PS: This chapter is really exhausting

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For the little bird swimming in the deep sea, the Life Club is really a not very ordinary existence.

Or rather, this is where everything in the story begins, in this not wide room, the glimpse of the cold girl, the unexpected arrival of the delicate girl, the pulse is warm, and the smile has spent every snow and moon in the past three years, there are joys and sorrows, and of course, joys and sorrows.

The strong side, the cowardly side, the hard side, the clumsy side, maybe many, many things are gradually blurred with the passage of time, fading away one by one, repeating the boring flip day by day, but there are still a few retrospectives, firmly glued to that place.

The little bird swims in the deep sea, thinking that he and them do not need any fruit as sweet as a lie, no need for any justification full of false understanding and deception, and no need for any interest between interests.

However, fate seems to have played a joke with him, the eldest lady of the Kashiwazaki family, the second lady of the Xuexia family, and he is not the accidental one, the so-called representatives of science and liberal arts are all just excuses, getting along day and night, and adding good feelings to each other is just a calculation.

Little Bird doesn't want to be in love or anything, although he doesn't deny that he likes two girls somewhere deep down, what he pursues is not high, it has always been like this, he is really an easy to satisfy guy, he just tries to understand and be understood, wants to be more harmonious, wants to talk together, wants to stay around, and that's enough

That's it

That's it

But this time he was really disgusted

Pushing open the door of the department, perhaps because of the loud noise, the two girls in the room cast their searching eyes at the little bird swimming in the deep sea.

[What's wrong?] It seems that the style of the deep sea is not the same as before, and the outspoken Hoshina asks directly.

The little bird swam in the deep sea just smiled awkwardly, without too much explanation, and returned to his usual position without saying a word.

The ministry fell into calm again, and it was not the first time in this time that this situation had occurred, and even Xingna, who had been the most noisy in the past, was getting used to this silent atmosphere in the gradual dissipation.

When did this start? Probably from under the snow to run for student president, maybe sooner

[What's going on with that six flowers.] 】

After thinking about it for a long time, Xingna finally found a suitable topic, so she threw it out impatiently, she didn't want to see the three of them continue to write as they were, but she didn't know what to do, so she could only use this most clumsy method to find unnutritious topics every day, again and again, over and over again, but still persevering.

Maybe Xingna is not the smart one, but she is definitely the most persistent

[It's okay]

Vague and ambiguous, the bird swims in the deep sea and does not want to say much, not only this one thing, but many others.

Because until now, he was not prepared, and after learning the truth about this society, he didn't even know what posture to use to face the two girls

He couldn't tell the truth because he was scared!

I'm afraid that as soon as the words come out, the relationship between the three people who barely maintain it will immediately collapse, and the more I cherish it, the more I care, so I don't want to lose it no matter what.

The bird swims in the deep sea and wants to pursue a happy daily life without change and waves, and if it is lost so simply, it will definitely be very regretful, right?

So he asked Zhen Liang to sabotage the candidacy for student president under the snow in an unreasonable way and prevented the dissolution of the club.

At that time, he lied that important things cannot be replaced, and once you lose what you can't replace, you can't get it anymore, so you have to protect it.

There is no reason for this, but out of selfishness, out of anxiety about the unpredictable future, the little bird swims in the deep sea still chooses to let himself believe this, in vain to keep everything as it was.

It's not about guarding at all, it's just because I want to protect it, so I stubbornly hold those things in my hands and refuse to let go, and the things inside have long been lost.

It's the same now

[What's wrong?] 】

Even if you are sluggish, you can realize the strangeness of the words of the bird swimming in the deep sea, and close the book under the snow to find out.

Fukami looked his way away to avoid colliding with the eyes of the two girls.

But no matter how vague his words were, and his expectations were so smooth, the facts would not change in the slightest.

[If you don't want to say it, you don't have to force yourself, do you?] The tone under the snow was gentle, without the slightest reproach for him.

But the more this happened, the more it made the little birds feel painful swimming in the deep sea, he wanted to talk to them, but he had to choose silence, he wanted to be more sincere, but he had to deceive, what he wanted to protect, he had to watch it be lost.

