allowed He Keduo to appear in my mind for a second still overcame that cruelty. I lit the last cigarette in the cigarette case and leaned against the door to smoke quietly.

My mind was blank, and I didn't know what kind of emotions I should have at this moment. I only know that I have just experienced a parting that I don't want to experience and accept, and the sour feelings can't be described.

This city doesn't belong to me, and now I really realize it. I was originally obsessed with that beautiful bridge, and even more obsessed with the connecting road that carried so much joy and happiness between me and the witch, and in many corners of this city, I was forgotten by what I had done without suspense. I couldn't feel the warmth and intimacy of the city on the busy streets.

Would love to spend a while in front of those streets and those hotels.

I started the car. I went to those streets, and when I turned around, I found. The familiar street corner is no longer there. Witch, my heart hurts......

When people are lonely, they really want to be accompanied, and I can't find the right person to accompany me. I can only go home like a witch. I went back to my hometown.

I called my father, who was sitting at the door, waiting for me to come home. My father was a very strict person, so strict that I was beaten every day when I was not very naughty. Of course, he is also a very respectable person, and since we were young, my brothers and sisters were afraid of him because of our strict family education.

Of course, I was beaten because of my naughtiness, and my sisters were very well-behaved and more pleasing to him than I did. The weather was a little hot, the fan above my head was spinning fast, my father was sitting across from me, and I was focused on my phone, not paying attention to my father's expression.

Finally, my father picked up the remote control and turned off the TV next to him.

"What have you been doing these days?" There was no warning, and the words were sternly questioned.

"Huh?" I was taken aback. "I didn't do anything, I went on a business trip, and I went out for a few days by the way! Alas, why not install an air conditioner? ”

In just a few seconds, I began to collect in my brain the reasons that were relatively plausible but not obvious on the surface.

"What about the holidays, what are you on a business trip?" Obviously, the old man was not satisfied with my answer.

"There's something going on in the company. I'm going for someone else! His tongue trembled a little.

"What time did you come back last night?"

"Ten. Half past two! "It didn't seem right," I looked up at my father's stern facial expression.

"Where did you go?"

"Go to City A!"

"You go to City A, are you walking on the mountain road?" The old man seems to have discovered something.

"There was a big accident on the highway, and I turned it off!" This is still true.

"Even if you turn around, can you go to the mountains? Don't you have navigation in your car? Can you still get lost? ”

"I'm just following the navigation!" I don't understand where this old man found out that I was walking the mountain road.

"You kid don't have to set up a ** formation with me!" My father threw the remote control on the coffee table in front of me with a snap. "Did you go up the canyon?"

"Ahh Scared me.

The old man must have known, but I wondered how he knew. I've kept the receipts for the highway and the toll booth, and the tickets for the Grand Canyon are in my pocket, so even if he was Sherlock Holmes, he wouldn't be able to see where the mud on the wheels came from, right? It stands to reason that there is no indication of where I have been. "How do you know I've been to the Grand Canyon?"

My father didn't speak, but took a card out of his jacket pocket and threw it on the coffee table. I haven't seen this card, I picked it up and looked at it, it's a small advertisement for a canyon, it's in the scenic area.

Now I understand, this must have been when the people who sent the little ads put them in the car windows without me knowing.

It's this little advertisement that reveals the stuffing.

"In my car?" I asked knowingly. "That doesn't prove that I'm walking the mountain road?"

"Look at the leaves on your wipers!" Then the old man conjured up a few leaves out of nowhere and threw them in front of me.

Indeed, these leaves stayed all the way on the front windshield because they used to drive the wipers when they were running at night, and they stuck to each other at some point. They are found only in the mountains I pass through, and we don't have them here.

Okay, it seems that I don't have to hide it, because I'm really not a person who has a heart for the old man.

Ever since I was in high school, I have been taught this ability by my father.

Knowing my son is better than my father, he knows all about my temperament, temperament and hobbies. Even when I came home on a weekend night, he could figure out where I went, whether I was playing games or billiards, and he knew better than I did.

"Okay, you're not a small person, you know what you're doing, you don't have to let this daddy beat you to understand?" Father's expression changed.

"I know."

"How do you solve the trouble you caused?" My father was still worried about me.

"I don't know."

"If you're a man, you should be able to afford to put it down! I won't talk about you today, think about how you do it yourself! ”

With that, my father walked out, leaving me alone in a room where nothing was moving, except for the sound of the fan.

Thunder rumbled. After a long period of sweltering heat, the rain that all the people who were shrouded in this stuffiness were looking forward to was coming.

