It's a pity that she is really not a fuel-efficient lamp, is it me who takes revenge on her, or is she coming to take revenge on me? I don't know, except that she expressed that she didn't really like me at all. I suddenly realized that I was a little ridiculous, and there was still a moment when I was moved by my heart. Over and over again, I couldn't figure out what she was thinking.

But I've always been very clear about my own intentions, I don't like her, and I'm going to get revenge on her. During that time, I had to remind myself many times a day.

Now, she stood in front of me and asked me if everything was planned, if it was to get revenge on her. I didn't dare to look into her eyes, and I realized that I didn't dare to look into her eyes, and the look of despair on her face just now made my heart throb.

But I told her sensibly that I just wanted to see her hurt. But she smiled so sadly, and hurt so deeply, I saw in my eyes, and I didn't even feel a little happy in my heart, I just wanted to say something that hurt her, so that she could leave, and don't let me see her again, because I don't want to see her sad and heartache.

However, the real pain was that she died by my sword. I thought she was going to stab me, but I was so happy when she stabbed me, and I thought I might not be so upset if she stabbed me. However, I reflexively drew my sword, I didn't really want to hurt her, I just didn't want to be slow to react in front of my subordinates. Later I have always regretted it, why did I draw the sword, why?

She didn't kill me in the end, she just stabbed me in the arm, but she slammed into my sword. But. When the sword plunged into her chest, her expression was so relieved, as if it was unfortunate for her to be alive. I watched in a daze as she collapsed into Zheng Yu's arms. Zheng Yu's eyes were full of hatred when he looked at me, but I didn't have time to care about him, I just felt that my heart was empty, as if something very important had fallen.

She's talking to me, yes, she's talking to me. Her heart, she said, hurts. Even if you are stabbed by a sword, you can't hide it...... I pushed Zheng Yu away and snatched her over. My head kept buzzing and I didn't know when she was. In what way I was disposed of. That's right, I must have been hit by her cup, otherwise why would my heart hurt so much when the sword pierced her heart? It must be a cup. Definitely!

I can't let her die. If she dies, I won't survive, because I've been hit by her cup. I repeated myself in my heart, but I could only watch her take her last breath.

Someone came to rob her, I didn't let go, I don't know what happened, I just remember that Zheng Yu pulled me away. I refused to let go of her, and I was knocked unconscious. When I woke up, I was in the capital. Also wounded.

I suddenly felt like I had lost the meaning of my life. I think I must have felt like I was in her cup. Now that she's dead, I'm afraid this cup will never be unlocked again.

Zheng Yu is not there. Only the flames are there. I heard Blaze say that there was something going on in the army, and Zheng Yu had already gone back, but I knew that Zheng Yu and I might never be brothers again.

It wasn't until my injuries healed a little that Blaze told me about that day. She died in my arms, and Ling Yun came to fight me first, but I basically didn't react, just hugged her and refused to let go...... Later, Wan Yanyue led a team of people to take Ling Yun and the others away and her, and injured me before leaving.

Did Wan Yan Yue appear that day? But why am I not at all impressed? All I remember is the striking red color of her purple dress.

I don't understand, I'm like a walking corpse, I don't feel happy or sad. My father personally issued a decree to reward me and officially canonized me as the general of Zhenguo. If it had been before, I would have been very happy to receive my father's approval, but I didn't feel it at all. I got hit the cup and lost my senses.

Yuxuan came to me, she is now the second rank of the Lady of the Order, and she is the Lady of Zhongyong. When the Fourth Emperor Brother came to see me, he hinted to me that if I wanted, he had a way to get Yuxuan to marry me. But when I heard the news, I didn't have the slightest joy, you must know that Yuxuan is the only bride I have identified, and I can be with her, which is what I have always dreamed of. But why don't I feel it? I'm even more sure I'm in the cup. Therefore, when Yuxuan came to me, I was very embarrassed to tell her that I had been poisoned and had to find someone to solve her before I could see her again. Her expression was very surprised, and in the end she didn't say anything, and walked away crying. Yuxuan cried, but I still didn't feel it, I had to detoxify the cup.

The Ten Emperor Sisters came to see me, and she still looked like a teenager who didn't know what it was like. However, the Ten Emperor Sisters have a quirk and like some strange things. So I thought about it and told her about it, and maybe she knew how to get rid of it. Of course, I didn't say it was me, I just said it was my friend.

After listening to me, her eyes flickered, and she suddenly asked, "Brother Jiu, in my opinion, your friend doesn't seem to have been poisoned?"

I was stunned, the title of "Brother Jiu" pierced into my heart like a needle, and at that moment I seemed to have a lot of pictures flashing back in my mind, and I seemed to see the girl in purple smiling and looking forward to it, and said with disgust: "Brother Jiu, is it good for a lifetime?" I covered my head, trying to get her out of my head.

The Tenth Emperor Sister was obviously frightened by me, and asked repeatedly: "Ninth brother, ninth brother, what's wrong with you?"

I tried to control myself, trying to ignore the purple figure in my mind, and said, "I'm fine, didn't you just say that you were poisoned?" What's the matter, his chest has been stuffy and painful. “

The Ten Emperor Sisters settled down and confirmed that I was really okay before exhaling and said, "I have seen your friend's situation in the notebook, it is not cup poison, it is lovesickness." However, you are right, the bell must be tied to the bell. Let your friend go to the girl quickly, but not to detoxify, but to complain. “

As if struck by lightning, I was so frightened that I retreated. Impossible, impossible, how could I fall in love with my enemy? Everything I did was to avenge the pain she inflicted on me...... However, why did I get revenge, but it was a thousand times more painful than the uncomfortable feeling that Yuxuan married someone else at that time, and my father valued the Prime Minister more than me?

Do I really like her? In an instant, everything about me and her flooded into my mind. It turned out that she was so serious when she said "I am willing to hold the king's hand", why didn't I notice it? It turned out that I was injured that day, and Zheng Yu had told me on the way back to Beijing that she had always known that I was lying to her, but the reason why she didn't expose me was that she was afraid of losing me...... For so long, I hated to remember, but now these things are so clear; And I, the reason why I have always been reluctant to accept her turned out to be that I was jealous of her and the four emperor brothers before I was unclear, and I have always used this reason to convince myself that I don't like her. But now, it's a testament to my love for her......

When did the Ten Emperor Sisters leave, I don't know at all, I only know that I killed the person I love the most with my own hands...... (To be continued......)