【Bang!! 】

Xingna slapped the table violently, and the sound interrupted the other two people's thoughts, and he stood up suddenly: [Ahhhh I'm really enough!! Why can't you just say it well, and if you have any questions, say it! It's like we used to deal with other people's troubles! 】

[I don't understand, I just don't understand, I don't understand what you said at all!! Why does Xiaoxue want to be the student council president?! Why don't you ignore the entrustment?! Why has the deep sea been dodging something?! What the hell are you doing?! Why can't you just tell me a little, even a little?! Isn't this cool, handsome, why can't I feel it at all! Even if I beg you, say something I can understand, I don't understand! I don't understand! What you guys say! All the time! All words! A little bit of it! Don't understand!!! 】

Xingnai's voice gradually became louder, and in the end, she seemed to have exhausted all the strength in her body, I don't know when her face was already full of tears, but she still stared at her big eyes full of mist without showing weakness, staring at the snow and the deep sea, and then her tone gradually softened as if begging, trembling and crying: [Na, stop doing this, I don't want to see everyone continue like this]

[Xingnai] Shenhai opened his mouth, and the words that came to his mouth were swallowed back raw, but he just looked at her in a daze and sighed rawly.

No matter who looks at this picture, their hearts will soften, even under the snow, she lowered her head and pursed her lips, the fist on her leg clenched unconsciously, and her white throat moved slightly, as if she was gasping for pain and spit out heavily: [Sorry]

Even so

Even so

Unlike the snow and the birds swimming in the deep sea, she still did not choose to compromise and insisted on her own persistence.

[I have always felt that it can be done and understandable]

Who is she referring to? Maybe it's herself, or maybe it's Hoshina and the deep sea?

[If that's the case, I think we might as well take a break, right?] If this community is destroyed just like this, then that's all it means, isn't it? 】

Xingna looked at the snow in disbelief, but Fukami knew the question, in fact, she was asking herself, and the eyes under the snow proved it, she stared at the deep sea with her head buried in silence, silently waiting for his answer.

What the two of them have been pursuing together is not the kind that only floats on the surface and has no meaning, but now there is no doubt that the little bird swimming in the deep sea is only dragging this empty box called 'Life Club'.

[Under the snow, me]

Although he opened his mouth, he didn't continue to speak, he thought about saying that he didn't want to watch this hard-working community disperse, let alone let the relationship between the three of them continue to fall into this whirlpool of no return, just tell the truth they knew, how would they view themselves?

Their acquaintance was a mistake that was ingeniously arranged, but since the mistake is already a mistake, no matter how you put it, it will not turn it into a right one.

Xue Xia seemed to know his answer, and sighed softly: [This society is temporarily disbanded]

The little bird swims in the deep sea and feels that he is being forced to the edge of the cliff step by step by the girl in front of him, and after hearing this sentence, it feels like the last straw that crushes the camel, and the fire in his heart is 'Teng! And then he came out

Little Bird is a very good-tempered person in the deep sea, and he rarely gets angry, but during this time, his sister's going abroad, the anxiety of the Life Society, the second illness of Liuhua, and his mother's calculations, the things that the three people cherish are gradually disappearing, Xingnai's questioning, the pressure under the snow, and the things that have been nested in my heart

Now even this empty ministry is about to be lost!!

After all, I still can't bear it

[Disband?] It's just disbanded?! In the end, the result is just such a light and painless sentence?! So what have we been doing all along, so why did I come to this ghost club in the first place? Liberal Arts Representatives?! Science representatives?! Sports student representatives?! Learning together?! Progress together?! I can't do my own things well, and I still help others solve problems?! The reason is high-sounding.,The eldest lady of the two families.,I'll just say how can there be such a coincidence.,It's ridiculous, right?,I really think I'm here to take the sister?! 】

[Smack! 】

Before he finished speaking, the little bird swam in the deep sea only to hear a crisp sound accompanied by the whirring wind, blowing past his ears, and then he felt a hot pain on his face.

But now he didn't care about this, because he was looking at the cold girl in front of him incredibly, red and swollen palms, and eyes still sparkling

Snow under the snow