Chapter 125: He, They Gather Here
At this time, Xingna was completely stupid, and her eyes were staring at the snow and the deep sea, her eyes were full of incredulity.
She wanted to open her mouth to comfort, but she didn't know how to say it, both under the snow and in the deep sea were very important people to her.
The words that Shen Hai said, although they were excessive, didn't matter to her at all, or she didn't think about it so much.
Her wish is just that the three of them can continue to walk happily, nothing else, that's all
She suddenly realized that if, if it continued like this, this society might really cease to exist with the breakup, and these important people might become passers-by in a hurry in life, she didn't want to become like this, so she would definitely make an effort, Hoshina was different from the bird swimming in the deep sea, she was never a negative person.
The goal that is expected to be achieved will be pursued unremittingly, and it will be achieved when it is said.
That's why I said what I said before
It seems that she is complaining about the deep sea and under the snow, but in fact, she is not very smart, and what she says may not accurately express her feelings, but she still said it, she wants to know them better, she wants to be with them, she wants this community not to disperse.
Yes, language is a source of misunderstanding, but even if some words are useless, even if they cause misunderstandings, if they are not said, if they are not said, if they are not spoken
Hoshina loves the snow, and it started when she first met in this club
Because under the snow is different from herself, and the strength under the snow is not disguised like herself, it is from the strength of the soul. Human beings are instinctively full of longing for what they can't do, and under Hoshina's originally arrogant face, there is actually a fragile heart hidden.
Xingna likes birds to swim in the deep sea, which is a bit of a passing in the past three years
Her sense of the deep sea at the beginning may be no different from the stinky boys around her before, but after three years of getting along, big and small events, for her, the deep sea must have played an extremely important role in her life unconsciously.
Hoshina loves this community......
She didn't have any friends until she met Deep Sea and Under the Snow, as she said when she first came to the club, the boys approached her because of her beauty and power, but the girls were alienated from her because of this, and she couldn't even make up for the time when she needed to team up with other girls.
But all of this has been very different since I came here
So she wants to keep them, she wants to keep this community, it doesn't matter if she is coquettish, it doesn't matter if she cries and yells, even if she loses her image and loses face.
Because in front of them, she Kashiwazaki Hoshina doesn't need to disguise anything at all, just be true to herself.
But now this situation, it also makes her feel a little tricky, because it is not good to be a little biased towards one party, in her opinion, although the words of the deep sea are very excessive, but under the snow I don't know why it is a little too much, but it is not good to accuse her of anything, because she knew from the beginning that under the snow is absolutely right. Once it leans in one direction, then it's unfair to the other, right?
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When they first met, the little bird swam in the deep sea, thinking that this cold and noble guy under the snow might be the same kind of person as himself inside. The two of them have things in common, but because of their own personalities, they can't get along with other people normally.
If you can't eat grapes, you must be sour, and it is precisely because you can't get them that you must be extremely hungry.
What he and she wanted was this invisible and untouchable, as ethereal as a mirror, that would not even allow expectations, but something that must exist
But there is a difference between a bird swimming in the deep sea and under the snow!
At first, the little bird swimming in the deep sea was just escaping, because he knew that he couldn't get it, but he kept longing for it, and all he could do was bury his head in the sand like an ostrich, and deceive himself, when he couldn't see anything
It's the same with Yoshihara, it's the black cat, and it's the same with the really cool thing
If you just escape, then not only will you get nothing, but you will lose everything, just like Yoshihara, do nothing, say nothing, just passively face everything that happens, and then in the end, suddenly find that they have embarked on two different paths, and it is impossible to turn back, and then they can only cut off everything.
Because he didn't want to repeat such a thing and didn't want to watch more important people lose, Little Bird You learned to compromise and compromise with Zhenliang, so she stayed, and compromised with the black cat and made her his girlfriend. Compromise with his mother, solve Liuhua's second illness, compromise with himself, and save the empty life club.
But when he thought that he had done his best to keep these precious things in his hands, he suddenly found that they were fake!
He had already unconsciously deviated from his direction, and what he wanted was not his own at all, but he couldn't let it go
And under the snow is different, from beginning to end, until now she has not changed her heart, so she mercilessly gave the bird a slap in the deep sea
The words he said were not only an insult to them all along, but also an insult to himself
[Do you really think so?] The voice under the snow is different from the past, although it is still cold, but it can't stop showing grief, and the body seems to be constantly trembling with the voice.
I have never seen a bird swimming in the deep sea, such a weak expression under the snow, what kind of expression is that?
Regret, disappointment, and overwhelm
There was still a hot sting on his face, but now he lowered his head: [Sorry]
[If that's it, you don't have to force yourself]
[I, I didn't force it! Fukami still gritted his teeth and his tone was unusually firm, and both Hoshina and Yukishita looked over: [Too many things have happened recently, I just couldn't control myself a little, I'm sorry, and then I need your help. 】
【Deep Sea! Hoshina shouted movingly.
But under the snow, she glanced her head to the other side, as if she didn't want the two of them to notice the rain mist that had been swirling in her eyes.
[You said that this club was arranged by your mother, in order to let you get along with the two of us] Xue Xia asked: [Is it? 】
[Yes.] Some of the deep sea don't know what to say.
[You feel that all this was arranged, so you feel sorry for us, don't you?] 】
[Yes.] 】
[Do you doubt the reality of our relationship?] 】
[Yes.] 】
[You think what you've been pursuing all along, but in the end it's all fake, so you're shaken, aren't you?] 】
【Yes!】 The deep sea has been completely utterly utterly uttered.
Turning her head slowly under the snow, she never chose to escape, looking directly at the bird swimming in the deep sea, but two tear stains crossed her cheeks: [What do you think of us, do you think those things can be deduced from thinking or logic? Those are just calculations, just means, just strategies. Could it be that I, we, are we really just like that?! 】
The little bird swims in the deep sea and Hoshina looks at the face under the snow with surprise, no longer calm and beautiful as before, how unseemly, with a crying, hoarse and embarrassed voice that he doesn't want to admit at all, a side that he doesn't want to show to others, and a side that he doesn't want to be seen by others.
Something said is completely incoherent, with neither logic nor causality, and sounds like nonsense.
【Xiaoxue】Hoshina called as he hugged her into his arms, and then glared viciously at the little bird swimming in the deep sea.