I locked myself in the house and didn't want anyone to disturb me.

In this gloomy and sultry weather, in my state of mind that I don't know how to belong, this qiē in my eyes makes me feel so feeling, indescribably cordial, indescribably familiar, and indescribably unfamiliar. Next to it was my father's wine cabinet, and I poured myself a glass, white wine.

It's not the first time I've done this kind of thing, whenever it rains, I will quietly place myself on a stool under the windowsill, a full glass of wine sits on the narrow windowsill, I like to look out the window through the crystal liquid glass, look at the lake, look at the sky, although the image shown on the glass is distorted, but there is another beauty.

Through the screen window, the leaves of the plane tree kept swaying, and when I was a child, I wondered why the leaves of the plane tree I saw would turn whiter than usual whenever the wind and rain were coming, maybe it had something to do with the skylight, and I didn't bother to study it.

The raindrops were not very heavy, nor were they very urgent, they were released so easily, and there was no pressure at all.

Not far from the eaves of the window is a simple small shed built with asbestos tiles, the rain drips quietly along the grooves of the asbestos tiles, and the air is filled with moisture through the screen window, and the small water droplets that hit the window sill and splash easily fall to the arm through the screen window, which is cool and refreshing.

The degree of baijiu is not large, and it exudes a sweetness, although this way of drinking is a bit nondescript, but it is the easiest way to find your own feelings. I love the rain, light rain, especially near the end of the evening.

I wish there had been a light rain like this every evening.

The state of mind at this time is the most peaceful, albeit with a hint of melancholy.

This kind of situation is suitable for being in a daze, it is best not to think about anything, just quietly watch the raindrops fall everywhere in front of you, watch the splashing water, look at the stirred up ripples, look at the familiar reflection in the water, and also watch the usual bustle become empty at this time......

The parents knew that we were leaving early in the morning, so they didn't deliberately stop it, I could see that the parents were on Lin Xi's side, after all, it was their son who did something sorry for others.

In a hurry, my mother made tomato egg noodles and put them on the dining table, which tasted like wax.

Driving out of the garage, a night of rain caused a lot of fog on the front glass of the car, I had to turn on the air conditioner to let the fog dissipate, but after all, it was still early in the morning, and the small space in the car suddenly lowered the temperature.

The mother followed.

"You go back and admit your mistakes to her, and then you go to admit your mistakes to other people's families. Even if someone hits you twice, you have to give me a beating, do you hear? I won't talk about other people's families, but Lin Xi is a good boy. "Mother still has a spoon of soup in her hand.

"Got it, I've got it myself!"

"What number do you have? How many can you make it look like this? "My mother was obviously upset about my stubbornness and disapproval.

I didn't start singing along the way, and the sporadic raindrops sprinkled on the glass from time to time, and the sky was overcast. What am I going to do.

When I went back to Huping City, I still put myself into work first. Someone said that work is the most trustworthy thing, and this is true.

The work was carried out intensively according to the plan, and the training of ideological concepts began to imperceptibly affect everyone's thoughts, and the atmosphere of the company from top to bottom was high and full of momentum.

After two months of hard work, the sluggish products were cleared at the end of the month, there were a lot of sluggish products, Mr. Zhen said that there may not be much, it seems that he does not know much about the scene, I called the production department to count these numbers, found that there are a lot of sluggish products, because in the state of chaotic planning, sluggish items must be a lot, and there is no reason for sluggish products.

In the middle of the year, the financial department cleaned up the annual accounts, and the annual sales were only 18 million yuan, instead of nearly 20 million yuan as Mr. Zhen said, and the average collection rate was only about 70%.

With such a low collection rate, the natural cash flow is not smooth, and the payment has naturally become a problem, last year several suppliers did not do business with Zhenhe, I held a special meeting on payment and mold payment collection, the customer was distributed, and the payment collection task was implemented to the individual one by one, and the payment collection index was formulated. Finance lists the collection plan for the next month every month, marketing is responsible for collection, and finance is responsible for supervision.

At the beginning of the month, the output value of the previous month was counted, and the output value of the previous month reached two million, breaking through the two-sided mark for the first time in history, and the highest in the past was 1.5 million, but in the past few months, the rate of 500,000 has soared every month. Hearing the news that the output value reached two million, everyone was very excited, in the past, tired and tired of running day and night, weekends and no rest, at most only one million output value, now the personnel just added a small number of people, the output value reached two million, before I said that the company can do more than 30 million a year, no one believed, all think I am bragging, Zhen also thinks no, now everyone knows that the original company's potential is great, everyone is more confident in me, I am more confident in myself.

