Lozer was really angry. For a whole month, I didn't hear anything about him. I kept looking forward to it, waiting, looking forward to it, paying attention, and even secretly inquiring. But there was no news of him at all. Listen to them, Loze doesn't live in this city. But a young master like him, even if he doesn't live in this city, it's not easy to come to me. But for a whole month, I didn't even receive a single phone call from him, not even a single text message. Sometimes I even think that if he had sent me a text message, even if it was just a punctuation mark, then we might not have been wrong again and again.

I walked aimlessly on the street alone, not wanting anyone to accompany me, but I especially hoped that a familiar face would appear in front of me at this time, and then the dam of sanity that I had worked so hard to build for so many days would collapse in an instant. I'm going to hold him and cry hard. Yes, it's a very tangled and inexplicable feeling, and if you go through the same thing one day, you'll understand that feeling. Forgive me for my poor writing, I don't know how to describe that feeling, it's probably that you desperately want something, but you don't know how to catch him when he's in front of you, and you always have a hunch that the next moment, he's going to disappear. "Please take your time." The porridge served by the waiter was indeed the same as the one that Lozer had ordered for me that day. I ,,,, I came here without knowing it, and tried to describe to the waiter what I had eaten that day with my memory, I don't know what it was, I just knew that I was desperately nostalgic for that feeling. I guess the music in this store makes people feel safe, but why? I picked up the spoon and eagerly put the porridge in my mouth, that day, that day it was obviously not like that. This shop, that day, obviously didn't feel like this. I was getting more and more anxious until my phone rang. "Hello?" At that moment, I was surprised, as if I hadn't spoken for a long time, my voice was a little hoarse, and I actually had some crying

"Sister Hanxi, what's wrong with you and my brother?" Sitting in the bubble tea shop, looking at the cute looking Lomi opposite and frowning tightly, I suddenly felt a twitch in my heart. "What do you mean? Isn't it Loze, he ,,,,, what's wrong with him? "I took Lomi's hand and I swear I was really scared at that time. I don't know why, but the sudden apathy of the boy I had only been with for a few days tormented me for a whole month. "He's almost like a psychopath, he says he's not hungry every day when he eats, and he goes back to his room after eating a little, sits on the bed with his phone in a daze, looks at your number, sighs and throws away the phone every time he wants to call you. I said that he didn't want to let him come to you, and I secretly found your mobile phone number from his phone today. Lomi looked at me and frowned even more at the sight of Loze's condition.

I was confused, what the hell is going on? Thinking of the little boy who was surrounded by girls everywhere he went, sitting on the bed with a sloppy appearance, my heart couldn't help but twitch. Tears still swirled in his eyes. I don't know why I'm crying. I probably had to vent my fear of holding back for so long. "Sister Hanxi, my brother likes you, I have long seen it, and I have known it since I heard that he took you out to eat during your military training. My brother, for many reasons, he didn't like to talk since he was six years old, but because he was smart, everyone still liked him very much. They said my brother was what a president should be. But you also see the way he looks at you, and he's a complete scoundrel. I was worried, but when I saw you now, I knew you liked my brother too, right? You see your tears are falling. Lomi looked at me with a grin, "I'm relieved if you're like this." "Lomi, can you not tell your brother about this, I swear I'll call him later. But we can't have that relationship with each other right now. "Why? Isn't it puppy love? What is this. My brother doesn't care about any puppy love, who dares to say him? "This time, Lomi pulled me as if he was afraid that I would disappear soon." Lomi, your brother is very good, and I can't withstand his huge light until now. If we are together now, soon, we will find out that each other is not people of the same world. But believe me, when one day I become the only person qualified to stand by his side, I will definitely grab his hand without hesitation. But Lomi, don't tell him what I'm saying today, or he and I won't even be friends. "There has never been a moment when I know better than I do now what I want and what I have to do. Since I don't have the power to bear his light, I should be stronger, not constrained. Actually, I'm also selfish, right? "Sister Hanxi!" "Well, I don't know what you said just now. You don't know what I'm saying, okay? "I don't know anything? Well, for the sake of your lifelong happiness, I don't know anything. Lomi smiled and was lovely. Now I often miss Lomi back then, when she was like a lovely angel. It has the magical power to make people comfort. Now, she comes back to see me again, and although she doesn't say anything about herself, I know she's not happy. But there are a few people who are happy in this huge world. In a long life, happiness is often just a moment. Happiness is fleeting, and with it comes endless abrasive memories. Memory is like a dagger, which becomes sharper and sharper with the scrub of time, and then penetrates inch by inch into the hearts of those who can't let go.