"That's right, we all want to be good for you, don't you want to recover sooner?" Yan'er also kept persuading me by the side.

I felt that where had this scene happened, the room, the bed, two girls, a man, how could this scene be so familiar at this moment, and my heart became more and more hairy, and I always felt that something terrible would happen next after this scene appeared......

"I ......" I lowered my head and whispered, I always had a bad premonition in my heart, I didn't dare to look at the three of them, Yan'er's bright and innocent smile, Shanshan's gentle and euphemistic eyes, and Mr. Ma's appearance of caring so much about me, at the moment in my eyes like three masks, blown farther and farther away by the wind, under the mask are faces I don't know, so strange that I don't know whether it is good or bad, whether I should believe it.

"I ...... I think ...... It's not good to go to a psychiatric hospital...... "I still slurred the reason for my refusal, and my voice was as low as a mosquito.

"It's okay, I've been there too", Shanshan walked over and said quietly: "For a while, I fell out of love and was sad every day, but you and Yan'er accompanied me, just listened to a piece of music, slept for a while, and then became more and more cheerful."

"Yes, Ruolan, have you forgotten?" Yan'er's personality is more anxious, and she doesn't speak softly like Shanshan at all: "And it's not at all what you imagined, many lovelorn people will go, and there is a lot of work pressure and study pressure, those people will go, it's not like you imagined, put you in a cage, with a sign on it, and the sign says 'This is a neurosis'"

Yan'er laughed out loud before she finished speaking, and I was amused by her at once, thinking about it, psychological counseling is now very common.

"Let's talk about it in a few days, maybe I'll remember it all myself in a few days", I smiled and said to Mr. Ma, "Then I'm going to trouble Mr. Ma."

"Hey, you call me Teacher Ma, I'm really not used to hearing it, hahaha."

"Oh...... Dr. Ma! I stuck my tongue out at him.

During hospitalization. The so-called parents never came again, only opened a phone, and when they learned that I was fine, they hung up with confidence. No more news. However, my classmates in school came to the hospital every day to see me, especially Yan'er and Shanshan, and sometimes they slept with me in the hospital at night, and I was very eager to go to school. Go see the place where I live.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Yan'er and Shanshan were still with me, they were not only friends to me, but also relatives, and I was very relieved to have them here.

"There's another guy at school who doesn't know which hospital you're in, and he's still waiting for you to go to class," Yan'er said to me with a wicked smile.

"Wait for me to go to class? Who is it? ”

"It's a teacher, it's so handsome", Shanshan said with a peach blossom face. His eyes radiated with adoration.

"Is it Dr. Ma?"

"Haha, you know Doctor Ma now", Yan'er didn't finish laughing at me, Shanshan looked at the door and said, "Say Cao Cao Cao will arrive, Teacher Ma, how do you know that Ruolan was discharged from the hospital today?" ”

"Yes, Mr. Ma, why are you here? We'll be back to school an hour later," Yan'er said with a surprised look at Dr. Ma.

"Back to school?" Dr. Ma looked puzzled: "How can you go back to school like this?" Except for your amnesia, you don't seem to be fine. But in fact, you are very weak, and there are certain sequelae of brain injury, which may cause auditory hallucinations or hallucinations, etc., and you can't go back to school yet. Come to me and recuperate".

"Where to recuperate......" I asked timidly.

"Ruolan, you have forgotten so completely, the psychiatric hospital has forgotten, we often go there", Yan'er looked excited, as if the psychiatric hospital was an amusement park for her.

I sat on the bed. Looking at the three people standing beside him, he didn't have any confidence to speak: "Don't go to school and go to a psychiatric hospital?" That...... Then I'll go home......"

"Home?" Shanshan also began to persuade me: "You are at home by yourself, such a big house, you will be tired of doing hygiene, no one cares about you, you said that you have amnesia now, in case you go out by yourself and will not come back, then what should I do, I can't go home."

"I'm not Alzheimer's," I retorted quietly.

"Let's go to me, I'll arrange it for you, the ward you stayed in last time, how about it?" Dr. Ma sat down next to me and shaved my nose. I hated him from the bottom of my heart, I felt very frivolous, and although he spoke to me very softly, and seemed to think about me in every way, he was very resolute, as if my human physiology should be controlled by him.

I'm like a newborn baby, I don't have a voice, I let others arrange my life, maybe it's really for my good, but I feel like I want to run away......

In the end, I obediently got into their car, and the whole car was like a tourist, all of them were smiling, except for me.

I have never seen a hospital like a castle, solemn and solemn, and a little weird, with a huge iron gate lined up, only a small area for cars and pedestrians to enter and exit, and the iron railings in other places are rusty, and it looks like it has not been touched for many years.

