The annual welcome party is about to start again.

Originally, I thought that only freshmen would participate in this party, but I didn't expect so many people in the whole school to participate, saying that the seniors were about to graduate, and if they participated once, they would have less excitement. After the incident at the door of the girls' dormitory last time, I haven't seen Xiang Chen again, and last time really made me very unhappy, so I have been strictly forbidden for the Tranquility duo to mention his name in front of me.

However, after all, it can't withstand the thoughts.

The orientation party was held in the school's auditorium. There are no traditional singing and dancing performances, but a variety of amusement activities are held in the auditorium on a class-by-class basis.

There are free rental costumes to play cos photos, there are traditional guessing rings, there are six or seven dolls jumping around to distribute candy, there are small cakes baked on the spot, and there is a class that I don't know where to carry out a huge astronomical telescope and support it outside the auditorium for everyone to look at the stars. Several different pieces of music buzzed in the same space, strings of colored lights and long banners highlighted the theme of the day, the older homeroom teachers had long since left out of sight, and the younger teachers mingled in the crowd like students, and people in various masks walked around.

But I didn't realize that such a creative and quirky party would be the last party I would attend at this school. It was the shapeless and arrogant happiness of youth, and it was the best memory in my memory.

The program organized by our class is that Hu Jing teaches everyone to dance bar dance, and a corner of the auditorium is circled with hot and popular fashion dance music. Hu Jing knew that I had been depressed recently, and at first she had to drag me around her, but then there were more people, so I found an opportunity to slip out of the circle. After walking a few steps, I came across a doll man who was handing out the last few gifts in his hand. Just answer him a question in English and you will get a little doll. I got a brown gorilla, the kind of gorilla with very rough workmanship, crooked eyes, and an ugly expression, the legendary healing system.

I put it in my hand and squeezed it around in boredom, when suddenly I heard a strange scream that was sharp and twisted.

“Iloveyou！ Iloveyou！ Iloveyou！ Iloveyou！ ……”

I was taken aback.

Only to find out that it turned out to be an additional function of the gorilla, and these magical three-no products are always creative and full of surprises. There was a small commotion not far away, the shy laughter of the girls mixed with the loud noise of the boys.

I slowly rubbed over and actually saw Xiang Chen.

At this moment, he and several other boys were holding a bunch of gifts in their hands. I stood on tiptoe and searched carefully near Xiang Chen, but I didn't find the scheming girl walking beside him.

Also, if the woman was there, would there still be a bold junior girl laughing and stuffing something into Xiang Chen's hand? The gifts in Xiang Chen's hands were piled too high, and if he was not careful, they were scattered all over the ground. Immediately, someone stepped forward to help, and several people helped him pick up the gift boxes with all kinds of beautiful knots, and some prizes that looked like they had just been won at the venue, and the girls jokingly gave them to him as gifts.

Some boys deliberately scrambled, and some shouted in pain: "Poor and pitiful! Divide me into a few! "Deliberately provoked a burst of chases and laughter, causing a little chaos.

My mind moved, but before my mind could figure it out, my steps were already moving.

Making sure that no one noticed me, I quickly pretended to bend over and put the gorilla in my hand into the hands of a girl who was helping Xiang Chen pick up a gift. She said thank you to me without question. It was as if I had done something terrible, and my heart was pounding until I had fled the scene for a long time.

I also imagined that those girls were like them, giving him beautiful gifts with my own hands, accosting him, looking him in the eye and smiling at him.

But I didn't dare.

I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not even brave.

At that time, how humble I was, if I were a flower, I would only hope to be one of the thousands of wild chrysanthemums, and secretly look at it without being discovered by him; If I were a cloud, I would only wish I was the most ordinary white cloud, free to float over his head. I don't dare to be a rose, I have no face to compete for; Don't dare to turn into lightning and split the earth; But I also have a little extravagant hope that I would also exist in his life, even if it was just a small fragment and silly memory that even he didn't know.

The early autumn, which has been raining continuously, finally ushered in a starry sky at 8 o'clock in the evening, as if it had restrained a tyrannical body, revealing a gentle and cheerful appearance.

There were dappled lights on the ground, and I walked with my head down as I did when I was a child, walking carefully with every step, and I don't know when I developed the strange habit of not stepping on the dividing line of the bricks when walking alone.

After the party, Hu Jing and Chen Ning didn't know what kind of wind they were going to participate in with the senior sisters, I had never been interested in this, so I found a hundred excuses that I couldn't participate.

Suddenly the wind picked up, and I subconsciously stopped and raised my head.

Two or three meters in front of me, a man turned at the fork in the road, walking right in front of me. Even if I changed my coat, it was still the back that I would never mistake in my life: a few restless strands of hair standing on the back of my head, a straight posture, a slightly raised head, straight but not pretentious.

I was looking at Xiang Chen's back with a nymphomaniac, and a coquettish female voice pulled back my thoughts: "Xiang Chen, I'm sorry I'm late." "It's the scheming girl.

The time machine pulls back my memories to a few years ago, and it was also a night, and the lingering and ambiguous figure that appeared in front of my eyes in the faint light.

It's just that this time is different from that day, the sky is full of stars, and the boy is still the same boy, but the heroine has become a different one. If that day was a play, this time it is reality.

I saw Xiang Chen stretch out his hand and rub the girl's hair dotingly, looked at him with gentle eyes and said to me softly, "It's okay..."

This scene was really seen by me, their feet walking on the road but seemed to trample on my heart, that kind of heart-wrenching pain how many people will understand? Even so, I will never let myself shed a tear if I am stubborn, and crying means that I have lost.

I've heard that the highest level of crush is fulfillment, but I haven't worked hard yet, so I don't want to miss it.

Although I am not the kind of person who is particularly competitive, but at this moment I decided to pursue it, and I tried my best to fight for it once, I don't want my youth to leave this kind of regret that cannot be made up for in a lifetime.

I don't want to break up Xiang Chen and that woman, I just want Xiang Chen to know my heart, so that I won't regret it.