I have always thought that the relationship between men and women is either related to each other, and everyone plays on the spot. It's like the father and the emperor are not coaxing his concubines today, roaring tomorrow, and those concubines are just agreeing to him. They are to him but pets, and he is to them, but they are just backers; Either it's an infatuated man and a woman, who can't ask for it, and tries his best to get to the bottom, just like the emperor's grandmother and Ding Xiang, who are serious in front of people and entangled in the back, I don't know why.

Since I was born in the royal family, I never thought about simple love, or I never longed for love, until I met her.

I was ten years old when I met her. Because Yunyue was older and only our two elder brothers were with her, Mother Ruan felt that it was inappropriate, so she went to summon Marshal Du's granddaughter Du Yuxuan to accompany her. Marshal Du held the power of the army, and listened to his father's loyalty to the Ming Dynasty, and the key was that he led the troops to fight without losing. Therefore, I have always revered Marshal Du in my heart, and I also have an inexplicable good impression of his granddaughter.

The first time I saw her, I was blown away. It's not how beautiful she looks, of course, she's also beautiful, especially those crescent eyes, which could not be more appropriately described as silky eyes. However, I was shocked by her natural intelligence. She was only ten years old at the time, but she was already able to play the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. Especially for making poems, she has become famous at a young age, and there are even bookstores in the folk that collect her poems and make them into poetry collections, and sell them to other ladies, and I heard that there is a market. The first time I saw her in the study, my husband came up with a topic, I have always thought that I was the best in homework, so I also made a song very quickly, full of thought that I was the fastest, but I never thought that she was the first that day. And after the evaluation, I think her poems are slightly better in terms of artistic conception.

said that she was here to accompany the tenth sister, but in fact, the tenth sister was a little child who didn't know anything at that time, so they couldn't talk about going together at all, but we often discussed poetry and songs together, and sometimes the four emperor brothers would also join us, slowly, I slowly developed a feeling for Du Yuxuan, I think, that's love.

But Yuxuan is a very reserved person, and I think she should have feelings for me too, because I couldn't help but kiss her face on a lazy afternoon. She wasn't pretentious, she didn't get angry, she just smiled faintly. I was even more clear about my judgment, she liked me, and I regarded her as my only bride in my life at the time.

However, I don't think I'm worthy of her. Although I am a prince, I am a prince who is not favored. And she is the granddaughter of the generalissimo who is loved by thousands of people. Frankly speaking, the person she is going to marry in the future must be a very important person to the emperor, because it is a joint marriage with the Du family.

So, three years ago, when my father wanted to send someone to Anseong to guard the frontier with the generalissimo, I volunteered. First, I hope that my father will appreciate me more, and secondly, I think that if I can hold the military power and make Marshal Du like me, I will be more likely to marry Du Yuxuan.

But I was still a little apprehensive about leaving Yuxuan alone in the capital, after all, I didn't know how long I would go. But when I told her the news, she actually smiled and reassured me to go, she would definitely wait for me. I was relieved and liked her even more for her empathy.

I came to Anseong and studied with Marshal Du. Maybe I'm really talented, and I'll be able to master the art of war quickly. From Marshal Du's eyes, I could see that he admired me very much.

In this way, after three years of fighting in Anseong, I won prestige and the title of general. Everyone in the army knows that the general is a good planner, but those who know me well know that I am not only good at planning tactics, but also good at calculating everything.

In the past three years, I often wrote to Yuxuan, and she often replied, but we didn't talk much about feelings, on the contrary, she was quite interested in things in our army. I think that's what I'm calling it love and I.

Yuxuan said that the Fourth Emperor Brother took good care of her, and I was also very relieved. My relationship with the Fourth Emperor Brother is still so good, and he takes good care of me. I know that he is competing with the prince's brother openly and secretly. Also, the fourth emperor brother is so good, and he is so loved by his father, just because he was born two years late, he has to be subservient to the prince's brother, if it were me, I would not be convinced.

So, I thought that if the Fourth Emperor Brother needed it, I would have to help him. At that time, I felt that if I became a general, married Du Yuxuan again, and helped the emperor's brother achieve great things, my life would be perfect.

I have a bad impression of Ding Xiang, because I think he has an abnormal relationship with the imperial grandmother, and in addition, I later learned that he married his daughter to the prince's brother, and he is obviously the prince's brother. And I, I think I am the one of the Four Emperor Brothers, so I think I am the opposite of him.

But at this juncture, his son came to Anseong, saying that he was patrolling the city, but it was actually a labor army. This Ding Muyu is Ding Zhiyi's only son, who looks like a jade tree and is not weak in martial arts.

He competed with me, and it took more than 100 rounds to lose, and even I didn't expect it. I thought he was just a gentleman, but I never thought that he had a mind, a body, and martial arts. The point is that he doesn't have the Chen Mansion of those people I am used to, but a simple-minded person. It's hard for me to imagine that he is the son of the blackest-bellied Ding Xiang.

He made me a confidant, and so did I. However, I didn't expect that all this was an illusion.

After Ding Muyu returned to Beijing, I received a letter from Yuxuan, in which she repeatedly apologized to me, saying that her family could not resist the coercion of the Prime Minister and wanted to marry her to Ding Muyu.

I received the letter and was going crazy. It was easy to wait until the marshal went out to patrol the city, and I went to the capital overnight, ignoring the practice that the general could not leave the army without permission. It's a pity that it only caught up with her marriage. I stopped her in her house, and she seemed more frightened than happy to see me. I know that she is worried about me, after all, if the news of my private return to Beijing reaches the ears of my father, I don't know what kind of turmoil will arise.

She repeatedly talked about how the Prime Minister coerced her family, and how Ding Muyu pursued her despite her opposition, and she burst into tears. My heart hurts, but there is nothing else I can do. I thought about taking her to elope, but she didn't want to involve her family, because this was a royal marriage after all.

In the end, because the time could not be delayed any longer, I watched her get on the wedding sedan chair.

However, I couldn't give up, so I followed her all the way to the Prime Minister's Mansion. I have been standing outside the Prime Minister's Mansion, listening to the music of her wedding, watching the fireworks set off by her wedding, and I hated the mansion and all the people in the house. That night, I suddenly understood why my mother hated me so much, the pain of rubbing shoulders with my beloved, not everyone can understand.

I stood outside the Prime Minister's Mansion until dark, and I heard that there was still a feast inside, but I didn't want to leave. Maybe it's because I know that as soon as I leave at this time, I will be close to Yuxuan.

Because of this, I met another woman, one who left the deepest mark on my life. RS

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