Gossip comes too fast like a tornado.

The next day, I didn't choose to go to school because I was sick. I knew that the painful reality would not let me go, so I was afraid of the feeling of going to school and being watched by my classmates, and sometimes my eyes were like a sharp sword, not enough to kill, but it was painful enough.

At noon, Xia Feng hurriedly ran home and said to me: "In summer, there are strange paper airplanes flying everywhere in the school, and all kinds of things about Xiang Chen are recorded on the paper airplanes, I look a bit like your handwriting, isn't it?" ”

I can't answer.

Although Xia Feng only came into contact with me in the last few months, the last time I asked him about his homework, he noticed my handwriting, saying that my handwriting is different from others, and I always like to write squarely, like a ruler.

So I can't hide it from her.

Maybe he thought my face was really ugly, but he quickly comforted me: "I didn't tell anyone, I'll be fine in a few days, and besides, my brother will help you deal with this matter, don't worry." ”

I put on the covers and didn't want to hear it. Thinking about the stormy campus, will Xiang Chen also be curious to open the paper airplane to see the contents inside? Will you think of something from this? Wouldn't he think it was ridiculous? …

The thought of this makes my heart throb.

Finally, when school was out in the afternoon, Yi Siwei and Li Na came.

Running directly in front of me, Li Na quickly pulled out a wad of paper and stuffed it into me.

"I've got everything I can find, and I'm still missing a few." She said.

I didn't dare to flatten those crumpled pieces of paper anymore, I knew they were those "works" torn out of my diary.

At that time, I realized the benefits of a crush, although he was sad that he couldn't see my existence, but he was able to control how the fairy tale in his heart should happen and how it should end, everything was up to me.

But when everything is exposed, you have to face the accusations and ridicule of others. Crush is the most vulnerable, it is like a flower in a greenhouse, it can't stand the wind and rain.

"Oh, it's okay in the summer, they won't know, you didn't sign it, not to mention that I took it back in time, isn't it, I haven't seen much, don't worry..."Li Na comforted me: "Besides, who is your crush?" It's the legendary Xiang Chenye, this kind of male protagonist is his confession I don't know how many times it's been staged, and everyone is tired of watching it, so it can't arouse their interest. ”

"Really?" When I heard these words, I asked Li Na excitedly as if I had grasped a life-saving straw.

"But your handwriting has appeared in the school's auditorium, and if you look at the handwriting, you should soon know that it's yours..." The old lady wants to beat you! ”

I saw that the heir was soothing, and tears were already in her eyes, and I wanted to cry when I saw her crying.

When I was leaving, I came to my face and said meaningfully in my ear: "It turns out that you like Xiang Chen..."

After returning to school, the turmoil of this incident is still there.

But because the article was incomplete and Li Na took it back in time, the class was quite stable, because no one came to me and asked me something.

It's just that the speculative gazes and weird laughter that everyone looks at me intentionally or unintentionally during class are still like sharp arrows, piercing my sensitive fidget.

Li Na reassured me that it was a psychological effect.

I sometimes get together to eat and chat together, but we both deliberately avoid talking about this turmoil because we have our own agendas.

Until one day, I went to the cafeteria to eat together after school at noon, and I heard the boy at the table talking loudly about it.

"I heard that it was written by a girl in the second year of high school, and it seems to be called some kind of heir."

"Is that a beautiful schoolgirl? How do you know it's her?"

"Didn't she hurt her foot one day and then Xiang Chen carried her to the infirmary, one of the articles I saw was written like this."

"I didn't hear that she was easy to be shy, it turned out to be ** type, hahahaha!"

…

The boys were talking and laughing, but we didn't see that we were sitting behind us with black faces, and before we finished eating, we turned around and ran away crying, and I looked at the food on the plate, and I had lost any appetite.

It's not that I haven't imagined how my crush will one day confess in such a beautiful way, even the lines, movements, and even expressions that I have rehearsed in the mirror.

I even imagined that there was a romantic confession like a Korean drama that was rejected by Xiang Chen in the end, what kind of expression should I use to smile and say to him, "It's okay".

In the dead of night, buried in the bed, painful.

However, I never imagined that my crush would end up in such an embarrassing way in front of the public.

Sure enough, every day is live, and the reality is unpredictable.

The next day after school, I came to see me.

She said to me, "I'm sorry".

I said, "I should be saying I'm sorry to you."

She shook her head, her dark eyes filled with tears again, and she whimpered and said to me, "I'm going to find Xiang Chen today... I told him that I didn't write what was on the paper. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and asked her stupidly, "Then did you tell him that I wrote it?" ”

She didn't admit it or deny it: "I just said that I didn't write it, I'm sorry in the summer, I just don't want Xiang Chen to miss me like the boy I met in the cafeteria today..."

But I didn't say anything, looked at her with a smile, and asked, "Then what did he say?" "I'll admit that I'm a little anticipating and scared of what I'm about to say.

He smiled and said it was okay. The tone of the heir's comfort was a little lost, but it was also accompanied by a little relief.

Indeed, it was my fault, and she was relieved, because all this was caused by my diary, not her relationship, so all the insults she received today should be borne by me.

It's just that Xiang Chen said it doesn't matter, does it really matter? That's right, a boy like him must have been confessed countless times, so it doesn't matter if it's anyone, the protagonist is him, you don't have to care who the supporting role is, and a small confession scene won't affect his mood.

Yi Heiwei should also like Xiang Chen, otherwise why would she care so much about Xiang Chen's opinion of her?

She was so afraid of becoming unbeautiful in front of him, afraid of leaving a mark on his memory in such a way.

And I'm the same.

I lowered my head sadly, my head was a mess, and there was a hint of relief, and I felt that at least I didn't have to let her help me carry the black pot.

In the middle of the night, when the sky was gloomy, and the wind blew the leaves, making them rustle, and the heir comforted me, and stopped talking, and finally seemed to use a lot of courage to say to me: "Summer, it turns out that we like the same person, I think... We... I can't be friends anymore...", he turned around in a chic manner.

I was left alone to stand there and smile bitterly, it turned out that all this drifting and crushing was a dream, a beautiful dream.