Chapter 68

"It's our own choices that determine who we are, and sometimes, choices are more important than results."

Qi Yan said slowly, his eyes were full of tears. Love is too heavy for us to hold.

I looked at Qi Yan and thought of the present of Ning Zijin and Qi Yan, could it be the future of me and Qi Yan in the near future?

Ning Zijin never spoke, silent, struggling.

There was a brilliant glow in the sky, and I didn't know if it was a dream or a reality, I couldn't tell it, and I didn't bother to tell it. Just enjoy the beauty and don't have to dwell on these inconsequential things.

"I didn't think about it that much when I tried my best to find you again and again, I just knew that I still loved you. That's enough. Qi Yan said.

The orange-red glow reflected Qi Yan's face extremely handsome, and his eyes carried so much tenderness. I looked at him and felt that we were still in the human world, still on that rooftop, and we would continue to return to the classroom for a long time to study hard and boring. The days are still very long, and they seem to be very short, they look like a lifetime, and they are so short that they seem to be saying goodbye in the next second.

Actually, I can understand this feeling. It's like I was desperate to find Qi Yan at that time. When you really love someone, it's actually very pure and you don't have so many concerns.

After being silent for a long time, Ning Zijin finally said: "I haven't been out of the hole for a long time, maybe it's time to go out and have a look." ”

Ning Zijin's eyes were shining, with sadness and hope.

Qi Yan laughed: "I knew that you would make such a decision in the end." I can see that you still love to abandon it. ”

"Don't speculate on my mind, be careful that I trap you in a dream again." Ning Zijin said viciously to Qi Yan.

Qi Yan raised his eyebrows and said, "I'm different from that idiot, it's impossible to trap me twice with the same means." You'd better save your energy. ”

"Who do you call idiot!" I muttered dissatisfied.

"You two flirt in front of me again, be careful, I'll throw you out and feed the spirit beast!" Ning Zijin said with a cross eyebrow.

"Shall we go now?" I asked.

"As soon as possible, I'm afraid I won't last long with this breath, I just want to ask. Just ask. ”

Qi Yan and I were silent, in fact, I was still hesitating whether this choice was right or not. But alas, there is no spiritual magic that can peek into the heart. If you don't talk about many things, you will never know them. Go ahead, maybe you still love Ning Zijin, I hope you still love Ning Zijin, even if it's a lie. I hope that the treasure that we came to find is Ning Zijin.

I took a deep breath and said, "Let's go!" ”

Ning Zijin, who has not left the water cave for thousands of years, is more familiar with the way back than Qi Yan and me, and perhaps in that sleepless night, she has thought about going back desperately millions of times, looking for a reason to ask. Even if it's just a question.

No lonely spirit stopped us, and the way back was so smooth. It's like someone has deliberately cleared a smooth path for us.

Coming to the abandoned palace, Ning Zijin looked up at the nondescript cathedral and sighed: "Sure enough, it has changed." ”

She didn't take a step forward, and I even thought she might turn away next. She was scared.

"Ning Zijin?" I screamed tentatively, but didn't know what to say.

The doors of the church slammed open, and a long red carpet spread from the inside out until it reached our feet. Before we could react, the red carpet took us straight into the church.

I turned my head and saw Ning Zijin's pale face.

In the middle of the church, it's not Cupid, it's not Mickey, it's not some other strange image.

It was a tall and thin man in a green shirt, with a lofty instrument and arrogance. This is that man, let Ning Zijin fall in love at first sight, and be willing to follow him to become a man who cultivates illusions for solitary spirits.

The two looked at each other, and time stood still.

Ning Zijin's eyes lit up by the man at that moment, and they sparkled on that emaciated face. There was so much longing and anticipation in those eyes, and all the secrets were visible at that moment. But she stood there, not daring to take a step. It's the first time I've felt that Ning Zijin is so weak. In front of him, he is just a woman after all, a woman who loves him.

Love is vulnerable.

Qi Yu looked at Ning Zijin quietly, without any ups and downs on his face, as if he was looking at a bland landscape painting. My heart was beating wildly, like a teacher spot-checking a text and looking nervously at the teacher not knowing who would be next.

"Our mission is complete, and we have brought back the treasure you wanted."

I had to take a step forward and break the silence by force. There was obviously not enough oxygen around me, and my voice was trembling slightly. I was afraid that he would say something, and I was afraid that he would not say anything.

I didn't dare to look at Ning Zijin, so I could only let my gaze wander between the abandoned and the tall colored windows. The light came from the window, and I guessed whether it was soft or harsh.

Abandonment was still silent, he seemed to be thinking about something, hesitating about something, struggling with something. Remove the reason for the abandonment of the mask, there is no expression, no joy, no anger, no emotional ups and downs.

"What? Are you hesitating to kill me? Or did you not expect me to come back? ”

Ning Zijin laughed, his eyes pressed towards abandonment.

Ning Zijin simply walked towards abandonment, one step, one step, as if he was walking into his own grave. Her eyes were always looking at the abandonment, and the abandonment had been dodging, refusing to look directly into the clear eyes.

Disappointment filled Ning Zijin's eyes little by little, and finally turned into a surging anger.

"Abandon the cause! No, it's He Ansheng! You don't even dare to use your real name. You're a coward! All the time! I thought you would change, I still have a glimmer of hope for you......" Ning Zijin's voice gradually weakened, and she smiled weakly, "It's ridiculous that I still love you!" I still love you! ”

"Zijin, listen to me, there are some things you don't understand...... 's momentum was obviously much weaker, and there was so much tiredness and helplessness in his tone.

"No need, I've heard enough of your high-sounding reasons and explanations. For thousands of years, you always say that you are doing it for your own ambitions, but in fact you are just glorifying your selfishness. I have followed you and become a lonely spirit, and I will always be by your side no matter what you do, even if you finally give the order to kill me, I will not resist...... But, now, I want to tell you, He Ansheng, you are not worthy of my love at all. ”