Chapter 48: Wen Xiuyi's past
"You go find Xiuyi first, and let the Yongjun come in."
After saying these words, Secretary Wen seemed to be tired, he returned to his chair and sat down, and waved his hand at Liu Xiang
When she knocked on the door and walked in, Wen Xiuyi was still sitting on the edge of the bed, looking lonely.
"Sister Xiuyi, are you still sulking? Ignore me. ”
Liu pulled out a chair and sat down at the desk, and said with a smile.
Wen Xiuyi was not very interested, brushed her hair and said in a low voice: "I didn't sulk, but my heart was a little blocked." ”
"Oh? When I was in school, my classmates called me Enlightened Classmate Xiu Mian Xiao Langjun, tell me if you are unhappy and see if I can help you solve it? ”
Liu Zhao deliberately teased Wen Xiuyi, he sincerely hoped that she could be happy.
But Wen Xiuyi didn't smile, she looked at the sky outside the window, picked up the coat on the bed and said, "If you don't hurry home, go out for a walk with me." ”
"No problem."
Liu Zhi got up and stood up, and walked out of the room with Wen Xiuyi
The wattage of the street lamp is not very large, and the shadow of the road is enough, some pedestrians who returned late rode bicycles and pressed the bell to drive quickly beside the two, and the slightly strong wind hit the face with slightly hot air to make Liu Relative feel very comfortable, but Wen Xiuyi wrapped the coat on his body and shrank his hands, as if it was a little cold.
"Sister Xiuyi, are you still cold?"
Liu relatively understood the reason why Wen Xiuyi was unhappy, but he couldn't find the right words to explain, so he had nothing to say.
Wen Xiuyi ignored his words, pointed to the front and said, "There's a park there, let's go sit there for a while." ”
Without waiting for Liu to react, he walked over quickly.
The street lamp stretched Wen Xiuyi's shadow, and a person seemed lonely, Liu Zhao walked a few steps to follow him, scratching his head awkwardly.
The park is small, surrounded by tall poplar trees, scattered with flowers and plants, and a wooden bench near the southeast corner.
Wen Xiuyi sat down and curled up her legs onto the bench, her hands folded.
Ryu sat aside with relative interest and did not speak.
Looking at the children who were doing sports with their parents not far away, Wen Xiuyi said enviously: "Look at them, how happy they are to be accompanied by their parents." ”
"Happiness is just a personal feeling, everyone's understanding of happiness is different, in my eyes, you are also very happy."
Liu knew that she remembered her sad things again, so she persuaded her.
Wen Xiuyi sighed softly, and said a little depressedly: "I didn't know what happiness was, but when my mother was gone, I understood." ”
"Our hometown is in Fengyu County, where I spent my time until I was thirteen years old, when my father was still a bureau chief, in charge of water conservancy, and my mother was still there, but she didn't go to work, and she took care of me at home."
Wen Xiuyi began to fall into memories.
"My father was very busy at that time, and in my memory I rarely went home during the day, and I came home very late at night, and it was even more common for me not to come home for a few days and nights, and I had a very shallow impression of my father, and I always felt that he was like a guest in my house."
"But my mother always said that my father was the pillar of the family, but he had more important things to do."
Liu listened relatively quietly and did not interject, he knew that what Wen Xiuyi needed at this time was just a person to talk to.
"My twelfth birthday was a day off, and my father would spend noon with us, and he said he would buy me a big cake and let me go to the park with my mom first."
"I went to Guta Park with my mother and took pictures there, and I felt very happy, but I was still thinking about my father's cake, so I urged my mother to go home early."
Liu Zhao remembered the photo on Wen Xiuyi's desk, the woman in the photo was holding the small Wen Xiuyi, wearing a checkered skirt and smiling like a flower.
"But my father didn't come back after noon."
"So I was very angry and cried angrily, saying that what my father said didn't count, and the cake that he said was gone."
"At that time, my mother comforted me and said that my father must have something urgent and didn't have time to come back, and seeing that I liked cakes so much, she led me to a cake shop not far from my house, and she said that my father should have ordered it for me there."
Wen Xiuyi suddenly paused as she spoke, and Liu looked at her with tears on her face.
"The road was very narrow, I was in a hurry, I shook off my mother's hand and ran over alone, and my mother chased me anxiously behind and told me to slow down."
Wen Xiuyi's tears suddenly lost control, and she flowed down, she buried her head between her knees, and kept muttering: "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, if I don't run so fast and don't want to eat cake so much, that truck will definitely not hit my mother, it will not."
Liu knew what was going on, and he got up and gently patted Wen Xiuyi on the shoulder to calm her down.
