Whenever I am in front of you, I feel extremely humble

"Good luck today, old lady, please eat chicken, one is not too little, two fat you die!" Li Na was munching on the chicken leg and winking at me.

I desperately played with my phone to ignore the strong protest of my stomach.

"You really don't eat it?" She brought her greasy mouth to me, and I moved it to the side in disgust.

"Don't eat it!" I cried out in grief and indignation.

"Let me tell you, according to the research of British scientists, once a person is hungry, the first thing to lose weight is not the stomach, but the chest! If you're hungry for a few days, you can successfully reduce your A-cup to a non-bra one! There was nothing to expect, wouldn't your male god be even more disappointed now? ”

I looked down at my slightly bulging breasts, "Isn't it......"

"So, come... Accompany my sister to nibble on a chicken leg, and you pay for it anyway, oh...... By the way, let's continue to conquer him with inner beauty! ”

"You mean I don't have external beauty?!" "Of course you have! Who said you didn't have me and who was in a hurry! Come, eat legs eat legs! ”

…… After eating chicken thighs with Li Na, he went straight to today's destination, a shopping mall.

I came out of the fitting room.

"Wow! Good lady, suitable for your little fresh face! ”

"Do men like to be cute?"

"Then try this."

After a while.

"In the summer, I sincerely retract the visual data just now, it turns out that you have a B cup! Nice, nice, medium! ”

"Hahahaha, I'm embarrassed to correct you for this kind of thing......"

With Li Na, the stone will also become slippery. "Well, this dress perfectly interprets what it means to be **urban! I love it! ”

“…… But I think it's better to dress conservatively on a first date......"

……

At the shoe counter.

"This pair, stiletto heels, feminine, long legs, anyway, Xiang Chen is also tall."

Li Na handed over a pair of delicate high heels.

"But this kind of thin heel walking makes your feet hurt......"

"What's in the heel?"

"Uh, but femininity and long legs are all men's favorites......"

……

Five hours later, Li Na's roar in the mall was deafening.

"Summer!! Do you want to be sexy or intellectual, give it a crisp! If you want to live or die, you will win or lose! This afternoon, the old lady's chicken legs have been digested by you!! ”

……

In the end, I finally bought a pair of black leggings, a sweater, a pair of sneakers, and a coat according to my usual dress.

When I swiped the cards together, Li Na collapsed directly at the receipts that totaled more than five digits.

"In the summer, people say that women rely on their appearance to get men for a while, and they rely on their inner appearance to keep men for a lifetime. I see that you have really been reborn in the past few years, both inside and out...... If your male god doesn't want you, you can marry me! Asking for a marriage!! ”

I was sweating.

"May I ask Miss Li Na, when did I conquer your heart?"

"When you swiped the card just now, that calm and domineering ......"

"Oh...... I still saved some money when I was a photographer in the United States. ”

"How much have you saved? If you move, you will die, and if you don't move, you will die......"

"It's not much, probably just the money to open two more flower shops...... Why do you want to die if you don't recruit or die? ”

"Because I, who also work in society, can't help but shed gloomy tears compared to my empty bag...... I'm going to drink to death tonight, don't stop me. ”

"Before you die, accompany me to the barber shop to cut my hair......"

I didn't sleep well that night, I wanted to go to bed early so that I wouldn't have dark circles tomorrow, but the more I wanted to go to bed earlier, the more I couldn't fall asleep in bed.

Li Na really ran out, saying that she was looking for a friend to drink, and only heard the door knock in the middle of the night.

And my head is a mess.

Sometimes I think of what I did on campus at the beginning; Sometimes I think of all kinds of accidents and ups and downs in the United States; More about thinking about tomorrow's first date, does he know it's me? The moment he heard the name, he was thinking about Xia Feng's sister Summer, or the summer who often appeared in front of him in a shameful way? What would I say if he only remembered that I was Xia Feng's sister; If he remembered that I was the summer who wrote the auditorium in high school, what would he remember about me? Hit? Leading the training uniform? …… As I thought about it, my eyelids gradually became astringent and painful, and I became more and more restless.

I stayed up until the second half of the night and finally fell asleep. There is a dream in the night, the wonderful boy in the dream.

……

The music in the western restaurant was soothing, like an elegant and tentative murmur between lovers, Xiang Chen arrived first, and he chose a booth by the window.

Like the one I went to deliver a love letter many years ago, I rehearsed in front of the mirror thousands of times, but when I saw the boy, my mind was still blank.

I received a call from him for the first time in the morning, and his voice on the phone was soft and cold.

"I'm Xiang Chen, send the address and time to your mobile phone, pay attention to checking."

I replied yes.

Obviously with the courage to make a desperate bet, how can you stop here.

The waiter saw me standing still in the middle of the road, walked over and asked softly, I pointed to Xiang Chen, indicating that he had made an appointment, and he just turned his face at this time, and our eyes inadvertently met.

Even though there were a lot of people in my neighborhood, I always felt like he was watching me.

One second.

Two seconds.

Three seconds.

……

He just looked at me like that, without saying a word or saying hello.

Gradually, the way he sat there and waited reminded me of the way I had been when I had sent him a love letter five years earlier.

The waiter's voice urging again finally pulled me back to reality.

I took a few deep breaths, and finally my eyelids drooped and I walked in his direction.

Finally stood in front of him.

"Hello." I plucked up the courage to smile.

"Sit." He stood up gracefully, pointing to the seat across from him, and I saw the corners of his mouth curl slightly, and there was no surprise in those inky eyes like night.

He didn't ask me who I was or if I was the one he was waiting for.

This is the Xiang Chen in my memory, without saying a word, he has already become a bamboo in his chest.

Once again, I suspected that the person I met at the bar that night was not Xiang Chen.

We all sat down.

I lowered my head slightly, thinking about how to speak.

Xiang Chen wore a long black coat today, revealing the white sweater inside, as well as the denim shirt inside, and the black pants on the lower body, the slightly tight design showed that he was more and more handsome, and his legs were slender.

I noticed that during these meetings, he still only wore black, white and gray clothes, but he did not look cold and hard, and only made people feel that this man was exquisite and calm.

I had trouble breathing.

"I don't know what you like, but it's slow to serve food at lunchtime, so I ordered it first." He said very naturally, unhurriedly, and his voice was so close that he seemed to be able to feel his breath.

I've known him for so many years, but it's the first time he's said so much to me.

"Hmm." I nodded stiffly.

"Drink some hot tea first?"

He patiently lifted the glass pot heated by candles on the table, took two small crystal cups, and the golden tea juice gushed out of the spout, and a subtle white heat rose in the air.

He gently placed a cup in front of me.

I stared at his hand, his fingers slender but steady and powerful.

I feel like I've lived in vain for more than 20 years, obviously being generous and decent by this society outside, and even the one who is responsible for enlivening the atmosphere when I get together with friends in the United States, but how to face this person, my tongue is knotted, and I react like an idiot.

In such a feeling of self-blame and shame, I silently picked up the small cup of tea in front of me and drank it

Go.

"Hey!" A hand reached to my lips in time to quickly snatch the cup, but the hot tea on my lips still made me shiver.

I looked up blankly, and saw Xiang Chen's face close at hand.

I forgot the pain at that moment.