Mr. Zhen is also more excited, he said that in the past, the months after the Spring Festival were the off-season, after August began to flourish, until the New Year, the output value of the peak season is twice that of the off-season. Now the off-season output value is two million, more than the previous peak season, the second half of the peak season to come to the plant is definitely not enough, just the next door of the manufacturer to move away, to rent the next door of the two plants, now start to decorate, just in August can be put into use. I have also estimated, the existing plant is so small, the maximum capacity load is more than 20 million, the company several plants are scattered, the logistics cost is high, the product is easy to backlog, now the monthly output value of two million is very crowded, if in the second half of this year, if the boss said that it is the peak season, the output value will definitely exceed 30 million, then the plant is definitely not enough, if you can expand the area is the best, it is a good idea to rent the plant next door. Mr. Zhen and I arranged for the general affairs supervisor to contact the landlord.

When a customer came to the company for training for the second time, he obviously felt that the atmosphere of the company was different from the past, and everyone seemed to have an obvious momentum and vitality.

The company's big customer in Hong Kong last year, later set up a foundry workshop by himself, and our business volume was less, I don't know why we still owe us more than 100,000 yuan, and the money can not be chased in the past. Mr. Zhen knows that although there are more than 1,000 people in this company, but the management is also very messy, and the boss has a headache all day long.

At noon, the boss and the general manager came over, the boss was in his 50s, the general manager looked like a very capable woman in her 30s, they were all Hong Kong people, in Guangdong's business, at noon everyone ate in a Chaozhou restaurant, during the banquet, Mr. Zhen kept introducing how he supported my work, I kept nodding yes, in front of outsiders, I absolutely supported the boss, I found that the general manager of the company from time to time fell down the boss interfered too much, the boss was a little embarrassed, from time to time self-deprecation, I immediately understood what the relationship between the two was, I read an article "22 Business Rules of a Zhejiang Merchants", one of which is:

When you make a decision that there are three or more members of the opposite sex in the team who have a special relationship with you, then you must consider letting the other person leave the team immediately, either she/he will find another job, or she/he will become your full-time lover or wife's husband, in short, she/he can no longer stay in the team, so do not consider having intimate relationships or emotions with the opposite sex in the team.

The boss and the general manager asked me from time to time how to deal with some questions, and I answered them one by one, and they nodded their heads, and when they parted, I gave them a copy of "Inside China's Private Enterprises" and another management book. After they went back, they called me from time to time and asked me if I was doing well, how I was feeling, and I had time to go to them to have a look, etc., I understood that they wanted to dig themselves into the past, and they were testing themselves, and I thought: Mr. Zhen is very good to me now, and I have my own shares. You can't dig up even 10 million, this is called fate.

After they tried a few times hopelessly, they asked me to help them recommend talents, I am not a headhunter, talent recommendation is very troublesome, each person has different personalities, I am not very familiar with their relationship, in case they like and the other party does not like to blame themselves, thankless things don't do, I put some recruitment websites and the Pearl River Delta well-known talent market and high-end talent market, as well as the phone address of well-known headhunting companies to them, let them find their own.

Yang Ren, the younger brother of the proprietress, saw that the company was starting to prosper, and also wanted to open a small processing factory by himself to do some processing work for Zhenhe, but the boss disagreed, but the proprietress borrowed money to support him. I also don't agree with Yang Ren to set up a factory, Yang Ren is now working as a driver in the company, and will not interfere with the company's operation, but being a supplier is different, and Yang Ren was born in the 80s, and he was lazy before, and he didn't suffer anything, so I'm a little worried to be honest. But Yang Ren has already decided, and there is no way. I called Yang Ren to the office: "Opening a factory and being a driver are completely different, very hard, since you have decided, I have no objection, in the first year, I will try my best to support you, such as in terms of timely payment, but in terms of delivery, quality, and price, I will treat you the same as other suppliers, and I will treat you the same as other suppliers, take good hold of it, don't let your sister down." ”

The cultural level of the boss's whole family is not high, the boss's family seems to look down on their family a little, plus she is more than ten years younger than the boss, the boss often "educates" her like teaching a child, and the boss lady sometimes has a little inferiority, so I hope Yang Ren will not live up to his sister's hopes. So after setting up the factory, Yang Ren was very hard, once everyone talked about Yang Ren during dinner, I said that Yang Ren was much more diligent than before, and the proprietress was very happy after hearing it, and it seems that everyone needs praise.