Is this where Dr. Ma usually works? Why can they walk and talk in it with a smile and a relaxed and excited face? And why am I nervous all over, and I feel invisible depression enveloping me.

"Doctor Ma, over there...... There was a patient over there...... "Not long after entering, a young nurse hurriedly ran to Dr. Ma, panting and saying that there was a tricky patient who needed to be dealt with by Dr. Ma and needed to go over immediately.

"Then, Yan'er, I'll leave it to you here", Dr. Ma turned to Yan'er and said, "Wait and take Ruolan to room 1111, and the nurse will arrange it when you get to the 11th floor."

"Yes!" Like a soldier, Yan'er stood up and saluted.

Dr. Ma trotted along with the nurse, and he didn't seem to be at ease with us, so he kept looking back.

"Hehe, Ruolan, why don't we go shopping first, anyway, it's a school holiday today", just now I promised Dr. Ma that it would be good, but I didn't expect Dr. Ma to leave, Yan'er pulled me and said that I was going to wander around.

"But...... I still want to go back to school and go shopping", I pouted, I could only be coquettish to Yan'er, hoping that she would one day go with me and live the life I wanted.

"No, I promised my aunt to take good care of you", Yan'er was like a little teacher, her tone was stern and her mind was firm: "What if you have no one to take care of you at school?" Why do you faint in the shower? I can't be with you 24 hours a day, you are here, and Dr. Ma is so attentive, that is the best! ”

"Yes, Ruolan, when you get better, go to school immediately, it's a big deal that Yan'er and I come over every day to help you make up for your lessons, okay?" Shanshan also gently persuaded me on the side.

"Moreover, I still have to be arranged by the school, you have amnesia now, I don't know what will attract you in the school", Yan'er looked at me with a wicked smile: "I will create a surprise for you then".

"Let's go, Ruolan", Yan'er took my hand and ran forward: "I'll take you to see the most beautiful lake in the world."

The most beautiful lake in the world? In China? Yan'er dragged me to the hospital, could it be that I was still in this psychiatric hospital? When she said this, I was curious, but at this moment, I felt that the hairs on my whole body stood up, and a chill was rising.

"Let's go, Shanshan, let's go shopping together", Yan'er turned back to Shanshan, who was left behind, urged.

I couldn't help but look back, suddenly my whole body seemed to be poured cold water from the head, Shanshan's gentle eyes for some reason, suddenly full of bloodshots, anger, through a gloomy and resentful gaze, staring at me.

"Ruolan, what's wrong with you?" When Yan'er saw me stop, she asked me with concern.

"yes, Ruolan, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? "Shanshan cares about me tenderly.

Looking at Shanshan's gentle watery eyes, I was a little embarrassed, as if I was too out of shape just now, maybe I had a head injury, and I would hallucinate! But Shanshan's appearance just now was too real, and I always felt like I had seen it somewhere. However, the feeling of panic was only for a moment, and then the two of them held hands together and walked towards the depths of the hospital.

This is a lake, obviously a pond, but the garden design is really good, winding stone paths along the water surface zigzags, everywhere fresh and tender green plants spread around, flowers of different colors compete everywhere, there are many claustrophobic places, too suitable for couples to date.

"You're talking about the most beautiful lake in the world, and that's an exaggeration," I said as I walked.

"You don't know", Yan'er said mysteriously: "It is said that this place will shine at night, it is like a fairyland, that is, it is very strictly controlled here, and it is not allowed to come at night, and whoever stays here at night will have a big incident."

I walked along the lake as I listened to Shanshan's mysterious narration, and the more I walked, the more cold I felt, and the surface of the lake was so clear that something was wrong, and I stared at the lake for too long, as if I could be drawn into it.

"Ruolan, what are you looking at", was pulled back to reality by the wild goose, it turned out that I had been standing in place, staring at the lake for a long time......

"You ...... Did you hear anything? "I looked around and there was no one but the three of us, but the road here was winding and the vision was limited, but at least it was empty as far as the eye could see.

"What did you hear?" Shanshan stared at the innocent big eyes and ducked behind Yan'er.

"yes, what did you hear?" Yan'er also looked at me suspiciously.

"I ...... I...... Hearing ...... "Looking at their puzzled expressions, I suddenly lost confidence in my heart, could it be that I am hallucinating?" But there was a sound in their ears clearly, why couldn't they hear it at all?

"Ruolan, what did you hear? Don't scare me......" Shanshan ducked behind Yan'er again, and looked around, except for the voice, the surroundings were quiet. (To be continued.) )