For the first time in front of him, crying

"Summer, you look at me!" There was a sense of displeasure in his rare voice, which was unfamiliar to me.

"I don't understand, what am I afraid of, why do you have such a life-and-death expression every time you see me, where are your guts to teach people? Say, how many more deep breaths did you take this time? Although he was displeased, he did not forget to tease.

Then, I really stared at him.

In fact, it was because of the shock that I lost the strength to move.

Does he remember me?

He remembers me! He remembers me!

He remembered which time it was me.

After about ten seconds, he slowly retracted his body and returned to his normal sitting position, his gaze finally leaving my face, and the atmosphere softened instantly as his expression changed.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and just as I felt like I had regained my ability to speak, the waiter had already started to lift the curtain and serve the food.

It's actually sweet and sour pork ribs, sauerkraut fish, carp and radish shredded soup.

I started to think that we should eat steak in a western restaurant.

However, there are actually a few home-cooked dishes that I really like.

"Let's eat first." Xiang Chen regained his composure and picked up the spoon to serve the soup first.

I mechanically picked up the chopsticks, and the questions in my heart came out one after another.

"You...... Remember me? Asked tentatively.

"Hmm." Calm answer.

"And who do you remember about me? …… Sister Xia Feng? Or ......" I really don't know how to ask.

He stopped the spoon and looked at me deeply.

Still a calm voice.

"The school, the Genting Lido, the bars, and the airport...... It just so happens that I have a good memory, and I should remember everything you remember. ”

I was petrified in an instant.

Drink soup with more questions.

Peeking at Xiang Chen, I only feel that the appearance of him eating Chinese food is really elegant, every action seems to be innate, and the aura behind it that I haven't seen for a long time, I seem to see it again in this scene.

Oh, it's Xiang Chen in my memory!

I looked at him greedily and wondered, why is that woman willing to give up such a beautiful man?

Such doubts unconsciously appeared in my head, and I quickly blamed myself and patted my head with my hand, trying to drive it away.

Xiang Chen noticed my small movements and looked at me.

I quickly lowered my head and ate the food.

For the first time, I felt that the fragrant meat was in my mouth, and I didn't feel right no matter how I chewed it.

"The last time you went to my apartment, you took my things, right? Also, the day before yesterday, I touched the things on my desk in my hometown. He said slowly, although it was a question sentence, but he said it was a question sentence like an affirmative sentence.

"Huh?" I was taking a mouthful of meat in my mouth, and in a panic, I swallowed the bones of that piece of meat as well.

Luckily, the bones aren't big, otherwise I'm afraid I'd have choked to death.

In this way, tomorrow's headlines are: The woman was so excited to see the male god that she forgot to spit out her bones after eating meat and choked to death in the restaurant!

"I have a good memory, no one has ever been in my apartment except you, and my parents have never touched my things in my hometown. Ask your parents who has been there, and you'll understand. ”

Again, he emphasized that he had a good memory, but I always thought he did it on purpose.

"That's because...... That letter was mine. "The meat finally fell into my stomach, and my heart was crossed, and I didn't know whether to live or die in a whispered counterattack.

He didn't answer immediately, he lowered his head and grabbed the chopsticks and vegetables, and seemed to smile.

"I'm just wondering how I've been meeting you everywhere lately."

He looked at me deeply, and there was something in his eyes that I couldn't understand.

He said very slowly: "Summer, you let me know, it turns out that time can really make a simple-minded idiot-type girl become so scheming. ”

I looked at him in disbelief, I was an idiot in his eyes, and then over time I became a very deep person.

One second it was heaven, the next second it was hell, and the heart was unspeakably sour.

He was suspicious of me.

He looked down on me.

He felt that every encounter was deliberate on my part.

However, why should I be wronged, if I knew where he would appear, I would definitely take Li Na to squat near him every day and pretend to meet him by chance.

I just became a city, I just was full of scheming, I spent five years trying to become strong, trying to make myself strong, just to have the courage to rush forward against all odds when we meet again one day in the future.

But why do I still feel so wronged?

It turns out that loving someone is extremely fragile, so fragile that he can't stand the slightest question.

It turns out that you fell in love with someone when you were young, no matter how glamorous and beautiful you became later, how powerful you became, but once you faced that person again, you returned to that humble and sensitive and joyful and immature girl's mood.

It's as if time has never passed through your fingertips.

I sat upright, head down, fingers stiffly gripping the cutlery.

The music and vocals are already far away from me, I seem to feel that the cicadas are roaring outside the window, the dark clouds are filling the sky, the same table is turning the pages, and the next second it seems that Chen Ning is quietly poking my waist with the end of the pen.

As long as he is in front of me, I can easily go back five years, or even earlier.

Tears filled his eyes for a while, trying not to let himself flow out, but he was uncontrollable, as if the switch of tears had finally been turned on in this second after being turned off for many years.

I smeared with my hands free, but the more I wiped, the more I wiped, and I despaired of my embarrassment.

I should be a little more generous, I should be a little more elegant, I should show him the best of me, the most gentle me, not the immature little girl who will only bow her head in front of him and only dare to look at him with her spare eyes that he will disdain to look at.

He's going to hate me!

Tears are a thing that is difficult to stop once they come out, and reason makes me stop crying, but I can't do it no matter how hard I try.

I don't know how to end it anymore, and I even think it would be better if I passed out now.

Xiang Chen put down his chopsticks and remained silent after I started crying, during which he handed over a tissue.

I tried desperately to hold back my sadness. I endured a tight pain in my chest.

But after hearing his soft "I'm sorry", the tears broke down again.

I don't know how long he cried, but he suddenly stood up and walked out without saying hello.

I didn't react for a moment, just swollen my eyes and watched him go.

His back reminds me of five years ago.

At that time, I was standing under the big tree, looking at his back stupidly, and then a girl came and walked into the distance holding hands.

I should have cried at that time, no, no, I should have cried when I saw him and Hu Jing talking intimately earlier, when I heard him ask me to apologize to that girl, if I cried at that time, would there not be so many tears now?

It turned out that there were too many tears between us.

Suddenly, the sound of a car horn pulled me back from the disappointment and heartache of the memory, he is gone, is he just gone? No, no, I don't want to let go of his hand again, never, I missed so many times, I don't want to miss it all the time.

My heart was clenched very tightly.

Just like that night at the bar, I hurried after it, and because I was in such a hurry, I hit the corner of the table with my knee for a while, making a loud noise, but I didn't care about the pain.

I know how embarrassed I am at this moment, my eyes are red from crying, and there are still undried tears on my cheeks.