"Miss......" I came back to my senses, and my eyes took off the yellow sand outside the window.

Turning his head, there were very hearty meals on the table, all of which I liked to eat, and they were the dishes of the capital. Standing next to her was Rulan, who had completely changed into the dress and grooming of Hu Zhenguo. Rulan stood there cautiously and said tentatively: "Miss, you can eat a little bit today, okay?" Just eat as much as yesterday. “

I sighed lightly, picked up my chopsticks and slowly ate a few bites of food, and then took a few bites of rice. Putting the chopsticks away, I turned my head to look out the window again.

It's been a month since I woke up. Waking up was not what I wanted, because since I woke up, I found that my heart didn't seem to beat anymore, what was the point of staying up with such a walking corpse. From the moment I woke up, I found that Hu Zhenguo's capital seemed to be living in the palace. Hu Zhenguo's palace is not as brilliant as the Ming Palace, but it is also extravagant compared to Hu Zhenguo's other buildings. And I, living in the highest palace of the Imperial Palace.

This is...... Well...... Sandy view room bar. When I woke up, I could see the yellow sand outside the window, although it was monotonous, but it was so magnificent. Although I woke up, I didn't want to talk much, Ling Yun came every day to talk to me, but I never paid attention to him. Later, Lingyun also learned to be obedient, so he didn't come, so he let Rulan come. Rulan is a ruthless character, she cries when I don't eat...... She has always been like my sister, so I forced myself to eat as much as I could. Since it is effective, the rice in the back is sent by Rulan.

I sat in front of the window and looked at the desert every day, and ate when I had food. Eat and sleep. I don't understand, what is the meaning of me like this to Lingyun and them.

Rulan cleaned up my leftovers. I suddenly turned to her and shouted, "Rulan." Because I hadn't spoken for a long time, this one seemed to stutter a little.

Rulan's hand shook, and a bowl fell to the ground with a crisp sound. Rulan turned to look at me, rubbed her hands happily, and said, "Miss." Miss, are you calling me? Do you still recognize me?"

I scoffed and said, "I don't have Alzheimer's." How can you not recognize it?" My voice was a little hoarse, but I managed to get my own tone back.

Rulan nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, my good young lady, it's good for you to come back!" “

I said, "Rulan." Oh. No, shouldn't I call you Mrs. Huyan?"

Rulan's face turned red and said, "Miss, you are really joking, and now I have only entered the door of Azhe's house ......." ”

I looked at her and said, "A-Zhe? It's General Hu Yanzhe, the son of General Hu Yanquan, right?"

Rulan looked surprised and asked, "How does Miss know?" Ah Zhe is indeed Hu Yanzhe. “

I chuckled lightly and said, "Then Mrs. Huyan should have more important things to do, why does she come to take care of me every day?"

Rulan shook her head and said, "Serving Miss is the master's order." This time, the young lady was injured, and the master stayed by your side for seven whole days. That day, when the doctor said that the young lady was seriously injured and could not be saved. The master went crazy and said that if the young lady died, then all the imperial doctors and family members would be martyred for the young lady. ”

"Really?" I deliberately put on a smile that didn't care. "If I can't be saved, why am I awake here again?"

"Miss!" Rulan's tone was a little stiff, "The reason why Miss survived was because the master and Ling Yun went to the deepest part of the desert overnight to find the meat coral, which is known as the "Desert Ginseng King". The master and Ling Yun searched for three days and three nights, sleepless, and only then did they find two. It's really not easy for Miss to survive, so I beg Miss not to say anything about not wanting to live. “

I slowly looked up at her and said, "Who are you talking about?"

Rulan was stunned and muttered, "It's the lord of the country." The lord of the country has always treated Rulan very well, and it is all because of the lord of the country that Rulan can marry into the Huyan family. “

"Is Huyan's house so difficult to enter? Then you...... Do you have any regrets?" I can't help but worry about Rulan again, isn't she doing well?

Rulan shook her head and said, "Rulan doesn't regret it. The generals of the Huyan family for generations, Ah Zhe had already married two wives and had three sons before me, and I was a Han Chinese, so it was natural for the old general Huyan not to agree. However, Ah Zhe is really good to me, and it is with his and the lord's insistence that I can marry him justifiably. ”

"What? He was married before? Did he tell you before?" In the end, I couldn't stay out of it completely without feelings.

"Actually, the Hu Zhen clan married their wives very early, and Ah Zhe is already in his twenties, so if he doesn't say it, I know it. Fortunately, the Hu Zhen people did not divide any wives and concubines like the Han people, although I was the last to enter the door, I was also a wife. "I don't know what to say, seeing Rulan's satisfied look, should I slap her awake with two slaps, or should I just let her go. I chose the latter, and she was happy herself, so why should I impose my definition of happiness on her?

Rulan saw that I didn't speak, and became cautious again, but she seemed to be struggling for a long time, and still came over and said to me: "Miss's escape this time is all up to the master, I wonder if Miss would like to see the master?" He came to see you so many times before, but you didn't look at him, he was very sad. “

I shook my head and said, "I don't want to see it, now I'm this shell, I don't want to thank him for saving me, and I don't want him to care about me. ”

Rulan thought for a while, and then said, "Miss, but for the sake of the third young master, she is still angry with the lord of the country?" In fact, after that incident, the lord of the country specially sent people everywhere to find the whereabouts of the third young master. For this matter, Yan Bing was also placed under house arrest. I heard that something happened to you, and I personally brought someone to save you, and said that by the way, I would explain to you about the third young master......"

I gently waved my hand to block her words behind her and said, "I know it has nothing to do with him, and I don't blame him." Actually, I'm the culprit, so how can I blame him?"

Rulan grabbed my hand and said, "Miss, don't blame yourself anymore, I heard Ling Yun say, how can I blame myself for this matter?" If Miss had known that things would go in this direction, Miss wouldn't have stopped Xiangye from doing it, wouldn't she? How can Mademoiselle know where things are going?"

I closed my eyes in pain, and just now, I asked myself, if everything could be done again, would I let Ding Xiang kill him? My answer is: I don't know.

Thinking of this, I felt disgust and contempt for myself again.

I turned around, stopped looking at Rulan, and then said slowly, "You...... Let's go. (To be continued......)