Liu Tianrui looked at Xu Ying's eyes, there was distress, guilt, and a strong love that could not be dissolved.

I was blinded by something before. Why do you think that your mother doesn't love him?

If he is always clinging to his mother like his sister, his mother will be very happy to hug him and kiss him, right?

It's because I don't want to kiss my mother, and my mother doesn't know her own thoughts, so the estrangement between the two people is getting deeper and deeper.

"Mom, in fact, I ran out, one is to meet the person I am chatting with, to see if she is like the mother I thought in my heart, and I want to know if I am gone, will you be anxious, will you be sad, will you be very nervous about me. It's not like I, I'm not really at home anymore. ”

Liu Tianrui spoke in a very low voice, he admitted that the method he used was quite stupid, but as his study pressure increased in the third year of junior high school, as the influence of the moth fire on him deepened, he became more and more confused, on the one hand, he was a little strange for his mother, hated his mother, and on the other hand, he was extremely eager for his mother to love him. Such complicated feelings pressed him day by day, he really couldn't stand it, he wanted to release it, he wanted to know if he had a place in his mother's heart.

"I was shocked when I saw Teacher Zheng, I really didn't know that the sister who had been chatting with me on the Internet was Teacher Zheng, Mom, to tell the truth, although I had a good impression of Teacher Zheng, I was very disappointed at the moment I saw her, in my heart, the person I chatted with me should be similar to you, not like Teacher Zheng, but Teacher Zheng is very good to me, she is also very gentle, but that is not the mother I want. I only knew at that time, it turned out that the Internet is all fantasy, in my heart, only you are my mother, I just want to get your love, Teacher Zheng said that you are not good, said that you forced her, although I have some sympathy in my heart, but more upset, I don't believe you are as she said. But I don't know how to refute it. That's why I went to the Internet café. ”

Liu Tianrui said all the words in his heart, since he said it, then make it clear, he is not afraid that his mother will laugh at him. I'm not afraid of my mother getting angry. Even if his mother thinks he's bad. I really don't pay much attention to him in the future, and he's just the same as before.

But he could feel mom and him, just like dad told him. It's because he really thinks badly, he shouldn't say nothing, he should say everything in his heart, because everyone is a roundworm in your heart, I don't know what you're thinking, and if you don't communicate for a long time, you can only let each other misunderstand, and this kind of misunderstanding is the most important.

Xu Ying's tears fell when she heard this, this son, she really didn't know him well. He is really bitter in his heart, for so many years, he longs for his mother's love, but he refuses to communicate with himself, and always faces himself silently, making himself mistakenly think that this child does not kiss him. There is something wrong with her son, but in this regard, she is also a failure.

"Silly boy, why don't you tell your mother, you don't say anything, your mother always thinks that you hate your mother and doesn't want me to be your mother, many times your mother also wants to hug you and kiss you, but seeing that you always don't look for your mother, I thought, I thought you didn't like me to be close to you. I've told your dad many times that I don't know how to get you close to me, I really don't know, I really don't know...... Rarity, Mommy is wrong. It's mom who is wrong. ”

Xu Ying stood up and hugged her son who was standing in front of her, who was so much taller than her, and she didn't know until today how much her son longed for her in his heart. She regretted it so much, if she could turn back time, she would definitely give her son enough love.

"Mom, in fact, you have led me and my sister up the mountain every week for more than a year, although I am very tired, but I am very happy in my heart, but I didn't say it."

Liu Tianrui looked at his mother who was crying while hugging him, he said softly, at this moment he believed what his father said, his mother really loved him, his mother was such a strong person, but she hugged herself and cried like this, just like her mother was worried about her sister last time, she was also worried about herself.

Liu Tianrui hugged his mother with his backhand, this is the first time he has hugged his mother like this, no wonder my sister is still tired of her mother, she likes to hug her mother's arm, she likes to hug her mother, it turns out that her mother's arms are really so warm. He relaxed his body, without the stiffness when he just hugged his mother, such an intimate way, once he got used to it.

Xu Ying cried for a while before holding back her tears.

Looking at the son in front of her who was also red, she gently patted Liu Tianrui's shoulder and said, "You stinky boy, don't do anything that worries me and is scared in the future, if you don't obey again, see if I don't beat you." ”

After speaking, Xu Ying burst into tears and laughed. In the past, she didn't dare to talk to her son like this, for fear that his son would think too much, and she was always cautious, but in fact, now this is a normal mother and son.

"Well, if I do something wrong in the future, mom, you'll beat me."

Liu Tianrui sniffled and said seriously.

"You just don't pay for it, really, other people's children are afraid of being beaten and scolded by their parents, but you beg to be beaten."

After Xu Ying finished speaking, she glanced at her son, but Liu Tianrui pulled her mother's arm, no wonder her sister always likes to hold her like this, it turns out to be really comfortable.

Xu Ying looked at her son who was holding her arm and sitting on the bed with her, and she gently touched Liu Tianrui's hair.

"Son, I must tell my mother if there is anything in the future."

It is the first time that Xu Ying and her son have been so close, and this feeling is also unfamiliar to her, but she likes this feeling very much.

"Hmm."

Liu Tianrui nodded, and at this moment there is really no barrier between mother and son.

"Do you want to sleep? Didn't you sleep all night last night? ”

Xu Ying was afraid that her son would be sleepy.

"No, Mom, stay with me for a while."

Liu Tianrui didn't want to sleep, he wanted Xu Ying to accompany him.

When Liu Tianjiao came back from school and saw that her younger brother was at home, she was very happy, she said Liu Tianrui fiercely, Liu Tianrui was smiling and didn't reply.

At the dinner table, Liu Tianrui once again admitted his mistake to everyone and promised that he would never do it again, and everyone really settled down, because they all saw that Liu Tianrui really knew that he was wrong, and he also saw that Liu Tianrui and Xu Ying got along differently, the mother and son came out of the room with their arms in hand, although their eyes were red, and they looked like they had cried, but they could feel that they were very close.

"You have to remember what you said, and then do what worries grandma and parents in the future, see how I clean you up, and besides, you are not allowed to rob our mother with me."

On the sofa, Liu Tianjiao hugged Xu Ying's right arm and glared at Liu Tianrui.

"That's my mom too."

Liu Tianrui didn't care about his sister glaring at him, he grabbed Xu Ying's other arm and declared his rights.

"There's no place for me anymore."

Liu Mingda looked at the intimate mother and son, and smiled, although there was nothing around Xu Ying, he was very comforted.

"Hehe, how old are the children, and they still look like a child fighting for their mother."

Sun Yue said with a smile, and for a while, there was laughter and laughter in the room. (To be continued.) )