Hello everyone, I'm Jung Eun-ji from Busan, and I'm the lead singer of the Korean girl group APINK.

I wasn't originally called "Zheng Endi", but since I was born, I have been called "Zheng Huilin".

But then someone said that the name "Zheng Huilin" was good for me, but not good for my mother.

At first I didn't believe it, and even scoffed at it.

However, there are always facts in this world that I don't know how to describe them in a scientific way.

Shortly after this incident, my mother became ill.

However, when I went to the hospital for examination, there was nothing wrong with it, and I was crying urgently, and when I was in a hurry, I went to the doctor directly.

After listening to my description, the other party looked like it was really like this, and proposed it to me.

So when I was in middle school, I changed my name to "Jung Eun-di".

I have to say that something really amazing happened, my mother's illness gradually improved, and I was relieved to see my mother recover day by day.

Just when I thought that the other party would make some excessive demands on me, I didn't expect that the other party would disappear.

Could it be that his purpose was just to make me change my name?

But...... What will happen?

With such doubts, I went on living.

In February '11, while studying at the Busan Institute of Practical Music, I auditioned for the members of the Apink group through the recommendation of the dean, and the result was naturally smooth, and after two months of simple song and dance practice, I finally made my debut as the lead singer of the Apink group on April 19.

At the beginning of my debut, our façade Sun Naen and I were the main artists promoted by the company, and at that time, we were really tired.

She was busy auditioning for various CF and film and television dramas, and I was busy with song training and dance practice.

In November, the variety show "The Birth of a Family" hosted by Boom, Kim Byung-man, and Lee Hye-jae was broadcast.

At the same time, our second mini album "SnowPink" has finally been released, and the title song "MyMy" has been officially released on the 22nd.

Perhaps because of the huge momentum, coupled with word of mouth, popularity and a series of previous foreshadowing, on January 5, 2012, we finally won the first place in our lives in the MCD program!

At the end of January, we finally ended the promotion of our second mini album, and after a short break and adjustment, I sang "Loveday" with the company's BEAST member Liang Yaoxie in March, and that song officially showed my singing skills to everyone for the first time.

And it has gained a lot of attention.

Subsequently, I met him.

He is the boyfriend of the captain Chu Long Oni.

And the two are still childhood sweethearts, and the two have no guesses.

What is even more enviable is the relationship between the two.

However, when we first met, it was not in Seoul.

Actually, when I grew up, I met for the first time in my hometown of Busan.

It's really a coincidence, my parents worked on the farm owned by his parents, and because of some connections, we were actually destined to be babies when we were young.

But at that time, I just liked to get along with him.

Because of this, I was more and more misunderstood, so I simply followed the instigation of my parents and directly began to pursue this oppa.

But what makes people angry is that I don't know if it's because I'm chasing him a little tightly, since he was ten years old, we haven't seen each other again.

Perhaps it was because of this good memory that I went from simply obeying my parents' arrangements to really wanting to be his wife.

So I've been working on it.

Because I heard from my mother that he liked the girls who were warm and warm, I began to carefully observe the people around me from that time on.

Gradually, people have a higher and higher opinion of me.

Busan Warm Girl.

O(∩_∩)O haha~

I love this title.

And the more I don't see him, the deeper I miss him, and therefore, when he came to the farm for the first time after he became an adult, and wanted to use it as collateral to invest in the filming of the debut work "Embracing the Moon", it really scared him.

At that time, his expression was so funny, although I knew that it scared him, but at that time, I couldn't stop, and the whole person seemed to be outside the body, watching another person who looked the same as me doing such crazy things.

Maybe it was because I really scared him, and then he decisively rejected me and said that he had a girlfriend who didn't want to give up at all.

So let me be when our marriage contract does not exist zài.

Don't you save zài?

How can it be?

After more than ten years of waiting, where can a sentence of "no zài" be wiped out?

But I'm smart, I didn't react directly, although I was very sad in my heart, but I was very "generous" and said that I could understand.

and began to knock on the side of the "love rival" who had never met.

From his mouth, I heard an increasingly familiar figure.

I must have seen such a person somewhere!

That was my first feeling at the time!

Subsequently, very unexpectedly, when he and I were shopping, we unexpectedly met Park Hyo-min's senior, who was also born in Busan, Park Hyo-min's senior, who was selected as a gift for the actors who participated in the TV series "Jiebo" together, but because of the shopkeeper's black heart, Park Hyomin's predecessor was deceived.

Sure enough, he is worthy of the man who is about to become a screenwriter, and he is also worthy of my Zheng Endi's man, he is really knowledgeable, not only explained in front of us the details of how to choose crabs, but also made the owner hand over the treasure.

Looking at the huge but sleeping crabs, my mind was full of admiration.

It's just that what makes me uncomfortable is that in the eyes of Park Hyo-min's seniors, I also see the same look.

Unbeknownst to him, the two of us glanced at each other and saw the wariness in each other's eyes.

Through guò observation, as well as a simple understanding, for this Park Hyo-min senior, I confirm that it is not his girlfriend.

It's just-

Do I have one more rival?

The unexpectedly sought-after man made me retreat a little for a while, and now he has not become famous, but he has many people who like him, if he really becomes famous in the future......

