"The guide dog you want, the best I could find. You'll need some time to get used to it, though," He said, shoving a rope into my hand, "but I guess it won't take long, because it's so smart." I doubt it can understand us. ”

I held the rope tightly with one hand and felt the slight movement of the other end of the rope, and the other hand gently touched the fluffy guide dog, which was very smooth, very soft and warm, and should be a good guide dog. I've met the best parents, best friends, best orphans, and best lovers in the world. Now with one more of the best guide dogs. I suddenly realized that I had been so lucky.

"Yes, it should be smart. What's its name? I asked.

"It's Yaya, it's the name of the shopkeeper's child, and the dog only recognizes this name. But I don't think you would object, would you? ”

"Great name, that kid should be cute." I thought of Xiao Xun for no reason, and I didn't know where she and Xia Xiaoya were at the moment and what they were doing. I hope they are doing well now.

"Yishi, after this blindness, you have really changed a lot. Although you were terrible when you were blind just now, but now," I could feel a relieved smile on He An's face, "You have really become the kind of girl who is very inspirational and positive, and if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'm ......"

My heart tightened, Chen Zhi's death was almost a fatal blow to He An, and for a long time he was mentally confused and had to be admitted to the hospital. No matter what kind of medicine is ineffective for his disease, people always want to use science to solve everything, but there are some things that science can never solve. Because He An refused to receive treatment and returned to that sober and painful world.

Later, when he heard the news that I was blind, He An had to cheer up, and he told me that at least he could not go crazy until I could take care of myself. In the early days of decadence, He An gave me great encouragement and comfort. It's just that Chen Zhi is a scar between us that can't be revealed. Even touching it is a heart-wrenching pain.

"Everything will be fine, trust me." I don't know how to face He An, every time this situation I can only blindly repeat "everything will be fine", to He An, but also to myself.

"Yes, I will reach a better future, but the past will never go back." He An's voice was full of amazement.

I know that he is missing Chen Zhi, just as I miss Qi Yan madly.

"But life always has to move forward, and no one can live in memories forever."

"Speaking of which, what are you going to do?"

"I was just about to tell you something. After a while, I may have to make a long trip. It's not possible, it's certain, I'm going to go out and find someone. I said firmly.

He An said in surprise: "Go far away? Where are you going? Who to look for? In your current situation, even having a living person with you may not be safe, let alone with a guide dog! ”

"I have to go. I'm looking for someone who is as important to me as life. My life was left for him. You should understand how I feel, I have to find him. I can handle it all, trust me. ”

"But where are you going to find him? How to find it? Have you figured it out? ”

"I don't have a clear idea yet, but I'm going to go to him. I can always find him, whether it is a few years or decades, even if it is a lifetime, I must find him. I don't think anyone knows this feeling of mine better than you do. The girl rubbed me lightly, and made a low voice, as if to show intimacy.

There was the sound of falling snow outside the window, and the days passed so fast, and it was winter in the blink of an eye. It must be snowy at this moment. Maybe I can go out and build a big snowman.

"When are you going to go? Did you survive this winter? ”

"No, I can't wait that long, maybe I'll leave soon after this snow is over." I remember Qi Yan saying that his entity wouldn't last long, and while I'm not sure what he meant, I knew I couldn't wait.

"At least wait until next spring, so it's easier for you to get around."

"He An, you know, some things can't wait." I said slowly.

He An was silent for a long time, and finally said, "Okay, I know, but you must be careful in everything." If something happens to contact me, I'll be fine, and I promise you. ”

I smiled and nodded, but my eyes were a little moist.

The run-in with Yaya went unexpectedly smoothly, Yaya is very smart and extremely docile, and I feel very relieved to have it by my side. Coupled with the smart navigator given to me by Lu Qiran and Ai Wen, my range of activities has expanded from nearby neighborhoods to areas more than ten kilometers away. I was even able to go out on my own to buy groceries and eat.

The day of departure is approaching.

He An came to visit me more and more frequently, and was a little relieved to see that I was so skillful in carrying out various activities. But he kept trying to persuade me to leave later.

I just laughed and didn't say anything.

Before leaving, I would like to go to the street park again. I had a feeling that someone or something was waiting for me there.

There, I heard prophecies that seemed to be gibberish but were debunked, and I bought hairpins that stored Akiki's resentment and a stone bracelet that belonged to Lin Xuejing.

So what will happen this time?

I treked forward step by step.

Yaya suddenly stopped, and there was someone in front of her.

Who will it be...... Is it the old fortune teller or the old grandmother who buys groceries......

"I'm the girl who asked you to test the words before, I wrote a 'Meng', do you remember me?" I asked tentatively.

"Looks like you've woken up from your dream."

There is no vague chatter, no crazy singing, and it is a very penetrating male voice. Listening to the voice should be a middle-aged uncle. I don't know why I think he has a beard.

I was a little unsure and couldn't help but take a step back.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time and finally here." The man said with some dissatisfaction.

"Wait for me?" I opened my mouth wide in surprise.

The man smiled and said, "I know I'm not the one you're looking for, but you're the one I'm looking for." I've said before that someone has already paid for it, and he's paid too much, and you haven't spent it yet. I don't really like to owe people what they owe, whether they are alive or dead. But after that, it's about the same. ”

"What living and dead? Who paid for it? "My heart is in my throat, will it be my parents?

"He doesn't pay money, but favors, which is more difficult than money. He's a profiteer, and always has been. He started smoking a cigarette, and the smell of smoke made me cough. Yaya also screamed twice in dissatisfaction.