Extra: It's you standing at the end of time (5)
Those conversations that had been thought out in advance were all nullified, and Xie Lulin fled in embarrassment like a shameful voyeur, not even daring to take another look at Lin Shuang's back.
He turned around and saw Lin Lan standing there quietly.
Xie Lulin's face changed, and he looked away in embarrassment.
He thought she should laugh at him this time, but she didn't, she smiled at him quietly, and then walked over and said, "When are we going back?" ”
I didn't say a word about what I had just seen.
Xie Lulin coughed lightly to hide his unnaturalness, didn't look at her, and walked forward directly, there was footsteps behind him, and he knew that she was following.
Although he didn't know why she didn't ask anything, she didn't ask anything did not embarrass him so much.
"I'll go back later," he didn't look back.
Xie Lulin had to admit that sometimes this Lin Lan was really empathetic, she never asked if he didn't want to say it, and she never cared about what she shouldn't care.
No, she didn't seem to have asked anything, whether she should have asked or not, and she didn't care about anything, whether she could or not.
Xie Lulin pushed open the box door and entered, Lin Lan followed him with her head down, she had been so quiet all the time, she didn't talk much, and she just smiled politely when someone greeted her.
Lin Shuang was also like this when facing these unfamiliar classmates.
Xie Lulin just returned to his position and sat down, and the roommate tilted his head slightly, and said in his ear, "See someone?" ”
"Who?" Xie Lulin pretended not to understand.
He thought that the other party would not directly say Lin Shuang's name, but he didn't expect him to really blurt it out. "Lin Shuang", and didn't feel anything wrong at all.
Xie Lulin was stunned for a moment, picked up his wine glass and took a sip, "Isn't she in another box?" How could I just go to the bathroom? ”
The roommate seemed to chuckle, and I don't know if it was mockery or what, so he didn't dismantle Xie Lulin's platform again.
Until the party dispersed, Xie Lulin did not see Lin Shuang again.
The people at the party all left back and forth, only he was still standing there, it seemed strange and reluctant to go if he didn't go, did he finally muster up the courage to see her again and go back like this?
The roommate only glanced at Xie Lulin and left the hotel.
Lin Lan went to the bathroom and didn't come back yet, and Xie Lulin didn't have time to think about whether she really had an accident or was leaving him time.
He pretended to be casual and walked towards Shen Muhan's private room. His palms were sweaty. Whether to sneak a look at her and leave, or to say something to her. What kind of attitude will she have towards herself when she is seen by so many people.
But as soon as he walked to the door, a waiter came out with an empty plate, Xie Lulin was startled, and immediately stood still, pretending to be waiting for someone in the corridor.
When the waiter was far away, he took two more steps forward.
But he couldn't hear the sound of talking in the box, only the slight collision of dishes, and he glanced at it with some confusion. There was no one in there at all. There were only two waiters packing up.
They've finished eating.
Xie Lulin's nerves relaxed suddenly. That way, he doesn't have to worry about what to say to her.
I've seen her all and she looks fine. Shen Muhan treats her very well, they are very happy, and he should be satisfied.
He had selfishly kept her by his side and imprisoned her for two years, finally returning what was not his to its rightful owner.
Speaking of her illness, he didn't help much, and even the more than half a million that he could do for her didn't come in handy, he wanted to hide from her to use these pads first and then slowly figure out a way.
Who knew that there was a heather.
His family's great business, Xie Lulin, only had an idea at that time, he could not only solve Lin Shuang's matter, but he didn't even need to take money at all, there was a big hospital in the United States that had something to do with his family, saying that he could give Lin Shuang free surgery, and even the review and recuperation were all covered.
What surprised him even more was that the hospital was more authoritative than the one of his fellow classmates and relatives.
However, in order to avoid gangsters, Xie Lulin took Lin Shuang to the hospital he had agreed to take a look at it first, and asked privately about the cost, and the operation fee alone was from one million.
But he almost searched his family's funds for more than 500,000 yuan, and some of the living expenses he had accumulated were barely enough to reach 600,000 yuan, which was a drop in the bucket for Lin Shuang.
So he had to agree to let Lin Shuang be treated in the hospital of Shi Nan's family.
That's why they went to that hospital first to ask and then left, Shen Muhan was looking for Lin Shuang everywhere, and he also knew it, but he didn't tell her.
She didn't know anything about the past two years.
Xie Lulin's thoughts had drifted far away unconsciously, but he suddenly felt that someone was standing behind him, and his body stiffened and looked back.
It was Lin Lan standing there.
She was always like this, standing quietly behind him without saying a word, and even when he found her, she rarely spoke, like a stake.
Xie Lulin glanced at her, didn't speak, and when he left the hotel, he didn't have to look back to know that she was following him.
She seems to be like Lin Shuang, she has the habit of walking half a step slower than others.
Xie Lulin had just gotten into the taxi and had not yet sat down on his mobile phone when it suddenly vibrate, he looked at the caller ID absentmindedly, and then the whole person froze.
He stared at the word "frost" on the screen, his eyes were sore, and he couldn't believe that she would call him.
All these years, he has been waiting for this name with anticipation and nervousness, looking forward to her phone call even a text message, but at the same time feeling impossible.
She was unlikely to contact him again.
She must have known about his shameless deeds, and she must have hated him. Sure enough, her name has never jumped on his phone screen over the years.
So he thought that he called her and she probably really didn't know it was him, and she probably really thought it was just a stranger who made the wrong call.
She must have forgotten about it after he hung up.
It may not have any effect on her, but every time he hung up the phone, his heartbeat couldn't calm down for a long time.
He felt guilty and ashamed of his actions but couldn't stop thinking about it, and many times he wanted to rush back desperately, even if it was to sneak a peek.
But he held back.
He couldn't disturb her life anymore.
Xie Lulin pinched his phone and stared at the screen, his fingers stopped at the top of the screen, but he didn't have the courage to click on the connect button.
What is she going to say?
How should he answer?
Without waiting for Xie Lulin to finish his struggle, the phone rang stubbornly for a while, and finally hung up.
Lin Lan, who was sitting beside her, turned her head to look at him, still didn't ask anything, and her expression didn't even change, and then she withdrew her gaze and looked at the scenery speeding by outside the window.
"Do you want to go back?" Just when Xie Lulin thought that she wouldn't speak, Lin Lan suddenly said something, but she still looked out the window as if she wasn't talking to him.
Xie Lulin was stunned for a moment, "Go back"
Where can I go if I don't go back?
Where else could he go?
The mobile phone vibrated again, this time it was a text message, and Lin Shuang sent it, with only one sentence, "We don't care about the past"
No more text messages came.
Xie Lulin smiled bitterly, he hoped that she would care, at least she would always remember him, and would not end their past without caring like now. (To be continued.) )