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Is this my hallucination again? Why did it go back to last night? Or is this the real thing? What the hell is going on? I'm going to call Dr. Ma! Right! Give him a call!

By the way, he said there was surgery in the afternoon and I couldn't disturb him.

But what do I do...... What's wrong with my world......

I held my head and crouched down in pain.

"What's wrong with you", a strange voice, like a child who has just learned to speak, but it sounds like an adult is listening, and I feel like someone is touching my back.

I didn't stand up, but cautiously looked up to see who it was, my heart was very hairy, because I knew that the people here all had brain problems, and they were not easy to mess with, and these people were my "neighbors", and just listening to the voice just now, I knew that the person touching my back at this moment must be a severely mentally retarded person, if it is only mentally retarded, then it is fine, I am afraid of those who have low intelligence and violent tendencies!

When I looked up and saw his face, I gasped and sat down on the ground.

How is it that he is like an animal, with almost no neck, and his head is a whole circle smaller than the others, and the most terrifying thing is that his eyes have grown to the sides of his face, and he is staring at me, to be exact, he is trying to meet my eyes, because the pupils of his two eyes can turn to different places, lizards? Right! Lizard! Like a lizard, and he's trying to adjust his eyes to me at the same time......

I didn't dare to stand up, he was bending over and looking at me, and he was so short that it felt like he was about to touch the top of my head if he bent down a little further! And I couldn't stand up at all, my legs were already weak, and my hands were on the ground, moving back little by little......

"You, how. Crying? "He still asked me in an inaccurate pronunciation, did he care about me? But I don't need his care! God knows how terrifying he is!

In the panic, I was already crawling on the ground! I didn't care about the image of a lady at all, and kept crawling forward, hating how my legs were weak at a critical time. I couldn't get up anyway, and with the occasional person passing by in the hallway, and no one to help me, I just wanted to climb to my room quickly and slam the door shut!

"Don't run away...... My sister ......, "Oh my God. He's been chasing me so closely that I can't breathe! What the hell is he trying to do!

"Don't run, now, I'm not afraid of you...... Blood! Your face is clean! He said something strange to me on and off.

What is not afraid of me anymore! It's me who I'm afraid you're good! I was screaming in my heart, but I couldn't make a sound in my throat, and I didn't dare to yell at him, if I was provoked, then I didn't know if I was so dead!

Wait a minute! What did he just say? Blood? Got a clean face? He's not afraid of me anymore? What he meant...... There was no blood on my face. So he's not afraid of me anymore?

I remember...... As soon as I left the door of the hospital room that ...... that day, everyone who saw me turned around and ran away, including the lizard-looking boy. Later, I found out that I had accidentally gotten the blood on the railing on my face, which is why people were afraid. But...... All this ...... Didn't I fantasize about it? How......

Thinking of this, I ran into the room, and almost a little later, he followed, but fortunately he had short limbs, and his knees were excessively bent, and he walked in a strange manner. And it's slow. I slammed the door into the house, and the whole world was only the sound of my own breathing, and I finally got rid of it! Never stay in the corridor again!

Finally caught his breath and slowly stood up. It feels like the whole body is heavy, like going through a long century.

"Knock knock!"

I was jumping, he came knocking on the door? I desperately restrain my beating heart and stay calm! Pretend you don't know! Pretend it's nobody! Pretend you didn't hear!

"Knock knock!"

The knock on the door persisted, one more intense, and I hid in a corner of the room. Don't dare to go anywhere......

"Ruolan! Didn't they say you're in the room, not there? ”

Is it Shanshan's voice?

I immediately ran to the door, pulled the door suddenly, and sure enough, Shanshan stood at the door with a surprised face, I hugged her and hugged her tightly, it was a relief in the snow, fortunately, it was Shanshan!

"What's wrong with you?" Shanshan stood straight and stiff in place, letting me clench excitedly.

"I ...... I just ...... realize that when I wanted to speak, I didn't know how to explain what had just happened, how to express the fear and anxiety in my heart.

"It's hard to put into words, is it? I really want to go back to school, right? Shanshan said as she walked into the house with me.

"Hmm", I nodded desperately.

"Actually...... I'm a little scared...... "Shanshan suddenly fell apart."

"What are you afraid of?" I looked at her suspiciously, not understanding what she had to fear, living in this psychiatric hospital was a terrible thing.

"I'm afraid you'll go to school......" Shanshan lowered her head and whispered.

"Don't worry, I promised Dr. Ma that I would go when the illness was completely cured, and Dr. Ma also said that I would be able to fully recover in half a month at most", but I comforted Shanshan.

