The ashes he sent back weren't ashes at all, they were just the most ordinary flour, and he put it in the urn.

Xie Lulin knew that it was impossible for them to open it to check, at that time Shen Muhan was still in the United States, Lin Shuang's parents definitely did not have the courage to open it and see, the older generation of people had that kind of idea of going into the soil for peace.

Maybe he pretended to be too similar.

Seeing that Lin's father and Lin's mother looked like the world had collapsed in an instant, Xie Lulin was also guilty and sad, but since he had done it, it was impossible for him to expose the lie himself at this juncture.

He could only comfort the two elders, his sadness at that time was not pretended, and he began to shake for a moment when he saw them sad.

Does it really make sense for him to do this? Do you really want to hurt and deceive these two people who watched him grow up? They have always been very good to him, and the relationship between the two families has always been very harmonious.

But in the end, he still didn't stop the precipice.

Not only that, he had already broken the jar at that time, and he felt that there was a beast in his heart that kept shouting at him to continue, continue, he couldn't stop.

But the news was released, and Dad Lin and Mom Lin also called Shen Muhan.

He was still present at the time, he heard a lot of crying, and he knew what Shen Muhan's mood was, but he didn't expect that he still hadn't come back.

What did he stay in the U.S. for?

Don't you still believe in the illusion of this scene he planned?

Since he decided to do so, he had to promise to keep it a secret, and he could no longer care about guilt, self-blame, or even basic morality.

He was so selfish and so terrible, and Xie Lulin himself felt terrible when he thought about it today. How did he become like that, how could he do something like that?

But at that time, Xie Lulin had only one thought, he couldn't let Shen Muhan find out about Lin Shuang, let alone let Lin Shuang come back with him.

But he knew that Shen Muhan would find the hospital where Lin Shuang was one day, and he might only believe it if he let him find it and hear with his own ears that she was gone.

Maybe you will give up.

Maybe they will leave the United States.

He wasn't that greedy, he didn't want to imprison her for the rest of his life.

As long as her condition is completely fine, the doctor will allow her to return to China, he will definitely not stop him again, he just wants to get along well during the time she is treated.

Maybe it's the last time.

He can't be destroyed, no one can.

Xie Lulin thought like this, Lin Shuang was still far away in the United States at this time to receive treatment in the hospital, and Shi Nan prepared the best doctor for her.

He didn't need to worry. Even if Shen Muhan looked for such a big hospital, he would not be able to find it.

But if he had asked the doctor, it would have been a goof.

So Xie Lulin quickly called Bai Guyu. He knew she could help, and he knew she would be willing.

Listening to the beep of the phone, Xie Lulin smiled bitterly, he looked down on himself. Suddenly I felt extremely disgusted with myself.

Ming understood that Gu Yu bullied Lin Shuang like that. Obviously, he hates Bai Guyu so much. But now that he came to ask her to help, he had the feeling that he had teamed up with Bai Guyu to bully Lin Shuang.

The scales in his heart had tipped and he began to waver.

If she doesn't answer the phone, he'll hang up.

Don't fight.

Don't want her to help anymore.

But just when Xie Lulin was about to hang up the phone, the mobile phone was connected. "Hey?" The voice was a little impatient.

Xie Lulin frowned and hesitated for a moment before he said it, but his tone was a little cold, not like he was asking for help.

"Why should I help you?" Bai Guyu was silent for a moment and said suddenly.

Xie Lulin sneered, "Why don't you help me?" ”

Why didn't she help? What's the reason not to help? For her, it was just a matter of words, not to mention that she should be the last person who wanted to see Lin Shuang go back.

If it weren't for Bai Guyu's phone call to Lin Shuang, he was really not sure if she would have helped with this, after all, she hadn't shown up for so long, and he didn't know if she had really let go of those obsessions.

Although Bai Guyu was reluctant on the surface, she came forward to talk to Lin Shuang's attending doctor, he didn't know what they talked about, in short, the foreign doctor who had always been high really lied for them.

Unexpectedly, Shen Muhan found the hospital a few days later, and Lin Shuang was indeed in one of the wards at that time.

But Shen Muhan couldn't find her, and she wouldn't know anything about the outside world at all.

The case given by the doctor was indeed true, but Shen Muhan was so shocked that he couldn't raise his spirit to see it, and the case didn't say that Lin Shuang's operation failed.

Nature cannot be used as proof of Lin Shuang's death.

But Shen Muhan believed it.

Xie Lulin couldn't leave home and go back to the United States for the time being, he knew that Shi Nan would take good care of Lin Shuang, but he wouldn't tell Shen Muhan that she was still alive.

Because this matter is also related to Bai Gu Yu.

Lin Shuang has been quietly receiving treatment since she came in, but she doesn't like the smell of hospitals, so she always goes to a secluded residential area to live for a while.

It was the time when Shen Muhan hadn't found it yet, and he often went to see her, and the landlord knew him, so he went back to pack his clothes just a few days before Shen Muhan found the community.

The landlord also asked him what was wrong.

He said she had passed away after a failed operation.

That's what the landlord told him when Shen Muhan came over.

And he didn't leave anything behind when he went back that time, he did it on purpose.

In this way, Shen Muhan had to die.

At that time, he didn't even know himself, and he was already a little frustrated, but fortunately, their child's sudden illness had nothing to do with him.

At this point, Shen Muhan was completely dead, he also came to the United States several times in the two years after he went back, but he went back quickly.

These Xie Lulin are not very clear either.

But he knew that Lin Shuang wanted to go back, but he imprisoned her in the hospital on the grounds of her condition, almost cutting off all news from the outside world, and she couldn't know anything.

In this way, although sometimes she is sad, sometimes she is in a daze for a long time, but she is always by his side and under his nose.

She trusts him and has been treating him in peace of mind.

There was even a time when she missed her family too much, secretly packed her luggage and was about to go out to be seen by him, she didn't hide that she was homesick and missed the baby very much.

It's okay for her to go back and see her, or let them talk on the phone.

She didn't even know that her phone hadn't been lost by her, but had been deliberately hidden by him, so that she wouldn't be able to contact them.

That was the first time she offered to borrow his phone for use.

But he said a bunch of nonsense, and in the end the doctor came and called her away, and she followed to go for an examination and retreatment.

In those two years, he used almost all the methods, so much so that he forgot about it, in order to keep her, to prevent her from going back, and not to let her contact his family, he did everything he could.

He was worried every day for fear that she would go back as soon as he woke up the next day, and he would go back to the supporting role where he had to make excuses for even caring about her.

But finally, one day two years later, she still couldn't stand the longing and secretly returned home.

It was too late for Xie Lulin to know.

Later, he even wondered if he would have really imprisoned her for the rest of his life if she hadn't sneaked back.

But her heart is there, no matter how long it takes, no matter what method she uses, she will go back one day.

How can he keep it.

Knowing that he couldn't keep it, he still tried his best, even to the point where he hated it. (To be continued.) )