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Shanshan chatted with me for a while, then went back, and suddenly felt loneliness coming from all directions, thinking that this was a psychiatric hospital, inexplicable fear began to invade every hair of my hair, the sky outside the window began to darken, and a long night will begin, will there be any hallucinations tonight? Oh, my God! Let me get better! Get out of here!

"Knock knock", Shanshan, this Ma Daha, must have forgotten to take something, and not long after leaving, he came to knock on the door again.

"What? Want to treat me to dinner? "As soon as I opened the door, before I finished speaking, I was stunned, and it was not Shanshan at the door, but the trainee nurse, she stood at the door with an elongated face, and for a moment, I was thinking...... Am I hallucinating again at this moment......

"Eat? What to eat! Medicine! She pushed me down the shoulder, walked over to the table, poured out the medicine, poured me a glass of water, and then stood there and said to me, who was still stunned at the door, "Come here, take the medicine!" ”

I walked over sluggishly, looked at the colorful pills on the table, and suddenly resisted, is that an antipsychotic? Or...... Could my hallucinations be a side effect of these medications?

"Why don't you eat it? Do you need me to feed it? The trainee nurse said coldly.

"Good...... Okay......" But while I agreed, I didn't take it for a long time, looking at the colorful medicine, I always felt that the things that were bright and beautiful on the outside were actually more toxic......

"I'll feed you", she walked up to me quickly, and before I could react, she snatched the pill from my hand, and then grabbed my hair with the other hand, my head was grabbed and thrown back, and as soon as I let out an "ah" scream, she shoved the medicine into my mouth, and I began to cough violently. But the hand on the back of the head grabbed me by the hair, and I couldn't help but open my mouth to breathe, when she picked up the cup on the table and poured water into my mouth.

It's piping hot!

The water she poured was piping hot! And it went straight down my throat.

I fell to the ground in agony. Watching her walk out of my room as if nothing had happened.

Call Dr. Ma!

Grabbing my throat with one hand, I crawled to the edge of the table and trembled as I dialed the numbers I had memorized......

I lay on the bed for a long time, waiting for Dr. Ma, and he said that he would arrive soon. Although there was a violent burning sensation in the esophagus, the thought that Dr. Ma would arrive later, my heart suddenly calmed down, and I lay quietly on the bed, not daring to go outside the house to ask for help, I just waited for my Dr. Ma......

"Knock knock!"

It must be Dr. Ma! I never thought the knock was so nice.

I wanted to say, "Please come in," but I couldn't make a sound in my throat at all, and I wanted to get out of bed and open the door, but I found out. Weakness all over the body! It's dark.

As I struggled to open the door, I heard the sound of the door being unlocked, and then the door was pushed open.

Is it a trainee nurse?

How is she?

I couldn't see who was following her, but she hurried over to me with a seeming smile on her face.

She walked up to me and grabbed my hand, and I was struggling, I didn't know what she was going to do. Isn't it enough to hurt me here? Do you want my life? Or...... Everything is my hallucination at the moment? I'd rather be hallucinating...... But...... How can the pain be so real......

I writhed with all my strength, and she held my hand down like a demon, while some people stood behind me and watched coldly.

"Quick. Sedative! She shouted behind her.

Then another doctor walked behind her, holding up the needle that had been pointed......

It was at this time that I saw Dr. Ma! He was right behind the trainee nurse, in a lab coat. Always looking at me with concern.

"Doctor Ma, help! It's her! It was the trainee nurse who hurt me, save me! But these words only shouted in my heart, and in fact they were only hoarse screams, and every time I made a sound, my throat would be torn apart and my heart would be torn apart. I was not afraid of pain, I wanted to ask Dr. Ma for help, but I couldn't speak, I couldn't even say a complete word, I could only make strange noises like crazy......

Dr. Ma had no idea what I was doing, and in his uneasy eyes, the tip of the needle had pierced into my body......

……

When I opened my eyes again, I was lying in bed, it was already dark and dark, and there was a white thing outside the balcony again, and it was foggy every night.

I tried to swallow my saliva, ah...... It hurts...... My throat hurts......

Dr. Ma?

How does he sit on the couch?

Just about to shout, his throat hurt a heart, he seemed to be sitting on the sofa and fell asleep, I wanted to get up and walk to him, but found that my body seemed to be weaker than before, and I was still trying a little bit, I want to tell Dr. Ma, everything that is happening here! This time I don't believe in any hellish hallucinations anymore!

And my efforts, in the end, only moved myself who was originally sleeping in the middle of the bed to the side of the bed, and suddenly "plopped" and fell to the ground.

"Ruolan, are you awake?" Dr. Ma finally heard the movement and immediately ran to help me up.

I endured the severe pain, made a "squeak" sound, and couldn't wait to tell him......

