Extra: All memories are the way you are (2)
Shi Nan sat next to her for a while, the sun had gradually set, and a cool evening breeze was blowing, very comfortable.
Bai Guyu suddenly moved the wheelchair and turned around with difficulty, he was stunned for a moment and hurriedly stood up, holding the edge of the wheelchair with one hand.
"Where?"
She stopped moving, but her hand was still holding on to the edge of the wheelchair and she would continue to walk forward at any time, "I'm a little thirsty"
Before she finished speaking, Shi Nan let go of her hand, "I'll get it for you, you stay here and don't move, I'll be back immediately", and said a few words before turning around and rushing into the house.
Bai Guyu looked at his back and paused, and it took a while for the hand that was pressed on the wheelchair to slowly put it down. So he stayed quietly and waited for him to come back.
She lowered her head and flipped through the magazines that Heather handed her.
She thought it would be an entertainment magazine, but no, the cover reads "The Unsolved Mysteries of the World".
Bai Guyu suddenly stared at the cover in a daze.
She knew why he didn't take entertainment magazines, and it seemed that he never let her read entertainment magazines since she quit the entertainment industry with her crippled leg.
It should be that she doesn't want to see the beauty of those people, because she will inevitably think of her embarrassing situation, or maybe she is afraid that she will feel sad when she touches the scene.
But she wasn't as uneasy as he thought.
These days, she rarely thinks about herself as a singer and actress, and she feels like an ordinary girl, living an ordinary life.
The prosperity pursued in the past seems to have been covered with dust today, and how much I looked forward to it in the past is how tired I am now.
In fact, she has long been nostalgic for the life of those glamorous dogs and horses. Now she just wants to live peacefully and watch the sunrise and sunset every day.
It's a pity that the person she wants to be with the most is gone.
Bai Guyu smiled bitterly and stretched out his hand to move the wheelchair slightly.
Now she really has nothing, she can't even walk the simplest, and she has to live like this for the rest of her life.
The things that were within her reach would never be able to be touched again.
The chic that was given up at that time is now impossible to get back.
Like those most ordinary and happiest pasts, like when she could walk and jump, like the person she once gave up with her own hands.
In fact, she already regretted it.
I'm already sad.
I already thought that as long as I could go back, as long as that person could come back, I would give up everything.
But everything she should have done had been done, everything that should have been redeemed had been redeemed, and she had even done it to meddle in such a despicable thing.
There was nothing more he could do, but he still couldn't come back.
In fact, she knew, from the time she chose to abandon that person, the fate between them should have ended here. She should have known that in her heart from the day she left.
He was such a proud man. It is impossible for such a stubborn person to wait stupidly for her to come back, and it is impossible for him to accept someone who has abandoned him again.
From the moment she chose a career, he had removed her from his world.
She remembered that the day she left was a white and misty morning, and she had left secretly, and only he knew about it.
But she waited a long time and didn't see him coming.
At that moment, she almost lost control. I almost gave up my persistence. Run back to him. Tell him she's not leaving.
But she didn't.
At that time, she thought that was her greatest wish, she could do anything for that goal, and she also felt that the outside world was so big. There's no way she can't forget him.
She could forget.
She thought it was what she wanted, but in the end she realized that what she wanted most was to go with him from the green school uniform to the wedding dress.
It was her young recklessness that she easily gave up important things.
Now she's back.
He had another person.
They were happy, and she became a superfluous hindering their past tense.
At that time, she could still comfort herself that she had done something wrong, and he didn't like her and didn't wait for her, but then Lin Shuang also left for so long.
He let her witness with her own eyes how serious and long-term he is.
Flowers bloom and fall, autumn goes to winter, and he has not changed for a moment.
In the two years that Lin Shuang was away, no one around him could get close, probably all his tenderness was given to that person, so he even smiled at the other people at a distance.
She even doubted that if Lin Shuang didn't come back for the rest of his life, he would just toss himself for the rest of his life.
At that time, she had to admit that it was just that the relationship was not deep enough, just not loving enough, so he could easily let go of all their past and be happy with another girl.
She is the only one who can't let go.
It was the footsteps behind her that interrupted Bai Guyu's thoughts, and when she turned back, Shi Nan had already walked over with hot tea, and he smiled carefully and handed the tea to her.
"A little hot"
Bai Gu Yu took the teacup with an "um" sound.
Shi Nan stood by and looked at her side face, and suddenly had the illusion that they were back in a long time ago, but he knew that this was reality.
The three people who grew up together since childhood have only two of them.
and Shen Muhan can't go back to the past.
And her slender and beautiful legs can't recover from what they used to be, and it is these legs that have been reminding him that her feelings for Shen Muhan are far deeper than he imagined.
Otherwise, how could she have the courage to put her life and death at risk.
She probably thought he didn't know, but he knew everything, everything about her.
He knew that she had secretly returned to China.
He knew that she had secretly gone back to see Shen Muhan.
He was there that rainy night, and he saw it with his own eyes, it was very dark, the rain was a little heavy, and the mist was so thick that it was almost impossible to see the road.
But he saw Shen Muhan holding a black umbrella and standing under the stop sign over there, Bai Guyu was standing behind him, and she didn't know what to say to Shen Muhan.
But Shen Muhan didn't speak.
He looked at the road ahead with a serious expression, so that he thought he was waiting for the bus, but he still stood there when the bus came and went.
It's been almost an hour.
Just as he was about to walk over, Shen Muhan suddenly walked out of the canopy with an umbrella, he didn't see him go straight ahead.
Bai Guyu followed him and also walked over.
In front of them, a dazzling bright light suddenly rushed out, and several people were stunned, only to hear a loud whistle, and then a sharp brake.
He stood in place and his brain was almost fragmented.
When the car stopped, he saw a woman lying in the middle of the road, covered in water and blood on the ground. His head exploded with a thud.
Desperate to run over.
But a black shadow rushed over and picked her up, and the ambulance quickly took the person to the hospital.
It all happened a few minutes ago, and he didn't have time to react.
It was Bai Guyu who frantically pushed Shen Muhan away at the last moment, and he lay under the car.
He reacted and hurriedly followed him to the hospital.
Shen Muhan saw him.
Nodding at him, he walked over and patted him on the shoulder, "I'm sorry"
He smiled wryly and shook his head.
What to say sorry, what to apologize for.
It was she who took the initiative to block for him, and it was she who was willing.
Shen Muhan looked at Bai Guyu who was lying on the hospital bed, "I'm afraid my legs won't recover......
He looked at what he wanted to say but didn't say anything.
Then Shen Muhan paid part of the medical expenses he could afford and left.
When Shiratani woke up, he was the only one by her side.
She looked around with a pale face, then pursed her lips, and said nothing, except that her eyes were red.
He honestly said that Shen Muhan sent her, and did not tell her that he was also present at the time, only that Shen Muhan called him to come.
She nodded and didn't ask anything more.
In the following days, Shen Muhan never came again, only occasionally called to ask Bai Guyu how the situation was, but he never let her know.
He didn't say either.
Then she went back to the United States.
He thought that she should have been dead to Shen Muhan from that time, even if her heart was still on him, she still liked him.
But she finally stopped holding the illusion of reuniting with a broken mirror. (To be continued.) )