Extra: All memories are the way you are (3)

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He knew exactly what Bai Guyu had done, he knew that she shouldn't have done that, that he shouldn't have indulged her like that, if he hadn't indulged her so much, if he had told Shen Muhan the truth earlier. Eight? Yizhongwen.com ???.? 8?1?z??.? com

If he had told Shen Muhan earlier that Lin Shuang was still alive, he would not have lost his soul for those two years.

Maybe they wouldn't be in the situation where they don't know each other now.

But because Bai Guyu was involved, he chose to pretend not to know.

In order to make his guilt a little less, he hypnotized himself over and over again, it was all a good thing that Xie 6 Lin did, and it was all the news that he made that Lin Shuang faked his death to deceive Shen Muhan.

Bai Gu Yu was just taken advantage of by him.

Although he always hid something from Shen Muhan because of Bai Guyu, he never did anything to be sorry for him, nor did he do anything to separate him and Lin Shuang.

He just closed his eyes and pretended not to see anything and not to know anything.

But in fact, he knows everything.

knew that it was Bai Guyu who asked the doctor to tell a lie.

I knew that Bai Guyu had called Lin Shuang on the morning of her disappearance.

He even knew what she said.

He didn't mean to listen to her on the phone.

It's just that he bought breakfast that morning and planned to go over to eat with her, the door was not locked, and he shouted twice and went in by himself when no one answered.

Finally saw her in the backyard.

As soon as he lifted his feet happily, he was about to walk over, she held the phone to her ear with one hand, and from time to time she reached out the other hand to play with her head, which he knew was what she loved to do when she was always in an anxious mood.

And she did hold the mobile phone and didn't know who she was talking to, her brows kept frowning slightly, her lips were pursed, and she stood in a sunny place, and the sun fell on her side face leaving a gentle arc.

It's beautiful.

But he was in no mood for appreciation.

The footsteps also stopped.

Because he vaguely seemed to hear the word "Lin Shuang".

He had a bad premonition in his heart, and his first reaction was that she hadn't given up on Shen Muhan yet, and she didn't want to give up yet, but she was going to intervene between the two of them?

He stood there motionless, neither retreating nor advancing.

I don't know what to do for a while.

But Bai Guyu didn't notice that there was someone behind him because he was too engrossed.

"How long are you going to drag him down? He should have a bright future, because you are like this now, don't you feel distressed? ”

It's her voice. He could hear her clearly and see her expression, her expression was very bad at this time, almost a cold face.

He knew that she felt sorry for Shen Muhan and couldn't let go of Shen Muhan. But he didn't expect that she knew everything about Shen Muhan well, obviously she had been in the United States and had never contacted her again.

But she knew that Lin Shuang had been sick for a long time, that her family had exhausted her skills in order to treat her, and that her illness was a bottomless pit.

even knew that Shen Muhan had lost a very important opportunity because of Lin Shuang.

I know that he even plans to sell his house in order to make up for medical expenses.

That's why she couldn't help but call Lin Shuang and told her so many ugly words. wanted to stimulate her to leave Shen Muhan.

He didn't know what Lin Shuang said, but Bai Guyu's eyes narrowed slightly, and his eyebrows furrowed even tighter, "Why are you so selfish?" Do you want to watch him live for you, no one and no ghost, and you are happy? Feelings can't be eaten, and besides, you should be aware of your own illness."

"If it weren't for you, he wouldn't have given up an opportunity that was so important to him, and now he would even sell the house, and then what? Do you want him to sell blood and kidneys? Bai Guyu was a little excited, so Shi Nan heard her words clearly in the back.

His brows furrowed tightly, Bai Guyu's words were a bit too much.

Shi Nan just wanted to walk over but saw that she had already hung up the phone, but her face was worse than Fang Cai, and she even angrily pulled a large section of the leaves of the potted plant at hand.

When he turned around, he had already sorted out his expression. There was even a shallow smile.

Shi Nan suddenly felt a little sad when he looked at her, and it was only then that he realized that she was an actor and a public figure, and what others saw was never her true face.

Laughing is fake, frowning is fake, crying is fake.

He almost couldn't tell which expression at which moment was the real her.

Years had passed and he could no longer remember the look on her face when she looked back and saw him standing behind her, except for the flash of panic on her face.

How could he bear her panic.

How could I bear her worried.

How could I bear her to show such an uneasy expression.

So he pretended not to know anything, heard nothing, and never mentioned it to anyone. Even when he called Shen Muhan that time, there was a moment when he almost told him, but in the end he still didn't.

As long as she is involved, he will choose to cover it all up unconditionally.

But now that he was by her side, she would never go away. They will be so quiet until they are old, and he would rather believe that.

So even if she doesn't have him in her heart, it's not so important, as long as he can still see her, it is already God's favor to him.

Shi Nan thought of the girl named Qin Qing, and he also heard about it. I heard that she traveled to Tibet and never returned, and she was buried in the mountains with no bones.

When he learned the news, he was also shocked for a while and didn't come back to his senses, after all, such a delicate girl, who was still a young girl a moment ago, was now lying at the foot of the cold mountain.

Dry bones turn into sand.

Fate is something that can't be predicted.

I don't know which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident, so I will cherish it more.

So he now cherishes every day he can be with her.

Shi Nan dragged his suitcase into the train station. But when he was around the corner, he passed by a family of four, and his heart beat stagnantly, and his footsteps stopped for half a beat.

The man was tall and dressed in black, and one hand was tightly wrapped around the woman's waist, and the woman was holding a little girl in her arms, and a boy of five or six years old was also holding in her hand.

The boy she was holding was handsome, with black eyes, as if he had the most misty mist in March.

Every move is different from that of children of the same age.

As if noticing him, the boy looked at him slightly, his eyes were very light, and he had no expression, and he turned his head and followed the woman away.

That demeanor seemed to take Shi Nan back many years ago.

Vaguely, he seemed to hear a female voice, shouting "Ruoqing, Ruoqing", but his voice was dyed with indescribable amazement.

When he turned around, he saw the woman with her head bowed and teasing the girl in her arms.

The man touched the woman's pale head and smiled softly.

It wasn't until the happy family of four gradually disappeared from sight that Shi Nan smiled and turned around and entered the ticket gate, without looking back, without stopping.

Fortunately, at the end of this desolate time, someone kept holding each other's hands tightly.

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