Su Rui pulled back her thoughts, thinking of her current situation, and roughly went through the experience of this life in her mind, "My father died when I was ten years old, and then I lived with my mother and grandmother, and then my mother remarried, and I was sent to the countryside. ”

Although there are memories remaining, she can't understand the original owner's state of mind at that time, but after thinking about it, it should be as she expected.

Lu Feng said with apology and distress: "I'm sorry. ”

Su Rui knew that he apologized for touching his sad past, and comforted him and comforted himself: "I believe that Dad will take good care of himself in that world." ”

Although it was a few simple words, Lu Feng could understand the hardships of this girl since she was a child, and took her hand and knocked more tightly.

She smiled, "Later, I fell down the mountain and almost died, and the moment I woke up, I told myself that since God gave me a chance to live again, I will live differently in this life." ”

The first thing Lu Feng thought of was her resistance to the Du family and the injustice of life, and she felt sorry for her to have this experience at a young age.

Her smile is still the same, but she remembers the past.

"Actually, I've long been used to being alone, and I often think that it's good to be like this, but when I was facing death, I suddenly realized that there was nothing worth remembering in the whole world, whether it was a person or a thing, it seemed that death would be death, and the feeling of finally ushering in this day."

This feeling overshadowed the fear of death for a moment, how terrible.

In that life, she seemed to be chic and wanton, but she only knew how sad the life she was operating.

Lu Feng frowned, "Don't have such thoughts in the future." ”

Su Rui looked at him with a light smile, "Even if there is no accident, people will always be born, old, sick and die, I want to face the hard-won new life, try to live well, try to leave something for myself, whether it is impulsive, regretful, or unexpectedly happy... There is always something worth savoring, proving that you once existed. ”

So when Lu Feng wanted to get close to her and warm her, whether it was out of confusion about the unknown of this strange world, wanting to find someone to accompany her, or being lonely for a long time and hoping to find a harbor to anchor, she was reluctant to refuse.

Lu Feng was infected by her words, and wanted to tell her that her appearance was his unexpected surprise, and he would definitely give her happiness.

But after all, he is not used to this kind of soft words, and even if he makes a confession, he only musters up the courage to say what he says from the bottom of his heart.

Su Rui smiled and raised her eyes, and Lu Feng took the person into his arms.

"Don't make a fuss, there are people who work at this time." She pushed him in the chest, but he didn't dare to push because of the wound on his shoulder.

Lu Feng stubbornly maintained a hugging posture, Su Rui couldn't resist him, so he could only let him hug him, bury his head in his chest, and listen to his strong heartbeat.

The moment he held the person in his arms, Lu Feng was even more determined in his mind.

Early the next morning, Su Rui and Lu Mu went to the platform to send Lu Feng on the train.

Lu's mother also thought about it, although Su Rui had many shortcomings, but her essence was not bad, there was such a big thing in the garden, she didn't make any noise, and still decided to stay and work, although she knew that most of the reasons were out of gratitude to her son.

But in any case, it is much better than those who quit their jobs as soon as they heard that something had happened to the orchard.

is mainly under her own nose, if the two of them can really succeed, she will not hesitate to teach her to develop in the direction she is satisfied with.

Thinking like this, it became more and more pleasing to the eye when he looked at Su Rui.

Su Rui looked at the bus that was going far away, and she was reluctant to give up.

Unexpectedly, in a short period of time, she actually developed a deep sense of dependence on Lu Feng.

After resting for a few days, Su Rui continued to work after recovering her vitality, although she still had no money on her, but Lu Feng bought her a lot of food before leaving, and she didn't go hungry until she got paid.

And her salary, the first month was only less than ten days, and then she had an accident and a few days off, and Lu's mother still gave her fifteen yuan, which was also clearly the compensation given to her by the orchard.

During this period, the traditional Chinese medicine has not been broken, although the person is not fat, but he is much more energetic than before.

Since the last accident in the orchard, Lin Mei resigned and did not do it, saying that the gangsters were not caught, and they were afraid that they would be affected one day.

In this way, there were only six pickers left, and Pan Qinghong personally took Su Rui and divided them into groups of three to work, and Lu's mother arranged two more honest male workers to patrol at night.

Without Lin Mei's difficulties, her work is naturally much easier.

The days finally returned to their former calm.

A week after Lu Feng left, Su's mother's leave was also squeezed out.

People got out of the car with large bags and small luggage, and saw their daughter from a distance, who had not grown much taller in three years, but she was darker and thinner than before, so she knew that she was not doing well, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

"Mom." Su Rui opened her mouth stiffly and took what was in her hand.

"It's all mom's bad, so you have to suffer here." And this "mom" made Su's mother even more guilty and couldn't raise her head.

"I'm fine now." It was impossible to let her hug Su's mother and cry about her grievances, so Su Rui could only respond lightly.

is used to seeing people's faces all year round, Su's mother feels that her daughter is unfamiliar with her, and she also understands that emotional matters must be warmed up slowly, and she can't be in a hurry.

When I arrived at Su Rui's dormitory, there was an empty room, and there was not even a mattress on the iron bed, so a thin blanket was spread on it, Su Rui's nose was sore, and she turned her head and began to wipe her tears again.

Su Rui sighed and pulled away the other iron bed leaning against the wall, "Sit down." ”

"Xiaorui, these are your favorite dishes." Su Mu took out a handkerchief and wiped her tears, and unwrapped the few small bags she brought, which were full of lunch boxes and stir-fried vegetables that she brought from home.

Su's mother tried her best to put vegetables in her daughter's bowl, but she ate very little.

The table was full of delicious food, but Su Rui didn't know how to eat it.

Su's mother's maternal love is obviously not inferior to any mother in the world, although in the past few years, she has not done well enough, but she has never shirked her responsibility to the original owner, which can't help but remind her of her mother, that beautiful and noble woman.

She remembered the good times she spent abroad as a child; Remembering her careful teachings; Thinking of her endless greetings and gifts every holiday, big and small, remembering that she praised herself as a little princess, eager to give to the world...

And all she saw at that time was her willful self and unrealistic, standing next to another man with a smile on her face.

She sympathized with her father, hurt her with indifference, and used self-righteous words to delay her soft heart over and over again.

After returning to China, because of the long-term separation, she and her taciturn father did not cultivate any feelings, or their father-daughter personality is too similar, her father does not know how to express emotions, and she is even more terrible, because she is cold in her bones.

So that he gradually drifted away from his dearest and beloved parents.

"Mom, you can eat more." Su Rui picked up a piece of meat, and in this life, God gave her a mother, perhaps to tell her how to be a good daughter.

"Huh!" Su's mother replied heavily, took a few big mouthfuls of rice, and ate the dishes that her daughter sandwiched for herself, as if she had eaten the delicacies of the world.

Su's mother only has three days off, although Jianghuai City is not far from Dalin Village, but the buses are fixed, so Su's mother can only stay for one day and two nights, and she has to leave early the day after tomorrow.

And Su Rui signed a contract with the orchard, and it was until October, so she couldn't go with her.

The mother and daughter had a warm dinner, and Su's mother went to visit the orchard owner.

Mother Lu knew that Su Rui's mother was coming today, and she was really surprised to see people.