"When I saw my mother fall to the ground, I was stupid and hurriedly ran to her side, but I didn't know what to do, I just cried."
"My mother struggled to get up, still wiping my tears, telling me not to be afraid"
"Kind passers-by took my mother to the hospital, and my mother was already in a coma, and they asked me where my father worked and how to contact him, but I didn't even know."
Wen Xiuyi continued her narration, and by this time she had wiped away the tears from her face and looked much calmer.
"It was a few hours before my father arrived at the hospital, but by the time he walked into the ward, his mother was gone."
Wen Xiuyi stopped talking here, she stopped talking, her face was full of sadness.
Ryu kept standing in front of her, and he took a deep breath.
He could imagine the picture, the helpless child, the sad man, and the white sheet covering his head.
"Do you hate your father?"
After a long silence, Ryu asked, "Or do you blame your father?" ”
Wen Xiuyi shook her head, then nodded again, she stared at the child playing happily in the distance, and said softly: "I don't know what emotion it is, I can't hate it, but I can't get over this hurdle in my heart, I think he is responsible." ”
Wen Xiuyi sighed lightly and said: "Later, I came to Huazun with my father's work transfer, and I am also growing up slowly, my father rarely does not return home at night since then, I know that he is making up for the debt to me, but the person who is gone, just gone, and others can't replace it." ”
yes, it's gone, it's just gone.
"After graduating from high school, my father wanted me to go to the municipal secondary school, but I thought about it for a long time, but I still didn't go, and in desperation, my father found me my current job."
Hearing this, Liu Xiang smiled and said, "Why don't you like to go to school, sister?" I didn't see it. ”
Wen Xiuyi didn't smile, she dropped her legs to the ground, looked up at the night sky, and didn't speak for a long time.
Looking at Wen Xiuyi's expression, Liu was a little embarrassed, he wanted to make her laugh, but he didn't expect to use the wrong language.
"I like going to school and the lively atmosphere in the school, but I can't bear to leave, after all, if I leave, he will be left alone."
After being silent for a long time, Wen Xiuyi suddenly spoke, but that thick loss made Liu Zhao's heart pinch all of a sudden.
The father-daughter relationship between Wen Xiuyi and Secretary Wen Youfang is very complicated, Wen Xiuyi has been using a cold coat to hide her deep love for her father, but the father, who is not good at expressing emotions, has been guessing his daughter's thoughts, trying his best to make up for the shortcomings between father and daughter, but he doesn't know that in fact, his daughter knows everything.
Liu sat down next to Wen Xiuyi relatively gently, looked up at the night sky that Wen Xiuyi was watching, and could not see the starlight under the light of the surrounding street lamps, but whether they could see it or not, they were there and did not disappear.
It's like the relationship between this father and daughter.
Thinking of Deng Wei's mother, thinking of his parents, and thinking of his father standing there with his body bent in the future to send him on a long trip again and again, Liu Zhao suddenly said to Wen Xiuyi very emotionally: "Sister, in fact, Uncle Wen is very good to you, but you didn't see it, and you didn't feel it with your heart." ”
Liu Zhao turned his face and looked at Wen Xiuyi very seriously, with a strong emotion in his voice.
"No parent wants to be absent from their children's development, but they have their own responsibilities and cannot help themselves. They are always strong in our eyes and have never given us a reason, but are they really that strong? ”
Liu Relative shook his head, "No, they are just pretending to be strong in front of their own children. ”
"As children, we must be good at seeing through their disguises, especially as the years go by, they will get older and older, so we must hurry up, don't wait for it to be too late, and don't wait until there is no opportunity."
Liu Ji took a deep breath, looked at Wen Xiuyi's blazing eyes and said, "Just like they never wanted to be absent from our growth, we should not be absent from their aging. ”
Wen Xiuyi was stunned on the spot, listening to Liu Zhi's expression full of feelings, she suddenly remembered many details that she had ignored, carrying herself to the hospital with a high fever on her back at night in the wind and snow, staying by her side all night, going home from work at night to wash her clothes, and even running to a place where no one knew to buy sanitary napkins for herself when she came to menstruation
Her eyes moistened, and she realized that the knot in her heart that she had all along was so ridiculous.
"Therefore, for the affection of our loved ones, we should not just watch that back fade away, but should be - you raise me to grow up, I accompany you, grow old!"
Liu Xiang's voice was like a heavenly sound, which made Wen Xiuyi's eyes finally burst into tears.
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borrowed a speech from Dr. Wang Fan of Peking University to salute the closest relatives in the world!
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