I was born into the royal family, and for as long as I can remember, I know that my parents didn't like me.

My father, no, is my father, the emperor, the son of heaven. I knew he didn't like me because I didn't have a name until I was five years old. Of course, in our Ming Dynasty, the only one who could name me, my father, but he turned a blind eye to me.

My mother, no, is a concubine, just a nobleman of the emperor. However, she was just a palace maid in her father's palace before, and it was an accident that her father favored her. And I, the accident of the accident.

Everyone thinks that my mother is a mother and a son, and she has become a noble person from a palace maid, and she has finally become a master. But only I know that my mother hates me. Because I heard her crying all the time on many nights. Later, the grandmother who took me told me that at that time, my father was drunk and fortunate to his mother, but he didn't remember it himself, and his mother didn't want to report it, according to her situation, she could leave the palace in two years, and her mother had a childhood sweetheart outside the palace, waiting for her. It's a pity that she later found out that she had me, so this matter had to be reported.

So, this thing is that if it weren't for me, my mother should be able to leave the palace normally and live with her lover.

I have never been able to forget that I was very young, maybe only four years old, but the memory is unusually deep. It was an autumn night, as if it was Mid-Autumn Festival. Of course, we were never invited to the palace banquets, but my mother was drunk in her own palace. She cried and asked me: why did you come, why did you want to be born in this world. I couldn't answer her.

According to the ranking in the palace, I should be the ninth son of my father. According to convention, the emperor should give the name when the prince is born, and if the emperor does not give it, the Ministry of Rites should also give the name. But I don't know why I don't have a name.

Of course, as a prince, I don't have to worry about food and clothing, but the people in the palace tend to be inflammatory, and the warmth and warmth of the people make me understand very early that if I want to survive, I can't take myself too seriously.

Everyone calls me "His Highness Little Nine". "Nine Highnesses" is "Nine Highnesses", I don't understand why I add a "small" word, but I can't object.

It was a title until I was five years old.

At that time, my mother was not in good health and was often sick. Although I knew in my heart that my mother didn't like me, I still desperately wanted her to like me, just as I had always tried desperately to make my father like me. Therefore, I have been studying very hard, and in my heart, my parents should like children who do good schoolwork.

I studied with my sixth brother and starling, I was the youngest, but I had the best schoolwork. Of course, no one praised me, but I knew from the look on my husband's face that he liked me the most.

One day when I came back from school, I saw my mother crying again. Somehow, I suddenly remembered a poem I saw at the teacher's place, and I thought it was very appropriate, so I read it out: "The beauty rolls up the beaded curtain, sits deeply and frowns, but when she sees the tears wet, she doesn't know who she hates." “

What I didn't expect was that my mother actually burst into tears and laughed, and hugged me rarely.

So from that day on, every time my mother cried, I would recite this poem, and every time, my mother would laugh.

A long, long time later, someone told me that my mother's smile was not because the poem was set for the occasion, but because my mother was very pleased that her son could read the poem, and it was for me to laugh proudly. He also said that my mother loves me. I have been suspicious of this for a long time, because, when I heard these words, my mother had passed away for a long time, and I could not verify it. And the person who said these words, I didn't take her to heart at that time, because I always felt that we were enemies.

Back when I was five years old, it was an afternoon when I was playing in the Imperial Garden and stumbled upon my grandmother. said that she was the imperial grandmother, but in fact she seemed to be about the same age as her mother, but she was beautiful and well-maintained, so she looked much younger than her mother.

This woman is the favorite concubine of the emperor's grandfather, and her father's ascension to the throne is also related to her, so she has a transcendent status in the palace.

I met this beautiful imperial grandmother entangled with a man, and later, the man brushed his sleeves away, leaving her alone crying. I don't know what's wrong, maybe it's because she's really beautiful, crying, pear blossoms bring rain; Maybe it's because I have persuaded my mother to become a conditioned reflex, and I can't see any woman crying. Anyway, I just went up and read that poem again.

The Imperial Grandmother was initially frightened by the sight of someone, but when she saw that it was just me, she seemed to be relieved. That afternoon, the Imperial Grandmother took me to her palace, and gave me a lot of things that I had not eaten, and at the end, she gave me something that I had always dreamed of—my name.

The Empress Dowager personally issued an edict and named me Jiang Yunxiu, the word Zhijiu. Later, I often went to her palace, and she taught me a lot of things, especially how to survive in the palace. Later, she didn't let me go to her again, she said that she would always be the imperial grandmother who loved me, but in the palace, I had to learn to "hide".

On the way back, the imperial grandmother also helped me a lot, but she was silent.

Because of the name given by the Queen Mother, I suddenly had someone pay attention to it. My father asked me for my homework for the first time after that, praised me for the first time, and for the first time I felt how important it was to have someone powerful to help.

I finally became a normal prince. I think when I am a little more beautiful, my mother may not hate me.

It's a pity that my mother didn't wait for me to be a little more beautiful, and she died when I was six years old. I was sad because I didn't get a chance to make her like me anymore. Therefore, I am even more eager for my father's affirmation and affection.

I thought, maybe it was the imperial grandmother who played a role, and my father actually put me in the palace of his favorite Ruan Guifei. When I went, Concubine Ruan's palace already had her own son, the emperor's favorite son, the fourth emperor's brother Jiang Yunlin. In addition, there is also a tenth emperor sister Jiang Yunyue who was put into the palace of Ruan's mother one step ahead of me.

That day, my father took me there, and the four emperor brothers and the ten emperor sisters rushed up, and they all jumped on my father's body at once, and my father laughed. At that time, I used to think that if my father hugged me like that, I thought I would be willing to exchange my life for it.

Life was very good in Concubine Ruan's palace, probably because the three of us were young, and we quickly played together. The four emperor brothers were very good to me, and so were the ten emperor sisters, and I gradually became a very important prince in this palace because of them. In other words, everyone doesn't dare to offend me anymore not because I am the Nine Emperors, but because I am the younger brother of the Fourth Highness and the elder brother of the Ten Princesses.

When I was ten years old, I suddenly peeked into the secret of my name. When I was ten years old, I attended the banquet of the emperor's ministers for the first time with Concubine Ruan. Although it has been many years, I still recognize at a glance that the man sitting in the seat of honor is the one who made the imperial grandmother cry that day. But on the other hand, the emperor's grandmother did not show any abnormality, as if they were just a relationship between monarchs and ministers.

I asked the Four Emperor Brothers to find out that that man is the most powerful minister in the court, Ding Zhiyi. Shiyu, Shijiu...... I suddenly understood the meaning of the little word that my grandmother gave me. Since that day, I haven't ever told anyone what my font size is.

Shihisa, is it the meaning of wanting to be eternal with Shi...... RS

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