I really can't imagine that in the future, I will be able to defeat those suitors and finally capture his heart.

With the idea of being able to get closer to him, my efforts to make a comeback in acting will not be less than when I was singing.

In order to, maybe just one day, I can work with him on a film and television drama.

It brings me closer to him.

Since then, we've been busy promoting the new album, and I haven't had time to meet him.

But perhaps because I haven't seen him for a while, I've also begun to examine my relationship with him.

But just as I was still struggling with the complicated relationship between myself and him, I finally saw him again on the very day we got our first place.

However, what made me unhappy was that he actually came to see our show as the boyfriend of Chu Long Oni.

What made me even more angry was that not only did he get acquainted with the seniors of T-ara, but he also attracted Kim Hyun-ah, who was a member of the limited group TM at the time.

For the rest of the time, I had no idea what I was doing, and it was as if I was back in the same state as before, but this time, my attention was all on him.

What made me depressed was that although he saw me, he didn't say anything, and he was showing affection to Chu Long Oni.

I feel like I've taken 10,000 critical damage!

Damn it!

He must have done it on purpose!

Just when I didn't know how to deal with my relationship with him and Chu Long Ernie, because of an opportunity, he was inspired to create a TV series that completely fulfilled my dream.

In that one, I co-starred with him in the TV series "Please Answer 1997".

To be honest, at the time, I was really moved.

Without even thinking about it, I offered my own kiss.

Of course, it wasn't until after the kiss that I realized what I had done.

I was so shy that I didn't even look back, and ran straight out.

I could vaguely feel what happened after that, and the eyes of the members looking at him again were filled with a sense that made me wary.

But I also know that even as a fiancée, I will never be as heavy as Chu Long Oni in his heart.

It's not my turn to be jealous.

It's just that I find it strange that the members have more or less meaning for him, but why is Chu Long Oni still able to face it with a normal heart?

It wasn't until much later that I finally realized that there were other women besides us!

Sure enough, if a man is rich, will he learn badly?

It's not that I don't know that after he became famous, there must be a lot of people who want to have a relationship with him, but he never thought that there would be so many!

Moreover, almost every one of them is a senior in the circle!

Why?

I asked myself like this, and one day, I finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked Chu Long Oni directly.

The results were really beyond my expectations.

She had known about his women from the very beginning, and even ......

She even took the initiative to contact those women!

Why?

I asked.

Her answer silenced me.

She didn't want to see him and other women walking hand in hand with happiness on the screen when she was sad.

To be honest, I was really silent.

I also can't imagine what my expression would be when I saw him and other women standing happily with other women on the screen at that time.

But I knew that at that time, whether I was still in a relationship with him or not, I would not be happy.

Either let go and make him happy, a person is sad, or choose to fight for it and firmly control his heart, this simple multiple-choice question that can't be simpler is placed in front of me.

I saw a lot of kindness in the eyes of Chu Long Oni.

She knew what I was ultimately choosing.

Perhaps because of this, she and I have been natural allies ever since.

Before the dust settles, the two of us are the best partners.

Later, with the birth of one amazing script after another in his hands, his fame and financial resources also grew, and at that time, Chu Long Oni and I also changed from wanting to compete at the beginning, to just wanting to be with him for a long time.

Perhaps because of the more mature it was, such thoughts came to me and Chu Long Oni, and from then on, in our spare time, we would also go to his villa, but meet those women.

In February of 13, he unexpectedly became a father, and I was really shocked to see that newborn little life.

Ask yourself, even if I really be with him in the future, if I want to give him a child, it will take a long time.

Because of my career, I can't walk into the palace of marriage with him in a short period of time, to be honest, I am very sad, because I know that from that moment on, maybe his eyes on me will gradually decrease, maybe one day in the future, between me and him, there will be a peaceful breakup, right?

However, just when I had such thoughts, but I didn't know how to face him, fate played a joke on me again.

Just a month ago, in January of 13 years, I unexpectedly received an audition for a role, and I was really happy because I was partnered with the actors and actresses I have always liked, Cho In-sung and Song Hye Kyo.

It's just that because the second male has not been determined, I never know who it is.

However, when I really met the second male for the first time, I was a little confused.

It turned out to be ...... He!

Why?

I clearly remember that he had a TV series about to enter the filming stage at the same time!

How could it be him?

And...... With his relationship with Song Hye Kyo's predecessors (which I only realized later), he should play the male lead, right?

But what makes me feel strange is that in such a situation, Song Hye Kyo's predecessors didn't react at all, and even in the crew, there was very little contact with him.

Could it be that something happened between them?

But looking at the two people who got into the same car after the filming ended, I was really speechless.

But I have to say that no matter what happened to him and Song Hye Kyo's predecessors, I was the one who was most moved.

Although he has been saying that he can't play the leading role because he is preparing for a new series, he chose the second male lead with a relatively good role, but ......

Can't he go to another crew?

You must know that in the same period, there are other dramas of the same file with a good lineup.

But......

He came anyway.

This scoundrel!

I can't even tell lies, am I really Pabo?

Girls' Generation Kim Taeyeon Oni sang OST, the heroine is Song Hye Kyo, the second female or me, what makes me even more speechless is that in the name of the investor, it is so obvious LOEN, I really can't see it, right?

This big idiot! (To be continued.) )