"No......" Shanshan's voice became quieter, she glanced at me, and immediately avoided my gaze: "I'm afraid that when you get to school, you will ...... Would love ...... On ......"

Hearing this, my face turned red to the base of my neck, and I gently pushed her and said, "What are you talking about!" I didn't like Dr. Ma yet! I...... I didn't know he was single from time to time...... In case of...... What if he even has a baby......"

Shanshan blinked her eyes, looked at me blankly, and suddenly laughed out loud: "What are you talking about, how can I say Doctor Ma?" Do you like Dr. Ma? ”

"Huh? You ...... "I can't wait to find a crack in the ground to get into!"

"Okay, I won't make fun of you, it's just that your memory is gone, I'm really a little scared when I go back to school in this situation......" Shanshan suddenly became serious, lowered her head when she said it, bit her lip tightly, and shed tears.

"What's wrong? Although I forgot, you can tell me", seeing her like this, I got anxious and hurriedly comforted: "Don't cry first, come, what's the matter, talk slowly".

We walked to the balcony and snuggled up to the railing, the sun shining on our backs warm, so comfortable.

"Actually...... Actually, I ...... The opportunity to be a mother has long been lost...... Still...... I can also say that I am only half a woman now......" Shanshan stalked, as if she was showing me her scars in front of me, and I couldn't believe my ears, I could still understand after losing the opportunity to be a mother, but, what does it mean to be just half a woman? What does this mean?

Shanshan seemed to see the doubts in my heart, she wiped her eyes, and continued: "I had a heavy bleeding during an abortion and lost one of the most important organs of a woman......

I didn't continue to let her speak, but hugged her tightly in my arms, Shanshan had already cried into tears, but I didn't understand how a girl with such a weak and quiet and beautiful appearance could have encountered such a thing.

"You listen to me", Shanshan took a deep breath, looked at it with complicated eyes, and said: "My boyfriend, who is the father of the child, later ...... Afterward...... He...... He's in love with you......"

"What?" I exclaimed, "Then I'm not with him, am I?" I wouldn't be like that, would I? Don't you tell me I snatched your boyfriend? ”

"No, it's not", Shanshan shook her head desperately with tears in her eyes.

I finally put my mind at ease, it's not like that!

"It's because you know about this relationship, so you've been rejecting him, but...... But he is our teacher, and you are only hinting at him, and ...... Only you, me, and Yan'er know about my affairs, and no one else knows about it."

"Shanshan, don't worry, I will never say it, I will keep it a secret for the rest of my life!" I raised my hand and began to swear.

"I believe in you", Shanshan put my hand down and said, "Even my boyfriend doesn't know about my pregnancy and abortion...... You...... ...... later"

"Well, I see", and after a while, I suddenly asked again, "By the way, who is that person?" What lessons do you teach us? I'll be mentally prepared when I go back later."

"Actually...... I know...... Actually, you like him too...... It's just because of me, that you've never been with him...... If you really love each other......" Before Shanshan could speak, I immediately said angrily: "What! How can it be! How could I like such a scumbag! He hurts you like this, how can I like such a man! Do you like him yourself, so you decide that girls all over the world like him? Hey, hey".

"He, like Mr. Ma, teaches psychology, and this elective course is sometimes taught by Mr. Ma and sometimes by Mr. Wan."

"Teacher Wan? There are not many people with the surname Wan, and as long as I see a man surnamed Wan in the future, I will stay away! Shanshan, don't worry, let's stay away from such scum together, and you don't have psychological pressure, even if you don't have children in the future, but you still have me and Yan'er, I will let my children recognize you as a godmother in the future......"

Before I finished my words, I was held tightly in my arms......

"Thank you, Ruolan, don't say anything, I know that whether it is you in the past or you who have lost your memory now, you are so kind, we are all best friends, forever!"

"Well, so, your worries are unnecessary, are you afraid that I won't get along with Teacher Wan when I go back to school?" I said with a smile.

The atmosphere was immediately relieved, but I didn't expect Shanshan to start making fun of me: "Teacher Ma is single, and the relationship between Teacher Wan and Teacher Ma has not been very good, do you know why?" Shanshan smiled evilly: "Rival in love, how can the relationship be good, I guess what method did Doctor Ma use to hide the news that you are here this time, otherwise Teacher Wan would have come early."

"Cut, if Teacher Wan really came to see me, then you would still be smiling, hahaha", I was talking nonsense with Shanshan, and I was secretly happy in my heart, Dr. Ma is single? That's great! (My novel "Soul Changer" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued.) )