After that, Qin Qing knew that no matter how long it was, he would never forget Lin Shuang, life was so long, she didn't know if he would grow old like this while missing her.

But she knew that even if he wanted to find someone to accompany him, that person would not be her.

He must have minded what she minded.

Therefore, she can fully believe that if Mother Lin forces her for a long time, Shen Muhan will not come close to her even if she catches someone casually and pays her errand.

Because she and Lin Shuang are good friends.

So she is a good friend with her, whether it should be a blessing or a pity.

But what really made her die was the incident later.

He confirmed her idea that even if he had another lover one day, it would never be her.

It was a rainy day, it was dark, the sky was full of fog, the air was humid, and in the distance were some hazy lights, connected like stars.

Lin's mother called her and said that Shen Muhan hadn't come home so late, and the phone had been turned off when she called him, so she asked if she was with her in a hurry.

Qin Qing smiled bitterly.

How could he be with her?

"Didn't this kid run to the station again?" Mother Lin frowned, her voice was a little worried, and she was a little anxious about hating iron and steel.

It was not the first time that Shen Muhan had done this, as if he was doing a task, almost every two rainy nights, he had to run to the stop sign to stand for a while.

Any stop sign.

Sometimes it's a moment, sometimes it's hours.

It doesn't rain much in the summer, but he also goes to stand by the stop sign for a while on a starry night. He misses not the rain that night, but the people of that night.

Maybe it's to relieve the pressure, or maybe it's to keep himself from forgetting Lin Shuang, and he has almost stepped on the bus stop signs in the city in the past two years.

Even every few months, he went to the city where they had gone to college, and to the bus stop where they had to take the bus when they returned to school that year.

It was there that he lent Lin Shuang an umbrella.

Qin Qing tried to dial Shen Muhan's phone, and sure enough, it was turned off, she sighed, put down her mobile phone, held an umbrella and walked into the rain, she didn't know which stop sign he would be, so she could only look for it along the road one by one.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and the water under my feet became more and more rapid. The air is full of water mist. It's damp.

The malls on both sides are a little unrecognizable.

Qin Qing couldn't remember how many times she had come out to look for him.

But he still went his own way.

She couldn't understand Shen Muhan's purpose for doing this, did he really plan to live a lifetime with an impossible person in his heart, or did he keep living in his dreams, he never believed that Lin Shuang was gone. I've been looking forward to coming out of the rain curtain to a her.

But they all know it. It's been two years. Lin Shuangqi has not heard from him, and it is impossible for him to come back at all.

She couldn't understand his thoughts, in her opinion, Shen Muhan's approach was undoubtedly pouring salt into her wounds.

Remind yourself all the time that you can't go back.

I can't go back to the time I first met, and I can't go back to the sweet time. Can't go back two years ago.

When Qin Qing found Shen Muhan, the rain had already lightened a little, but the mist was still a little serious, even if she was holding an umbrella, her eyelashes were still stained, and she felt wet in the blink of an eye.

And sure enough, he was standing there.

There was only a straight back, he was tall, and he stood under the canopy with a black umbrella, looking silently into the depths of the rain curtain like many such nights.

The eyes were as dark as they had been when they first met, but with a scorching light.

He was lonely and distant.

Qin Qing's footsteps paused, and just as he wanted to go over, he saw a girl rushing out of the misty road, she lowered her head and covered her head with her hands, and stumbled in like that.

Her heartbeat suddenly stopped, and the girl who suddenly appeared looked like Lin Shuang in terms of body shape and the action of reaching out to block the rain just now.

It was like stepping back in time.

Rewind to the day they first met.

Sure enough, Shen Muhan's eyes also looked at the girl, and the strange emotions that surged in his eyes for a moment almost frightened Qin Qing's heart to stop.

But he just watched.

And there was no other action.

The girl felt Shen Muhan's gaze, the moment she raised her head and saw him, it was like time stopped, and then she shyly brushed her hair and turned her head.

The whole person was a little uncomfortable, and secretly glanced at Shen Muhan from time to time, which was the kind of little daughter who was shy to speak.

A person like Shen Muhan, when he looks at you, it looks like a bright April day in the world, and the flowers of the world are blooming.

He looked at the girl for a few minutes.

The girl rubbed her hands for a few minutes.

Qin Qing stood in the rain and watched them for a few minutes.

Until another girl appeared, who seemed to be a friend of the girl, and she approached with an umbrella, and the two girls walked away together.

Shen Muhan's eyes followed the girl for a long time.

Qin Qing hesitated for a moment and walked over.

She knew that Shen Muhan must have known that she was here.

"Isn't she a little like her," he was silent for a moment, his eyes still fixed on the other end, the backs of the two girls had long since faded in the mist.

Qin Qing chuckled in his heart and did not speak.

"But I don't want to give her the umbrella," he seemed to smile, and it seemed that he had been the same incomprehensible expression.

The rain outside gradually stopped, the lights in the distance became clearer and clearer, and some people came in to wait for the bus, and some people lifted their feet to get on the bus.

Qin Qing didn't respond to Shen Muhan's words, she didn't know what to say, and said after a while, "Mother Lin said your phone was turned off?" ”

Shen Muhan let out an "oh", took out his mobile phone and pressed it, "It's out of power"

Before she could think of what to say, he had already left with an umbrella, every time it was like this, every time it was for her to watch his back as he left.

And then, there is no then.

Lin Shuang is back.

She obediently returned to the supporting role, far away, along with her and her feelings.

It wasn't what she wanted, but it was expected.

Who she likes the same person as her, who makes her can't forget her best friend's husband, who makes her unable to control her heart.

Qin Qing blinked, and the wind outside the window blew into her eyes, making her want to cry.

In just a few years, she seems to have finished her life.

The next day, she went to the hospital to see Lin Shuang, their daughter was very beautiful, her eyes were very similar to Shen Muhan, and their family was very happy.

After Qin Qing went back, he sent a text message to Lin Shuang, "The little princess will remember to give me the news when the moon is full, and I'll go and join in the fun."

Then she quickly packed her bags.

Alone went to Tibet.

She just wants to go out for a walk, the outside world is so big and beautiful, and her little love for children is nothing compared to it.

The scenery along the way was very good, the sky was very blue, the water was very blue, and there were many strange flowers and plants that she had never seen.

She has always believed that every flower blooms to see someone, but there are so many flowers in this world that no one asks, and she didn't wait for him, so she didn't feel so sad.

But she didn't seem to have time to grieve.

It turned out that it was really the last time I remembered it, and I had to forget it if I didn't want to forget it in the future. In fact, this is also very good, she is happy and sad because of him in this life, and there is nothing unsatisfying anymore.

Qin Qing was very calm at the moment when the station wagon suddenly lost control and fell down the mountain road, she almost smiled and looked at the scenery that flashed quickly outside the window.

Big, loud winds, lots and lots of screams, fear surrounded everyone.

But she couldn't hear anything.

At the last moment she could only see him.

There is only one man left in the world, and he stands at the end of that road. (To be continued.) )