When people are insecure, even walking becomes cautious, I move forward little by little, and keep looking back at Wan Boyi, who has been smiling at me from behind, as if he is saying goodbye.

"Ah......h

I pouted and looked back at him, complaining about why he almost fell and didn't help me, I don't know what is under my feet at the moment, but for Wan Boyi, even if I complain, I can't blame it at all.

He was still waving at me and smiling.

I remembered that in the cave, listening to Sissi's words, I was outside the cliff, she wanted to trick me into jumping down, at that time Sissi looked like Wan Boyi at this moment, giving me a firm and encouraging smile, even if there was an abyss behind me.

But Wan Boyi will definitely not harm me!

I slowly squatted down, with one foot into it, but I couldn't touch the bottom, to the naked eye, it seemed like walking between the clouds and water, the earth was boundless, but at the moment there was an invisible abyss under my feet, and I stood on the edge of the abyss, and took another step forward,

will fall.

"The front seems to be empty, you ...... with you," I said to him coquettishly.

"I'm looking at you, don't be afraid", he said so lightly, isn't there an abyss ahead, just a step?

"Go quickly, many people are waiting for you", Wan Boyi kept urging me, just like the old woman on the bridge, urging pedestrians to drink soup.

Listening to Wan Boyi's voice, I was like a demon, and I was facing the sun, the sunlight in the distance that was trying to penetrate the clouds. I opened my arms and felt the sun so warm, as if it had been shining into my heart, and all the sadness and fear melted.

Slowly close your eyes and enjoy the baptism of holy light, leaning forward and opening your arms. Like a little bird, it flew down.

Will I also become a holy white lotus? Floats in the air like a gently rubbed feather, shuttling through the gaps in the sunlight.

But the truth is that I'm constantly falling, falling. Apathy.

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The sunlight outside the window pierced through the glass like an arrow into the room, piercing my eyes.

"Ruolan, are you awake? Finally awake? "A middle-aged woman hugged me tightly and cried uncontrollably.

"Doctor! My daughter woke up! Doctor! "A middle-aged man sleeps on a couch. After being woken up, he ran out like crazy while shouting.

Is this a ward? That man is my dad? But...... Why am I not impressed at all? What happened? Why am I lying here?

Then the doctors and nurses came in, and I was surrounded in the middle, with salt water still hanging from my hands.

Everything is so strange, I am like meat on a chopping block, at the mercy of others, and everything that happens around me seems to have nothing to do with me. I can't even remember why I got sick or how I got here......

"Baby, what's wrong with you. The middle-aged woman grabbed my hand, touched my head over and over again, saw that I didn't react, and asked the doctor next to me, "Is my daughter okay?" Is it a broken brain? ”

"There will definitely be sequelae, it may be a temporary amnesia, it may never be better, but the rest is generally fine", the doctor said and turned to leave the room.

There were only three of us in the ward, facing two strangers. I have to claim to be my parents, such an occasion is a little embarrassing, especially when I am hugged and kissed and hugged, I am really not used to it!

"Ruolan! Are you finally awake? That's great! "Two girls came in the door. The one who loves a little bit of the word rushed over to hug me as soon as he saw me, and I was a little out of breath when he hugged the ground.

"Baby, your father and I will go first, and I will go on a business trip to Germany in the next few days, and I am relieved that you wake up", the middle-aged woman reluctantly said to me. Then he said to the girl: "Yan'er, then trouble you, what's the situation to call me."

words".

"Don't worry, Auntie, it's okay, you should be able to go to school right away!" The girl laughed like a flower, pure and beautiful.

Looking at the back of their couple leaving in a hurry, I suddenly felt a little familiar, as if in my life, there are some people who always leave in such a hurry and have never been with me.

"Ruolan, you are really blessed with a great life, and you will be blessed in the future", the girl named Yan'er still had tears on her face, but she smiled very brightly.

"You are?" I looked at her for a long time, and I felt very kind, but I really couldn't remember what it was.

"Death to you!" She actually knocked me on the head: "I don't even know me, we've been together since we wore open crotch pants, that's my sister, Shanshan, the three of us grew up together, you idiot, you actually forgot me!" ”

Shanshan? A very familiar name, she has been hiding behind Yan'er, with a slender figure and long hair like a black waterfall, like a fairy coming out of a painting, so gentle and beautiful.

It's just that she had been hiding behind Yan'er just now, but after Yan'er said a few words to me, she suddenly came over with a smile, sat on the edge of my bed, and took my hand: "Ruolan, the three of us are best friends, we were, we are, and we will always be."

