A black nanny car is driving smoothly on the streets of Seoul, and a series of colorful lights are hanging on the branches along the roadside, reflecting the blue, green and pink light in the night, decorating the quiet branches and leaves of the trees with special beauty. Pedestrians walk in twos and threes, the lights of the businesses on the side of the road reflect the glass, and the rumbling music comes from time to time, all of which set off the noisy night of Seoul more and more vigorously.

In the nanny's car, there was silence and darkness, five or six girls were lying on the seats, or resting with their eyes closed with headphones, or leaning on the backrest and looking down to play with their mobile phones, the light of the mobile phone screen shining on their faces in the dark, reflecting the faces that had not removed their makeup. Thankfully, no one in the car had the leisure to pay attention to this. There are also people leaning against the window, looking at the lively and gorgeous street scene outside the window, and the couple holding hands, the lonely loneliness flashed in their eyes, and then they were bored and breathed on the window, but because the weather warmed up, it was useless, and they couldn't do temporary graffiti to play.

"What's the matter, Sichun? I can call your Shengkioba! The girl in the back seat, with her height and long legs, leaned over the saddle, leaned into her ear, and whispered.

"Sister Xiuying, don't talk nonsense, how can I have it!" She wiped the windows with her sleeve and continued, "I just think the windows are a little dirty and I can't see the scenery outside, so I'm angry." ”

"Yes." Cui Xiuying didn't pierce her lies, she relied on her slender figure again, moved a few times, and landed on the seat next to her without taking another step, then hugged her body, leaned her head together and said, "Actually, I also envy those couples outside, who can walk on the street openly, usually, no one pays attention to or takes pictures, only each other cares." ”

"What, it's obvious that you're having spring yourself, and you're still talking about me! Also, if you want to do what you say, you can go abroad, like France, Germany, just pick a small city, where so many people know you, and it's not a world superstar like Taylor or Angelina. ”

"Hey, Lin Yun'er, can you not be so shocking, the melancholy atmosphere has been ruined for you, can you still have a good time? Besides, in addition to my identity as a member of the junior family, I am also an actress who has starred in TV dramas, why do you want to hit my popularity, at least in Korea, I am also known to all ages! ”

Choi so-young bit her ear reluctantly, and at the same time covered her mouth to prevent her from making a sound. After a while, seeing that Lin Yun'er no longer resisted, she suddenly whispered awkwardly, "Oh, have you noticed, today day, Sister Taeyeon and Xiaoxian, they are all weird, they don't give up, they don't make mistakes during rehearsals, and when they are officially performing, I stand behind Sister Taeyeon, and she makes the wrong beat, fortunately, I am clever and help her cover up, otherwise there will be an accident!"

But the weirdest thing is that after stepping down, I asked Sister Taeyeon what happened, Sister Taeyeon obviously looked like I had something on my mind, but she just refused to say it, and thanked me absentmindedly, so she wore headphones and hid in the corner to draw・・・・・・ really, I don't gossip, in Girls' Generation, my mouth is the strictest, okay, this is all recognized! Do you think it's Yuna? ”

Seeing Yun'er nodded, she continued, "And Xiaoxian, I see that she has been holding her mobile phone today, she didn't advise you not to play with your mobile phone all the time, radiation is not good for your health, but today all day, she held her mobile phone, in addition to looking at the time, there is also a call, but, she always seems to hang up as soon as she hits, carefully, as if she is worried about something, the text message is also, edited for a long time but does not send it, and then after a while, delete it and rewrite it - really, I confessed to the Oba I liked, and she was not so hesitant as her, As soon as the heart is horizontal, the text message will be sent, as for whether people accept it, then it's not something I'm worried about, anyway, I'll work hard, you say yes, Yun'er? ”

"Yes." Lin Yun'er nodded, as if she was not in high spirits, and she was embarrassed.

"Oh really, how did you get weird, all of them have menopausal syndrome? Or can't you live without a man to coax you? Or rather, quarreled? Cui Xiuying shook her hair irritably, asked a series of questions, and then heard Lin Yun'er muttering in a low voice, and couldn't help but be stunned, "It's really noisy?" ”

"Yes, there was a quarrel, what's so strange, haven't you ever had Ernie?" Lin Yun'er asked calmly.