"Shh Dr. Ma gently put his index finger on my lips, looked at me silently, and said gently, "You need to rest now, don't speak." Rest assured, after taking the medicine, your throat will soon be fine."

Suddenly there was another knock at the door, but very softly and gently, and then the door was opened.

How is it a trainee nurse again?

But she held a bottle of potion with a smile on her face and looked at me with great concern: "Ruolan, are you better?" It's time to take your medicine."

Instinctively, I desperately ducked behind Dr. Ma, looking at the nurse in horror, not knowing what kind of medicine she was selling in her gourd.

"Ruolan, don't be afraid, this medicine is not bitter, and it will be very comfortable in the throat after drinking it", Dr. Ma moved back, and the intern sat next to me, unscrewing the lid and pouring the black liquid into the spoon, while whispering softly to me.

I was lying on the bed, she and Dr. Ma were sitting on the edge of the bed, Dr. Ma was sitting behind her, she took a spoonful of potion, trembled and stretched it to my mouth, rubbed it softly and said, "Well, open your mouth, you have to drink it slowly little by little, it's used to moisten your throat."

I wanted to go to Dr. Ma, but if I wanted to climb over, I had to pass by the nurse, who was holding the spoon and was smiling at me all the time, and I really didn't want to go near her......

Dr. Ma is right behind her, or I should take the medicine first, and in front of Dr. Ma, she won't be fine, right? Let alone...... After taking the medicine, she should be gone!

I looked at the medicine in her hand, and then looked at Dr. Ma behind her, but unfortunately, Dr. Ma was blocked by her and couldn't see his expression. Never mind! Encourage yourself to be brave! Take a deep breath and slowly approach the potion in her hand......

Suddenly, Yu Guang saw her smiling......

The corners of her mouth are crooked to the side, and the kind of villainous smile suddenly reminds me of the scene when she poured boiling water on me, and she laughs like this!

"Ahh I let out a strange scream and pushed hard, and I knocked the potion to the ground.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" The trainee nurse said to Dr. Ma while crouching down to pick up the fragments of the spoon, "I...... I'm sorry how I did it......"

"It's okay, I'll come", Dr. Ma said, picking up the potion on the bedside table, unscrewing the lid, and saying to me like a child, "We don't have a spoon anymore, so let's drink it like this, take a small sip, okay?" ”

I smiled hard and nodded.

And watching the trainee nurse walk out of the room after cleaning up the mess on the ground, the hanging heart finally let go......

"Hey, it seems that I will always be with you in the future, why will you get sick as soon as I am not there", and when I finished taking the medicine, Dr. Ma said with a wry smile while wiping my mouth for me.

Always with me? I nodded vigorously after he finished speaking, but he said that I was sick? I shook my head again.

Dr. Ma held me my phone: "I know you can't speak, this is for you, just type if you have anything."

I immediately snatched it up and wrote: "If you don't leave tonight, stay with me." The trainee nurse's sentence "You can't survive and you can't die" is still deeply reflected in my brain, and as soon as Dr. Ma leaves, then this is my hell!

"Haha, aren't you afraid I'm a pervert?" He even tapped my nose.

I quickly typed a line of words on my phone again: "Please, don't go, someone wants to harm me!" ”

"Ruolan, you are different from them, I will not introduce his own condition to my other patients, but you can do it, do you know that there is a mental illness called 'delusion of victimization'?" Dr. Ma didn't react after reading my writing, he didn't ask me who wanted to harm me, and he didn't ask me what made my throat like this, but instead told me what kind of victim paranoia I had?

I shook my head desperately, tears welled up in my eyes, and I immediately picked up my phone again and was about to write everything that happened, but because I was so excited, my hands kept shaking, and I didn't hold it steady for a while, and the phone fell on the bed......

"It's okay, it's okay", before I could pick up my phone, Dr. Ma pulled me tightly into his chest, "Can you get a good night's sleep?" Don't think about anything, I'm not going anywhere tonight, I'm here with you, okay? ”

Listening to the heartbeat in his chest, I gradually calmed down, and that's fine! It's good if he doesn't leave! Then go to bed first, now I am anxious to prove something, I will only be treated by him as a psychopath, wait a while I will secretly edit a text to record everything that happened today, I am sure, Dr. Ma will definitely protect me!

I lay down slowly, but the phone kept secretly in my hand.

"Come, give me the phone", Dr. Ma knew that I was holding the phone in my hand, and lifted my quilt, but he confiscated it! He looked at me with a stunned face and said: "The mobile phone has radiation, which is not good for your brain, especially at the critical moment, I will help you turn off the phone, put it away, remember oh, you can't sleep near the phone!" (My novel "Soul Changer" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued.) )