Yes".

Her smile was so charming that even I was a girl who was drunk to watch.

Listening to what she said, and then looking at the playful and lovely goose next to her, she suddenly felt so happy, and she was born with two best friends, well, it must be a blessing from my previous life!

Fortunately, they were always with me, and they had a good chat in the ward, laughing all the time. They knew that I couldn't think of anything, and they kept explaining to me the things around me, what school, what major, what I had encountered before...... Although I

Listening to it is like listening to other people's stories, but I am still full of curiosity and expectation about my own life, just like a born baby, full of curiosity and anticipation for this unknown world, not to mention that I still have such a cute and beautiful girlfriend, my life

It will be very happy!

"Why don't you invite Teacher Ma, Ruolan will definitely be able to get better soon", Shanshan said to Yan'er.

"yes, I didn't think of that, yes! I'll call him! ”

"Teacher Ma?" I was puzzled and asked, "Why can I be fast when the teacher comes?" Will he force me to endorse? So that I can memorize all the parts of the amnesia? ”

Maybe it's the nature of students to be afraid of teachers, students don't like classes, so naturally they don't like teachers, and finally chatted so happily with friends, and I still feel very resistant to a teacher, and I muttered in a low voice: "Even if I put the previous one."

If I memorize it in life, I can't get back the memory, it's just rote memorization, can I memorize the experience of Bill Gai's life, then I will become the richest man in the world? ”

"Hahaha......" Yan'er just took out her mobile phone, and she couldn't stop laughing at what I said, "Say that you have a bad brain, you are quite funny, who said that you want to find a teacher to force you to endorse, that teacher is a famous psychiatrist and psychiatrist, he is so famous."

Imagine! ”

"Huh? I'm not mentally ill! I don't want it! "I suddenly became nervous, after all, Yan'er and Shanshan are the first time they have met for me, and now I suddenly have a psychiatrist, how do I feel awkward!

"Ruolan, don't be afraid, that's the teacher of your school's psychology class", Shanshan's appearance was extremely gentle, which would make people relax their nervousness: "And you know him very well, he is very good to you." Mr. Ma is internationally known

, as long as he comes out, it is said that he can change his soul, you can rest assured, he will definitely be able to help you cure your amnesia."

"When he heard that he was awake, he said he would be there soon!" Yan'er hung up the phone and said to me happily.

"Haha, it seems that Mr. Ma is particularly concerned about us Ruolan", Shanshan smiled like a flower.

I sat on the bed in a daze, always feeling as if this scene had happened somewhere, this feeling should be experienced by everyone, very usually when doing something, suddenly feel as if this scene happened somewhere, but in fact it has never been

It's happened!

People are really strange, the brain will be short-circuited, misaligned, so there are often "feelings", "feelings" such things as cannot be seen or touched, but they really exist in their hearts.

"Ruolan, are you awake?" A man in his 30s came up to me with a large bouquet of flowers.

"Wow, Mr. Ma! This flower is so beautiful! The goose looked at us wickedly.

"Ruolan, it's good that you woke up, you have suffered so much, but everything has passed, it's great!" Teacher Ma put down the flower and gave me a hug.

It was a bit reluctant to hug a strange man like this, but I accepted it politely.

"Don't you remember me?" He sat next to me and asked me. At this close distance, I noticed that there was a unique temperament of a mature man between his eyebrows, especially the way he looked at me, distressed and tender, I actually had one in my heart

A strange sensation......

"You...... Teacher Ma? The ...... who taught us psychology lessons" I replied to him hesitantly, avoiding his eyes all the time, always feeling that staring into his eyes would lose myself.

"Hahahaha", he touched my head, I didn't dodge, he said in the tone of an elder: "Teacher Ma? Didn't you keep calling me Dr. Ma? You also call me Dr. Ma during class."

"Oh...... Doctor Ma", I replied in a whisper, I don't know anything about my own life, what others say, what it is, whether it is wrong or right, I don't have the ability to justify, but according to the current point of view, I should be quite familiar with him, Ping

The relationship should be good, right?!

"When you're discharged from the hospital, you'll go to me, okay?" He patted me on the head like a father gently commanding his daughter.

"Not good!" But I didn't think about it and refused, is he a psychiatric hospital? It must be a place for madmen and psychopaths, so I'm not going!

"What's wrong? Ruolan, we all want to do it for your good", Mr. Ma was a little unexpected. It seems that a loving father has arranged the most ideal life for his child, but the bear child must not think so. (To be continued.) )