"Xiang Chen, didn't I tell you not to waste your time on me?"

"Why don't you even think about liking me?"

"You're a good boy, but you don't belong to me! I'm sure you'll meet a girl you really like! ”

"Hehe, if you really insist on leaving, this is really the last time I will tell you that I love you!"

"Well, thank you, goodbye then!"

"Go ...... well"

It was the love that Xiang Chen fell out of love when he was twenty years old.

Xiang Chen and Hu Jing are also childhood sweethearts, often going to school together and leaving school together.

When Xiang Chen was six years old, because his father's career was not on the right track, their life was also hard for a while.

At that time, Xiang Chen's family lived in a long alley, and the neighbors on the left and right were very close to each other, and even when they slept at night, they could hear the snoring of the contractor next door who had been tired for a day.

And this alley is the best memory for Xiang Chen.

It was a winter, the first meeting between Xiang Chen and Hu Jing.

The morning mist that filled the alley was illuminated by the gradually brightening lights.

In the early morning, some remnants of starlight can still be seen in the cold blue sky.

Temperatures have dropped rapidly in recent days.

Hello into frost.

Freeze three feet.

"Hu Jing brought the milk", just as she was about to open the door, her mother chased her out of the living room, holding a bag of milk that had just been steamed from the rice cooker, steaming,

"Oh, you girls need to drink more milk, especially if you girls go to elementary school, don't drink tall and tall ones." After speaking, he unzipped the schoolbag behind Hu Jing and stuffed it in.

After stuffing the milk, her mother pinched Hu Jing's arm and began to babble again, "Oh, I just wear it a little bit in winter, how can this work, go back to the house and put on the coat that my mother just bought yesterday and go to school." ”

"Okay, okay," Hu Jing replied in a low voice, then opened the door, "Mom, I'm going to be late for class." ”

The door was opened, and a thick mist poured into the room. Overhead, there was a white light drifting in the depths of winter.

It was still early in the morning, and the light did not have time to shine through the entire long alley. The boxes, pots, and garbage cans stacked on both sides of the alley could only emerge in the fog with a light gray outline.

Hu Jing closed the door and locked it inside along with her mother's nagging. I only had time to vaguely hear the phrase "...... early after school", and the winter cold cut everything off.

Hu Jing lifted the strap of her schoolbag, let out a white breath, shrugged her shoulders, and walked towards the mouth of the alley.

Just two steps away, I saw the boy who staggered out of the house and almost hit him.

Hu Jing was a very polite child, and even though the family had only just moved here, a good upbringing prompted her to open her mouth to say hello to the little boy.

But the boy didn't seem to hear it, she stepped forward to say good morning, but ushered in the boy's disgusted eyes, Hu Jing raised her head, just met the boy's eyes, slightly embarrassed.

And the boy's silent face was unrecognizable in the meager light of a winter morning.

In Xiang Chen's memory, this one star-gaze was like a slow motion as long as a whole century, when they were 8 years old.

Later, every morning, Xiang Chen would see the girl who would smile every time he saw him and ask him for the morning, and over time this became a habit, as long as he saw the girl's smiling face every morning, he would be in a particularly good mood all day.

In fact, Xiang Chen couldn't tell when he fell in love with this girl with a bright smile.

All he knew was that his first confession was rejected at the age of 13.

That day was the school sports meeting, Xiang Chen, as the president of the school's student union, read the live games sent by various fronts in the school radio station, and Hu Jing was a young reporter in the game at that time, and he needed to write down the game situation in his notes, and then send it to the radio station, and in that place, Xiang Chen confessed to Hu Jing.

In junior high school, they already have some ignorance of love, Xiang Chen because of his outstanding appearance, often receive some girls' small cards, and even the senior sister of the third year of junior high school will recognize him as a younger brother or something, it can be said that he is very popular, he thinks that everyone likes him, Hu Jing must be the same, when he whispered in Hu Jing's ear "I like you" but was interrupted by Hu Jing without hesitation, she said: "But I don't like you, I only regard you as my friend, don't misunderstand."

Hu Jing thought that he would give up this idea after listening to his words, after all, when he was young, it was normal to see one like the other, but she was wrong, he didn't think that Xiang Xiangchen, a boy with such a good look, would be so single-minded.

Later, in the third year of junior high school, Xiang's father's company was on the right track and became a nouveau riche overnight, so they bought a big house, and it didn't take long for Xiang Chen's family to move away, she thought that everything would be over, but the truth was often beyond her expectations.

Xiang Chen confessed to being rejected in junior high school, he thought he was not good enough, so Hu Jing would reject him if he didn't look down on him, and later in high school, he worked hard to make himself excellent and truly became a shining prince, but Hu Jing still only regarded him as a friend, and never had feelings for him other than friends.

When he was in college, the reason why Xiang Chen suddenly dropped out of Yuda University, the highest university in the city, was also because of Hu Jing.

The day before he dropped out, Hu Jing invited him to a café near Yuda University to get together, where Hu Jing told him that she was going to study in the United States with her boyfriend.

"Tomorrow!"

Xiang Chen took a sip of coffee, raised his head and smiled slightly, but his smile was as bitter as coffee.

"I'm asking you one last time, aren't you really going to think about my love?"

"Xiang Chen......"

"Okay, don't talk about it, this is the last time!" After speaking, he stood up, bent down and left a kiss on Hu Jing's face, "Let's go" were the last two words Xiang Chen said to Hu Jing.

On the day Hu Jing left, Xiang Chen did not choose to send off the plane, but went to the school alone without discussing with anyone at school.

I decided to change my flight to become a pilot in order to say goodbye to my past self, because Hu Jing left the city by plane, so whenever I saw the plane, I would remember my decision.

He has always warned himself that since he has given up, he should not be nostalgic.

But is that really the case?

Maybe he really broke off his past love, maybe he just put that feeling in the deepest part of his heart.

It's just that none of us know.