Chapter 23: Confession
It is recommended to be so little~ kneeling and begging for tickets~~o(×_×)o~~
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"Why are you standing stupidly?" Lu Feng ignored her reaction, took the package with fried shrimp in her hand and handed it to Lu Mu.
"Then I'll go out first." Mother Lu understood and left the place to the two.
She didn't go far, though, just turned around and went next door and gently closed the door.
Su Rui's level-eyed gaze only reached his too square chin, and his mind was complicated at this time, he didn't dare to look up at him, his eyes couldn't help but move downward, and he saw his naturally curved hands, with beautiful and slender fingers, these hands had saved her, hugged her, and held her hands.
I saw that he held his hands slightly, as if he had made up some kind of determination, and had something to say.
"You heard that." He stared at her every expression without squinting, "I'm leaving here tomorrow to go back to the army, so today I want to know what you think." ”
After saying it, whether you are at ease or dead, you will always face up to this feeling, or you will not lose such a person inexplicably.
What does she think?
Faced with her parents' failed marriage, she has long been unwilling to expect that she will have any vigorous love.
So in those years, she has been playing around, diluting the loneliness of life with a busy journey, but after a long time, her mood has settled, and she longs for a stable home more than anyone else.
A place where no matter how far you go, you have to go back, a place that cannot be changed even if it is worn away by time, even if the world changes.
And in this life, in the face of the helplessness and hardships of life, I have experienced life and death, catastrophe... The idea of seeking a stable and a home is even more intense.
Lu Feng rescued her again and again, helped her face the dilemma, solved the difficulties for her, and gave her the sense of security she wanted.
From the first day she came to this era, this man always appeared at the most critical moment, and between them, it was as if some kind of bond had been formed in the dark.
As a soldier, he is honest and kind, and has the control of the state and the organization, if he can give her a home, even if the two of them just respect each other in the future, he will definitely be responsible for himself to the end, and he will be responsible for this marriage to the end, which still makes Su Rui quite excited.
But, but, but...
Su Rui, who has always been resolute, can't make up her mind.
In the face of Su Rui's long silence, that sad and joyless face became extremely lost.
Before, Su Rui asked him why he didn't have a girlfriend?
Lu Feng has not been in contact with many girls, that is, those in the compound, it is undeniable that they are more beautiful and better than Su Rui, but in his eyes, those women are like flowers competing in the greenhouse, and Su Rui is more like wild lilies in the empty valley, unique and quiet, and self-improvement grows.
He is a soldier, he has more time and energy to spend in the army, and he wants a wife who can carry a family, not a doll in the family.
So what really attracts Su Rui to him is her strong and optimistic personality, and her indomitable spirit in the face of difficulties.
But Su Rui is still a little girl after all.
Lu Feng took a deep breath, and it was...
"I'm a soldier, so I'm not destined to take care of my family and be a good husband, I know it's too cruel for you to carry the burden of the whole family at your age, so..."
So Su Rui was unwilling to accept this feeling, and he wouldn't blame her.
Su Rui was entangled for a moment and interrupted him: "I'm not resistant to being a soldier's family, and I have always believed that love must be for the purpose of marriage. ”
In the previous life, under the influence of the family environment, Su Rui has always held this concept of love for the purpose of marriage, but in that era, this kind of overly mature idea was difficult to be accepted by the young people in the new era, and even several good sisters around her laughed at her for being pedantic and conservative.
has just graduated from college, and the conditions are excellent, not taking advantage of her youth to play for a few more years, being tied to being a housewife at home, in the circle she used to be in, is not recognized by most people.
I didn't expect that less than two months after coming here, someone would make a marriage proposal to her.
Su Rui is still a little blindfolded.
"Do you really want to?" Lu Feng excitedly reached out and put his hand on her weak shoulders, forcing her to look up at herself, her originally calm eyes gradually warmed up, and her hopeful gaze shot into her heart.
Su Rui's cheeks were hot from him, "It's just that we've only known each other for a short time, and it's too early to talk about marriage at this time." ”
The two have only known each other for more than a month, and after contact, she does not deny that she has a good impression of Lu Feng, but talking about marriage in this way is too fast.
Let her accept it immediately Lu Feng didn't dare to think about it, but Su Rui did not refuse, and said frankly that she would not reject being a military wife, and would seriously consider this relationship, which already made him very happy in his heart, "Then according to what you said, first... Fall in love first. "Company Commander Lu, who has always been decisive in killing, not only stammered.
Su Rui pretended to be dissatisfied and glanced at him, "How did it become what I said?" ”
This person is really, obviously he chased himself first.
"That's what I said, let's do it." Lu Feng immediately disarmed, with a little doting in his eyes.
The starry night is close to parting, which makes people cherish the short time together.
After establishing a relationship, the two didn't care about holding hands.
Lu Feng's palms were large and thick, I don't know whether he was nervous or excited, his palms were slightly sweaty, but the little hands holding her were not warm.
"The wound on your shoulder is not healed yet, can you go back?" Speaking of this, Su Rui blamed herself a little, if she hadn't saved herself several times, Lu Feng would not have been injured.
Lu Feng didn't care, "This time I have to go to the military academy for half a year to study, so the amount of training will not be too large, and it doesn't matter if I recover to this level, pay attention to some." ”
It is not easy for the organization to arrange a month's leave this time, and if it were not for the fact that he had to participate in further training, ten days of leave would be considered a long time for this injury.
The two walked aimlessly holding hands and enjoying this rare quiet.
After a long time, Lu Feng spoke: "I'm not very good at talking, sometimes, will it make you feel bored?" ”
Although he felt comfortable being with Su Rui, even if he didn't speak, this was his own feeling after all.
"No, it won't." Or perhaps, she only now realized that she also likes this way of getting along, "My dad doesn't like to talk either, I used to think he didn't like me, but then I slowly got in touch with him, in fact, he cares about me very much, but at that time, we have been the most familiar strangers for too many years." ”
If she could have understood earlier that even if people close to each other don't talk together, the relationship would not be weakened, or maybe she could let go of the so-called "self-esteem" and be a caring little padded jacket, and they would not have become so separate.
"Tell me about you." Lu Feng wanted to know her better.