"Of course there is a ・・・・・・・, but why are you so arrogant, I can't comfort you." Cui Xiuying was a little innocent and said aggrievedly.

"Ernie, no need to be comforted, it's not a big deal." Lin Yun'er hugged Cui Xiuying, and suddenly asked again, "What about Xiaoxian?" ”

"I don't know, she's not the best with you, you don't know how I know, it's like, I'll leave as soon as the event is over, well, Sunny is something, Sika is also something, Xiaoxian is probably something, right?" Cui Xiuying thought about it and gave her own reasoning, which made Lin Yun'er pull the corners of her mouth speechlessly, tilt her head, and close her eyes to rest.

"What, you don't believe me, so why are you asking me?" Cui Xiuying knocked on Lin Yun'er, and when she saw that she was lying still, she didn't have the heart to continue playing, lowered the backrest behind her, and then turned around, found a comfortable angle, and began to rest.

The nanny car was quiet again, and without the sound of the girl's whispering, it became empty and barren, and the good soundproofing effect of the nanny car was perfectly reflected at this moment. Lin Yun'er couldn't sleep, she opened her eyes, looked sideways out of the window, little by little the crystal suddenly slipped down the window, and finally the breeze and rain, tapping slowly on the window, along the traces opened up by the predecessors, slowly but firmly downstream.

Lin Yun'er was very bored to count how many rain trails there were at the beginning of the car window, and then how many rain trails were diverted, how many rain trails were there with a large flow, and how many rain trails were small and medium-sized in the traffic. She always remembered that when she was eighteen, after learning that she was identified as a member of Girls' Generation, she ran alone to the campus where she had graduated, standing under that wall, the afterglow was warm, through the green green creeper green leaves, she saw the deep yellow sunset, not dazzling or scorching, like the warmest homecoming, so that her excited and nervous heart, gradually calmed down, and then shed tears, with the small blade she carried, somewhere in the corner of the wall, carved "Struggle, hard work, become the best star!" Now that I think about it, this sentence is a little second-in-class.

But it's a pity, she thought, there would be no smartphones, and she never thought of taking pictures, so when she learned the news that the campus was rebuilt and the wall was torn down, the picture in her memory will always be only in memory and sleep, and she can occasionally pick up one or two. This was a matter of deep regret to her, but as she grew older, she did not know that it was from that day onwards, and she suddenly realized that the image in her memory had become clearer than blurred with the passage of time. It's just that some things are forever forgotten, which will make the sun so bright that day, the creeper at that time was so lush, and the line of words engraved in the corner of the wall, if it will never be erased, left in the bottom of her heart.

She sighed softly, and suddenly noticed that the rain trails on the car window, I don't know when it was already blurred, she had bothered to mark the name of the large and small lovely rain trails, but all disappeared, leaving behind, only a complete piece, but there is no need to bother to mark, countless rain trails fused together, called the rain curtain, a lift, a pull, then the whole plate up.

It's like the countless memory fragments she had in her mind, under the erosion and pressure of time, all of them have become pieces of frozen pictures, so the memories are clear, and the pictures are clear, but the profundity that has been buried in her heart is lost, she doesn't know if it will still exist, and whether there will be a day when she will meet again.

Thinking of this, she suddenly felt cold, shrunk her body, buried herself in Cui Xiuying's arms beside her, without saying a word, smelling the faint fragrance on her body, thinking of Xiaoxian, a trace of bitterness passed through her heart, and then closed her eyes and fell asleep.

"Click."

The door opened gently, and Jiang Zhican, who had a tired face, walked in from outside, changed his slippers and passed through the living room, and saw the expected person, but the expression on the other party's face made his heart fall uncontrollably, as if swallowed up by the dark depths of the earth, and fell into the boundless cold.

"Nao-chan, mail." She said with red eyes, silently turning the notebook in front of her to Jiang Zhican's side.

"I see, Nuna."

Jiang Zhican didn't look at the screen, he looked at her, smiled, walked up to her, sat down gently, and then took out the record of Gould's "Goldberg Variations" composed by Bach from his bag and handed it to her.

"The original LP of the '81 version, I think, Nuna, you will like it very much. Well, congratulations to you, Nuna, the actor made a successful debut! ”

He laughed and said that she was crying and watching, and he finally hugged her and said softly, "I'm sorry Ah Nuna, because of me, I broke your heart." Really, I'm sorry. ”