After these days, Xiao An can feel that Xiao Mian is sadness from the bottom of his heart. In fact, it's not just him who is lost, why am I? This loss is mutual, it's not that I fell in love with someone else and got rid of him first, but that we had to be separated because of external factors. Of course, even if he doesn't leave me, we can't be together again, and although he saved me, he also made unforgivable mistakes against me. It's just that there's no point in talking about it anymore.

"Alas, that Daisy killed so many people and I don't know if it was a reprieve, or an immediate execution? Look at her usual bullying and domineering, I wish the whole company belonged to hers! ”

"Yes, now, everyone can breathe a sigh of relief and relieve their anger! It's just that I don't understand one thing, even her father-in-law feels ashamed and doesn't plan to recognize her as a daughter-in-law, but her fiancé is so infatuated that he plans to hold a wedding with her in prison! ”

"Ah, isn't that going to be a bachelor for the rest of my life?"

"That's right, is it worth it for such a woman? Not to mention the death penalty, even a lifetime imprisonment, he can't see her! He wouldn't really want to get her out and live with her for the rest of his life, would he? Aren't you afraid that you will kill him one day? Hmph, such a woman should be shot directly, otherwise she will be sorry for the families of the dead and undead! ”

Several colleagues talked about it, and it seemed that they were very angry with each other, and justice was awe-inspiring. But Xiao An felt cold when she heard it, yes, Daisy was wrong, no one would approve and praise her behavior. But who are you? Why are you talking nonsense behind your back? The right to judge her is not in your hands, and you and your relatives and friends have not been harmed by her, no matter how arrogant she usually is, it is not your turn to condemn her! is also so angry, as if it is not happy not to be executed, if you want to say that Daisy is a murderer, then depending on your state of mind, it is not much better than her!

Xiao An despises these people very much, these people who have not committed crimes can not be called good people.

However, when it comes to Daisy's fiancé, Xiao An is really envious of her, it is said that they have known each other for a long time, and when they first met, she was shocked by each other, and since then she has been carefully taken care of by the other party, and the parents of both parties are also very recognized. It was good to continue this life, and the man's family had a very high social status in the whole city: his father was a high-ranking official in the government, but he was never a first-class bribe-taker, and even the citizens had heard of it; And Daisy's mother-in-law-to-be, a well-known female entrepreneur in the city, is the main economic pillar of his family, and she does not rely on her husband at all, but has built several businesses by herself; And her fiancé is also a dignified and the best of the best, especially commendable for his unchanging single-mindedness towards Daisy over the years. To say that before, Daisy was beautiful and pure, which was understandable, but now she is a person who has been severely condemned by society, but he still has no change in his heart for her, which really makes people admire this man's dedication, and also makes people jealous of why this woman still has someone who tolerates her like this even so.

Xiao Mian, look at other people, when can you do this?

Even if it's only half a point?

Xiao An sighed, forget it, the deceased is like this, let it pass in the past.

During this period, Xiao An has not been on the night shift for a long time, and there are very few other female colleagues in the unit who are arranged to work the night shift alone, which has such an advantage and can help Xiao An recover his health as soon as possible, but on the other hand, Xiao An has to listen to this group of people every day. Therefore, considering her current situation, the leader arranged for her to temporarily go to work elsewhere to change her mood.

"Well, that Xiao Mian has already resigned and moved, but I don't know if he will go to other realms to harm others? It's okay for Xiao An to leave for a while, or else everything will be wrong all day, and he will be in a panic. ”

Don't worry, I'm not so careful, if you don't say it, I may shed a few tears, but when you say that, I'm still very happy.

Hearing that the women who almost became her rivals were muttering again, Xiao An smiled and ignored it, and went to go through the transfer procedures.

The new work unit is a garment factory under the group, Xiao An likes it very much, the factory does not have too many leaders who like to put on a show, and the employees below are also very simple, they are all migrant girls from other places, very easy to get along with, unlike the previous group of white-collar workers, the surface is bright, but in fact, the heart is not very good.

And the most important thing is that the scenery here is good, the mountains and rivers are beautiful, and Xiao An likes it very much. After living in the steel forest for a long time, and occasionally coming to such a unique natural environment, the mood is really much more relaxed.

It's just that from time to time, I still think of the fourteen undead who died in vain a while ago, this incident has always made her haunted, if she is injured, it will be better, even if it is a vegetative person! But they were gone, and no one who was alive had any power to keep them.

Therefore, in order to forget these nightmarish pasts as soon as possible, Xiao An began to do good deeds desperately in his spare time, and did his best to help more people, so that he would feel at ease and feel that it was not a waste of the country's food and the farmers' hard work.

One day, she accompanied an old man to clean the courtyard, and during the break, she talked about why she came here, and when she said it, Xiao An's eyes were obviously gray.

"Young people, cherish the people in front of you. Those who have gone have already left, and they can't come back, but those of us who are still alive can't use this as an excuse to be depressed. ”

There is no one in front of me, and who else do I have to cherish. But I still have myself, my parents, and the unknown that hasn't yet appeared. Sometimes, I really sigh about life for no reason, life is so short, and so much has passed in a moment. Shouldn't you have the final say in your own life? Why is it so hard to grasp?

After returning from the old man's house, Xiao An still couldn't sweep away the haze in his heart, and some golden sentences could not be relieved at once. She turned on the computer and began to type the novel, typing without any concept in her head, and her hands went numb at the end. But the consciousness still tells itself, keep fighting, keep fighting, today has not completed the set goal!

But what is the goal? What is my purpose? What motivates me to stay alive?

I read the novel I typed, and there were too many negative emotions, a little hollowed out, and if I read it carefully, it was worthless. In a fit of rage, they were all deleted, which had never been done before. Why did God arrange for me to go through such misfortune? And let those people watch the excitement without their own care? It's as if Xiao Mian, Daisy and I have never worked with them, so we really don't have any friendship with us? It's really a cool tea.

In this case, I can't change the people and things around me, so don't rely on this love that has just passed, people are on a journey, and sing and act.