Liu Tianrui looked at Xu Ying, her mother's face was stunned, she didn't expect that she would say this.

"You said you loved me, but when I was young, my grandmother and grandmother were in charge of us, and you didn't care about us at all, and you threw us to your grandmother and grandmother for a few months."

Liu Tianrui finally said what was in his heart. Other people's mothers spoil their children, but his mother doesn't care about him. So since he was a child, since he was sensible, he was not close to Xu Ying, watching his sister and mother close to coquettishness, he was also envious, he longed for maternal love in his heart, and rejected it, so that as he got older, the more depressed and uncomfortable he became, his mother had always not loved himself at all, and his mind was either on his father, or he was busy making money, or he gave it to his sister, anyway, he didn't have himself.

After the death of his grandmother, he was even less close to Xu Ying, he felt that it was completely unnecessary for his mother to talk to him, he didn't care about him when he was young, and threw him to his grandmother, when he was older, he didn't have to worry about his mother. So he refused to communicate with Xu Ying, but in his heart he actually longed for maternal love very much.

Xu Ying took them up the mountain, during that time his mood was complicated, he softened a little, he felt that his mother actually cared about them, but later Zheng Xiaofei's appearance on the Internet made him shake, Zheng Xiaofei was gentle and lovely, which just gave him the feeling he had been longing for since he was a child, he felt that the person on the other end of the Internet was more like his mother, caring about him, loving him, and treating him as the most important thing in life. That's why he is dependent, he treats the other party as an imaginary mother.

On the way back, Dad talked with him for an hour. He was a little loose, but he wanted to hear his mother in person. In the final analysis, he is a poor child who longs for maternal love, but does not believe in it and rejects it.

"When you were young, you left you to your grandmother and grandmother, because your father fell from the stairs and lay on the bed and couldn't move, do you know how badly your father was injured? At that time, the doctor said that he might be paralyzed, and I had to take care of him, and I was scared to death, and I still had to hang on to you two little ones. You were born by your mother's hard work in October. Mom wants to cuddle you every night, too. Growing up with you, but like your father, plus the two of you, even if I can't sleep. I can't take care of it either. I choose to take care of your father. It's not that in my mother's heart, your father is the most important, but at that time, my father can only be taken care of by me, and you can follow anyone. Besides, don't I feed you every night? As soon as your father went to sleep, I hurried over to hug you and accompany you, how can you say that your mother doesn't want you? ”

Xu Ying didn't expect his son's heart to be here, and he kept blaming himself for not taking care of him when he was young. At that time, she took care of Liu Mingda by herself, and she really didn't take care of them wholeheartedly, but how could she be willing. That's no way to do that.

Liu Tianrui was a little silent after listening to his mother's words.

He had heard about his father's injury, but since he could remember, he hadn't seen his father look particularly serious, and it was similar to a normal person, he really didn't know that his father was so seriously injured at that time.

Mom said that Dad might be paralyzed at that time, yes, he remembered hearing that Dad fell from the third floor, thinking that it should be really serious, so he blamed Mom for it?

But......

"But then my mother hugged my sister and didn't hug me."

Liu Tianrui still has resentment in her heart, they are all mother's children, why is her mother so attentive to her sister, she still favors her sister in her heart, she wants her sister, not herself.

"Rarity, you're a boy."

Xu Yinggang was interrupted by Liu Tianrui as soon as he said this: "Just because I am a boy, my mother thinks that I don't need your care and love?" Mom, do you know that I used to be in my grandmother's arms, watching you hug my sister, watching you two so close, what did I feel like in my heart? I want you to come and hug me, and I want you to love me like my sister, but no, you never look at me, as if I was superfluous, Mom, just because I'm a boy, I have to be disgusted by you. ”

Liu Tianrui asked, this is his resentment since he was a child, he remembered that he was so eager for his mother to treat him like a sister when he was a child, but his mother didn't, slowly he was disappointed, he didn't get close to his mother, since you don't love me, then why should I kiss you.

Xu Ying never knew that her son had such thoughts, her son never took the initiative to stick to her, she used to pounce on her as soon as she came back, but her son always looked at her from a distance, she thought that her son was disdainful of Jiaojiao's behavior, plus it was generally daughters who would be coquettish, and boys were not rare, she also felt that her son was not intimate with her, she never thought that her son wanted her to take the initiative to hug him, and she really ignored it.

"Rarity, you're a boy, your grandma and your grandfather both value you more in their hearts, and when your dad gets better, I really want to bring you both over, but it's not easy to raise a child, you're sick and in pain, and I really can't take care of you alone, plus you were physically better than your sister when you were a child, and you're more obedient, so I took your sister to my house, and you still slept with your grandma and your grandmother."

Xu Ying explains that she didn't tell Liu Tianrui that she wanted to hug both, but Chen Da Niu felt that she couldn't take care of her, so she left Rarity behind, and in Chen Da Niu's heart, Rarity is a boy, and she values it more, so she takes care of Rarity and takes care of Jiaojiao herself, which she can't tell Rarity, because Rarity has a deep affection for Chen Da Niu.

Liu Tianrui's mouth pursed, his mother was telling the truth, he knew, but he was the one who was abandoned by his mother, and he felt uncomfortable.

"Rarity, Mom admits that since I was a kid I doted on your sister a little bit more and took more care of her, I rarely hugged you when you were younger, and your sister was tired of spending time in my arms, I never thought you'd need me to do this to you, I always thought you didn't."

Xu Ying admits his mistake.

"Don't need it? I'm your son, why don't I need my sister if I want it? ”

Liu Tianrui's eyes were a little red, he really wanted it before.

Xu Ying understands now, it's not that her son doesn't kiss her, it's not that he doesn't need her, it's just that his son has been longing in his heart, but he never said or expressed it, he thought he didn't need it, I really didn't expect him to be so longing, so after a few years, he really broke his son's heart and made him very disappointed.

Xu Ying's eyes flashed with guilt.

"Mom, in fact, I and Teacher Zheng talk about everything on the Internet, I just think of her as an imaginary mother, and I always think in my heart, how good it would be if this was my mother, she loves me wholeheartedly, and she only has me in her heart. How nice. ”

Liu Tianrui's words made Xu Ying's heart hurt so much, she really ignored her son too ruthlessly. (To be continued.) )