Scattered, trampled on and shattered, all dreams (1)
I've heard the saying "a fake friend is a dog that can't be fed", I don't know if this sentence is always appropriate for the heirs, but I understand what it means to "be cautious when making friends".
Ever since the heir was comforting her feet, she had been very disturbing because she was always inexplicably sullen.
So, after school at noon, I took the initiative to come to the door of her class and accompany her to the cafeteria to eat.
Compared with Li Na, who has a chivalrous heart, the "fair lady" temperament of Yi Heiwei is more suitable for talking about some whispers between girls. Sometimes we talk about some gossip at school, sometimes we talk about what the boy we like in the future looks like, sometimes we talk about what love is, and what kind of love we each look forward to, but neither of us says anything specific.
I thought that every time we shared this kind of friendship, we reached a level of sympathy.
But this made Li Na very unhappy, every time she returned to class, she always looked at me with slanted eyes, and said to me with words in her mouth: "Hmph, I like the new and hate the old!" ”
Until one time Li Na had a showdown with me, she said: "I really don't like that girl called Yi Heiwei, why does she ask you to do this and that every time?" I also threw what I didn't eat on your plate, and what made me even more unacceptable was that you still accepted it with a smile every time..."The first time I heard Li Na say such a large amount of words to me so seriously, I was slightly stunned at that moment, but soon I returned to my proper state.
Actually, she misunderstood, I didn't mean to be very considerate to the heirs, but my love for food made me unbearable to be picky eaters who always threw two-thirds of the dishes out of the plate when eating.
When I was a child, I also liked to be picky eaters and didn't like to eat vegetables, but I later heard some superstitious old people say that a person who wastes food will hit him on the head when the sky thunders in the future. At this point, I don't dare to be picky eaters anymore, so when I see the heirs of picky eaters, I habitually eat them.
Li Na often said that this point of the heir's consolation is hypocritical.
I don't think so, because I don't think there are exactly the same leaves in the world, and there are no people with the same personality.
But Li Na is not wrong, I think she may be a little jealous.
Li Na has a lot of good friends, and I'm just one of them, but even so, it's nice to know that I'm a very important one.
As a comfort and compensation, one day I mustered up the courage to secretly tell her that I liked Xiang Chen.
It was the first time I had told this secret to another person, and I wanted to keep it in my heart forever.
When the name that I had silently recited countless times in my heart came out of my lips and teeth, I felt a kind of bungee jump-like fright and joy, so scared and so happy.
It turned out that even if I just pronounced his name to others, I could feel the acceleration of my heartbeat and the warming of my cheeks.
This is regarded as the greatest trust and delivery among girls at that age, and I only share this secret with her. So Li Na quickly ignored the existence of Yi Heiwei, and began to be shocked and ridiculed with satisfaction, and promised to help me catch up with Xiang Chen in front of me.
But I told her to forget it, I told her that the way to ruin a beautiful crush is to confess, I don't want this relationship to be ruined, so it is enough to watch him silently from the sidelines, and I don't want too much.
Of course, Li Na, who dares to love and hate, will not understand me, but she supports my decision.
And so it went on for a while.
One day after school, I made an appointment with Yi Siwei to have a bite to eat in the back street of the school and then go home.
The street behind the school is not in a good environment, and there are red, green, and green garbage bags everywhere. Originally, I wanted to go to a place with a better environment to buy food, but Yi Siwei said that she wanted to eat the chicken cutlet here.
I handed my bag to Yi Siwei and asked her to sit on the flower stand here, while I ran to buy the chicken cutlet she liked to eat.
The queue for the chicken cutlets was unusually long that day, and when I returned with a hot packet of chicken cutlets drizzled with tomato juice, I found Iji Wei standing by the flower bed with a sad face.
"Summer...... Someone took your bag ......"
At this time, I remembered many scenes of the heroines of idol dramas fainting after hearing something unacceptable.
And I should be the one who is going to faint at this moment.
That bag was worthless, but today it was different, and today it contained a diary that I wrote every night sitting at my desk, and the diary contained secrets about me.
"What to do ......"
She was so sad that she wanted to cry: "I was waiting for you here just now, Xiang Chen, Hu Hao, and a Xia Feng, I'm ...... I'll just go over and thank you for sending me a letter that night......"
I continued to be sluggish.
There is still something about Xiang Chen?
"The result...... That summer wind, just smiled and said...... Said Xiang Chen, you hooked up with the schoolgirl again......"
I understand.
Presumably, Xia Feng, who walked with Xiang Chen and them, teased Xiang Chen who played basketball on the way when he first picked me up and went home, so he casually ridiculed a few words of Xi Hei Wei today, with my understanding of Xi Si Wei, she will definitely blush, be ashamed, and turn her head away.
But she forgot that my bag was still at the flower bed. When she remembered and ran back, everything was gone.
Of course, this is just my conjecture.
"Summer, what to do ......"
At this time, Li Na must have arrived home, I have no choice, I am also a headless fly, I can only go to Xia Feng who has just ridiculed the heir for help.
Fortunately, Xia Feng bought me a mobile phone a few days ago, so that I can contact him if I have something. took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed Xia Feng's number, for the first time, he was so eager to see him.
"Summer"
"Xia Feng," tears flowed disobediently after hearing his voice, "Xia Feng, my schoolbag was robbed..."
Xia Feng quickly searched the classrooms with open doors in the whole school, and finally found my rose-red schoolbag near the large garbage bin.
The dumpster is located near a small alley across the backstreet, and my schoolbag is also a normal thing, and if someone throws it away, it will not be noticed.
It's just that in the messy bag, only my diary full of secrets is missing. I just felt that the blood stopped flowing, like the feeling of stepping on the ice and falling into the ice hole when I was a child, it was a little painful, a little biting, and it was fatal.
I like Xiang Chen, that's my biggest secret, but I was suddenly exposed to the eyes of an unknown person, and the feeling of ** showing the public should not be much different.
Xia Feng kept asking me if I was missing something, but I didn't dare to tell him that I was missing my diary.
Because I'm afraid.
It's spring, but I'm shivering.
I vaguely heard Xia Feng blaming the heir, "It's not enough to succeed, it's more than enough to lose, my sister helped you buy something to let you see a schoolbag, and I lost my sister's schoolbag, don't think you're a girl, I don't dare to say you, although I usually want some gentlemanly demeanor, but this is about my sister, I can't bear it..."
If it were normal, I would have prevented others from scolding my heirs, but at this time, how I wish that time would freeze and the world would end like this.