readx; It's not that I don't want to turn into a puddle of rot in the Lechuan River for Wan Boyi, it's just that if I have an afterlife together, I will definitely lose my past memories, and then Wan Boyi will look for me hard in the sea of people again, maybe I can find it, maybe I miss it...... Once missed, fall into a new cycle and wait until the next encounter, maybe the age is still ......

This is destined to fail......

I know that my time is running out, and it is also very strange, as if I have a sense before I die, not because of some aspect of my body, or the professional judgment of the doctor, but because of myself, I will have a feeling that "death" is coming. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I've read in books that someone has done some tidying up, and those who have been in a car accident or died in other accidents will have a strange feeling before they die, and I think it should be just like me at the moment, I can't tell what kind of feeling it is, anyway...... I knew I was dying......

But it's not over yet! I've just come back to know all this! I haven't discussed with Wan Boyi how to do the next step! There's no time left for that! What am I going to do......

I smiled bitterly at Wan Boyi, but said lightly: "You see, I'm so old, and I'm still trapped by love before I die."

"Ruolan", he looked at me affectionately, held my hand tightly, and said, "Will you be over there, waiting for me?" ”

He said it so carefully, for fear that I would refuse or agree, yes, he was not willing to let me agree, he should know what it was like to wait over there......

Suddenly, the words that my mother-in-law used to say with soup on the bridge echoed in my ears: "Drink it!" If you forget, there will be no pain, and all love and hatred will be written off."

After staring at Wan Boyi for a long time, he said faintly: "I will choose to drink that bowl of soup......"

"Why! Ruolan, tell me, why do you give up, do you know how fortunate I am every time I look for you? Do you know how much I endured for our encounter? ”

Wan Boyi was a little hysterical, and I believed what he said. I also know that he has done a lot of incredible things, he can reincarnate with the memories of his previous life, and then look for a "new" me in the sea of people, but things are not that simple! Look at this time. When we met, I was almost gone, and even if I still had a lot of life, then I couldn't be with such a "little fresh meat". The soul is attached to its destiny, and this skin determines that layer of "awkwardness", even if you are together in this life, you can't get back the previous feeling......

Fate can't be forced after all!

"Even if I do, can I still accept it?" When I asked this sentence, my heart was full of sourness, Wan Boyi was just bent on fulfilling his dream, if there was really a miracle, it is estimated that he would be disgusted with an old woman like me in a few months.

"Wan Boyi. Some things are predestined...... "I have tried my best to persuade him to give up at the moment, and I have defined this relationship as "bad fate" in my mind. Yes, what God destined cannot be changed, and the meaning of "man will conquer heaven" is only limited to the scope of "hard work", but no matter how hard you try, it is still the will of God to make people, and it is unreasonable to go against the will of God.

"Yes! Heavenly! It's heavenly! Ruo blue. Don't you know? There is no end to our fate! Why are you born cleanly, but you can get back our memories? ”

I listened silently.

"You thought your birthday wrestling was accidental? That's providence! God made you come here to be hospitalized! Then you lose your soul, your soul is attracted to the lake, and you have a picture of our youth in your mind! You yourself have woven yourself a love that we meet in this life! Do you think this is not providential? ”

Scenes from the "dream" reappeared in my brain. I really hope that this dream will never wake up, as Sissi said, the reality she sees is just a dream, and what is in the dream is the real life.

I vaguely remembered that in my dream, as long as Wan Boyi was by my side, even if it was to hell. I also have a strong sense of security, as long as I have him by my side, no matter what I go through, I don't care.

However, now it is really different, I am about to leave, and I don't know the next reunion......

"Why can Dr. Ma find a skin bag to be exchanged? If so, wouldn't it never die and stay young forever? "I suddenly thought of this, in my eyes, Wan Boyi will not be weaker than Dr. Ma in this regard, why can Dr. Ma do it, but he can't do it?

"First, this is against the principles of heaven!" Wan Boyi said a little indifferently.

There is no need to explain what he said, indeed, this is against the principles of heaven.

"Second, where can I find fresh skins?" He said this with a hint of anger.

Yes! How I didn't expect that! It looks old! It's too one-sided!

If you do something like Dr. Ma, what's the difference between it and Dr. Ma, the demon? Driving out other people's souls, and then taking the body for themselves, and waiting for the "body" to get old, and then find the younger one, this ......

I didn't dare to look at Wan Boyi's eyes, lowered my head and whispered, "I'm sorry......"

Seeing me like this, he felt guilty in his eyes again, sat at the head of my bed, hugged me tightly, and buried me in his chest, as if I was the female college student, but I was very unwilling, I believe there must be another way, why didn't Wan Boyi learn from Dr. Ma's "violation of heavenly principles", as long as it didn't hurt others, I really don't want to care so much about the rest......

I wanted to raise my head slightly and take a few more glances at Wan Boyi's appearance, but I saw a figure on the balcony behind him!

It's me! It's what I looked like when I was young, or rather, my "dream" self, lying on the edge of the balcony with my hands on my face support, really stupidly looking at Wan Boyi's back.

Like an admirer, he crept up to the window of his idol to peek.

But, I know, this is not the first floor! How could there be people standing outside the balcony! That "self" does not exist......

At this moment, I am not a female college student in the "dream", and I will hallucinate all the time. I'm just a dying old man at the moment! All I could "see" was death reminding me that the time was coming and that he was going to take me away.

Yes, before everyone dies, will they "see" some strange scenes? or a long-deceased parent, or a long-missed first love, or a descendant who can't be kept......

What I see is the "self" that I have missed in this life.

I felt the vision in front of me getting blurrier and the sound in my ears getting more and more distant, was the Grim Reaper really standing beside me? (To be continued.) )