Xie Lulin hesitated a few times, and in the end, he went to the class reunion with excitement and apprehension, taking Lin Lan not for anything else, but he was afraid that he would be embarrassed to meet Lin Shuang and Shen Muhan at that time.

Sometimes he also feels that it is really inhumane to treat a helpless girl like this, he treats her as someone else's shadow but is extremely cold to her when he is sober.

Now it's still for Lin Shuang's class reunion that she brought here.

He was cruel and pitiful, but he didn't understand why he was like this, this girl still didn't leave, several times she silently closed the door and went out, he thought that she was really gone this time, but when he went downstairs, he would still see her.

And she welcomed him downstairs with a gentle smile like a nobody, and as this time, she didn't ask anything, and he said let her go with him, and she would pack herself up a little and go out with him.

She was so well-behaved that she didn't mind all his indifference, she really didn't mind at all, Xie Lulin felt strange.

Since she doesn't mind explaining that she doesn't care, why does she insist on staying here, she still has to accept his hot and cold torture if she doesn't get anything.

But he never restricted her travel, that is to say, he implied that she could go, that she could find her own life.

If she feels wronged.

He can let her go back at any time, now that he has increased his age and experience, he can see through many things, and he is ready to live a lifetime with an impossible person in his heart.

A shadow can only be a shadow for a lifetime.

He didn't have to hold on to a shadow that would make him look too pitiful.

Just when she was asked to attend the class reunion, Xie Lulin also mentioned this issue. He finally realized that this was unfair to her, and told her plainly that he was okay if she wanted to go.

Her face changed.

Xie Lulin thought she was willing.

But she just turned her head and smiled at him, and didn't speak, but her movements spoke for themselves, like he hadn't said that she hadn't heard, and she carefully tried on the clothes one by one.

There was no intention of leaving.

But Xie Lulin didn't have the time to pay attention to these, he didn't have time to pay attention to which clothes she wore better, what kind of hair was more beautiful, and he was now in a mess in his heart.

He was nervous and expectant.

The palms of my hands began to sweat.

I don't know what has become of her after not seeing her all these years, but his thoughts have not stopped for a day. Even though he knew that the dust had settled, he couldn't help but be happy and panicked to see her.

What kind of attitude should he have to meet her. Is it to dress seriously or casually, you should say something when you see her, and it is better to smile at that angle.

He even thought about the rate and severity of his breathing.

But he didn't expect to see her, and the party had been going on for nearly an hour when he arrived because of traffic jams.

Xie Lulin was a little embarrassed and apologized again and again. But his eyes had already looked at everyone present. Lin Shuang didn't come. Is she late or not coming?

His smile froze at just the right angle.

"Yo, whose little girl is this?" The teasing voice of one of the boys woke Xie Lulin up, and he remembered Lin Lan who was following him.

He glanced at Lin Lan.

After a pause, he said. "My friend, Lin Lan"

He didn't look at Lin Lan's expression and didn't know how she felt when she heard this friend, as if several boys around him began to make fun of the two of them.

But Xie Lulin just smiled perfunctorily.

He looked at the door several times, but he didn't dare to ask why Lin Shuang didn't come.

"She just sat with Shen Muhan for half an hour and went to his box, they are also today's party" Suddenly someone leaned over, his voice was very small, and the atmosphere was hot, only Xie Lulin heard his words.

Xie Lulin was silent for a while before saying "oh", the man glanced at Lin Lan who was sitting next to Xie Lulin, and then looked at him, but he didn't say anything.

"Aren't you going to take a look?" He asked suddenly.

Xie Lulin was stunned for a moment, "No"

In what capacity is he going to see her? When the time comes, he will die of embarrassment when he sees the scene of their husband and wife's affection.

The roommate picked up his wine glass and touched it with Xie Lulin, "Didn't you refuse to come?" Why did it suddenly come again? ”

Xie Lulin drank his wine in one gulp.

But he didn't answer his question.

It's not that he doesn't want to come, he doesn't dare to come, he thinks that Shen Muhan probably told Lin Shuang what happened, she should hate him.

This is one of the reasons why he is afraid to see her.

Lin Shuang's eyes were obviously red when she came out of the bathroom that day, obviously crying, although she lowered her head slightly, he could still see it.

What Bai Guyu told her Xie Lulin didn't know, but she listened to the doctor's words word for word, so her face was so ugly.

She went back and changed her clothes, "Will you go out with me?" ”

Xie Lulin didn't look like she was going out for a stroll at all, but he still agreed, and she was silent all the way.

"Lu Lin, what would you do if you have been dragging down your family, and they are even ghosts and ghosts because of the people you have lived with?"

That's her problem now. Because her family is about to break up, the lives of everyone she harmed are off track, and they shouldn't have lived like this.

At first, she was also very strong, she believed that with her family she could solve any difficulties, but now she doesn't believe it, she is desperate.

Xie Lulin, who comforted her at that time, couldn't remember clearly, he only remembered that she lied to her and said that there was a big hospital in the United States that was doing research in this area and would treat her for free.

But in fact, he only has more than 500,000.

People seem to be very gullible when they are desperate, and after he persuaded her a few more words, she agreed to go and give it a try, perhaps because she felt that there was no way out, and it didn't matter if she tried again.

Of course, he could see that she had taken out her phone several times and put it down, and she seemed to be remembering all the misfortunes she had brought to her family.

So she endured it and turned off the phone after being ruthless.

After a while, she still asked Xie Lulin to send a text message to her family.

She didn't know that they had already called Xie Lulin, and he turned off his phone. He didn't tell her any of this, he selfishly wanted to take her out, so that it would be a two-person world.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" The roommate bumped into his arm.

Xie Lulin pulled out of his memories at this time, he sighed, the place on his chest was stuffy, he couldn't say these words to anyone.

He got up and walked out of the box.

I went to the bathroom, but I saw a woman standing at the door of the men's bathroom from a distance, her figure was slightly fat but not ugly, but more mature charm, the hair hanging down on both sides was a little thin, she leaned against the wall boredly holding a leaf and kneading it repeatedly, looking back from time to time.

It's like waiting for someone.

Xie Lulin's footsteps suddenly stagnated, and he subconsciously shrank behind the wall, his heartbeat was as violent as the most intense rainstorm in summer.

He recognized the man at a glance.

Then he heard a faint voice, and he did not dare to look in, but he shrank in the corner like a thief, waiting for the man he had been thinking about day and night to pass by.

The footsteps were getting closer and closer, but it was the footsteps of two people.

It was Shen Muhan who passed in front of him with Lin Shuang in her arms, she had a sweet smile like a little girl on her face, and she didn't know what Shen Muhan said, she beat his chest half shyly and half angrily.

Then she squeezed her body into his arms again.

Where Xie Lulin was standing, he could clearly see the happy and sweet smile on her face, such an intimate and ambiguous action.

He stood stupidly in place, and their intimacy was like a knife, stabbing his heart to the point of blood, and he had to pretend that it didn't hurt at all and pull out the knife stained with his blood. (To be continued.) )