Along the way, I was so excited that I couldn't tell the difference between the east and the west. There were a few times when I almost couldn't resist calling Loze directly on the road. Nonsense, am I, Shen Hanxi, such a sloppy person? The road is so noisy, how can I talk to Luo Ze well? Later, I couldn't help it, so I still trotted back home.

"Hello?" When this familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, my heart couldn't help but ache, is this hoarse voice really the person I miss to accompany me to eat porridge day and night?

"Why are you crying? Han-hee? Loze's anxious voice rang out again, and it pulled me back from my endless fear and remorse. He was like sunshine that had been covered in the dust for many years. I could feel his warm breath coming from my phone. With a familiar taste, with an unfamiliar sadness. You see, Lozer isn't strong either. Perhaps it was then that Lozee became as fragile in my heart as ordinary people, and in need of protection, although I knew that one day he would have to take on the entire family business and face all the storms and waves that the group encountered, but even then, I was willing to stand by his side and be the only one who could stand by his side, and I knew that if I could, I would even be willing to shield him from all dangers. But maybe it was then that he became special in my heart and became the only irreplaceable.

"Not much, I miss you." I said lightly, like a plum blossom falling on the snow. You may ask me why I say that. This time it's not because I can't help it, I'm very aware of what I'm saying. Actually, our relationship has been like this ever since. I've never hidden the thought of him at any time. Just like this time. It was as if God had placed us in a hazy season, and there was nothing but smoke between us, and we could even easily hold each other's hands. Our relationship is this layer of smoke, not that no one wants to pierce it, but we all know that it can't be pierced.

"I still have something to do, hang up first." Without waiting for me to answer, Lozer hurriedly hung up the phone. Leave me alone in my room. Luo Ze must still be angry, but I have already taken the initiative to call him and ask me what to do. Maybe he doesn't like to hear me say that he misses him. Maybe Lomi was wrong, he didn't like me at all, and in his heart, maybe I was just a particularly important friend, that's all. I was wrong, I was self-inflicted. Thinking of this, I unconsciously started crying again. The more I cried, the more I couldn't hold it back, until my phone rang when I was lying on the bed crying until it was dark. Looking at the time on the screen, I realized that I had been crying for more than half an hour.

"Hello?"

"Shen Hanxi, come out and pick up the driver!" On the other end of the line, Lozee yelled like a child threatening his parents with candy.

I hurriedly leaned on the window and looked down, and Lorze's blue Lincoln was indeed parked downstairs. Luo Ze was dressed in a simple gray casual suit, and the corners of his mouth overflowed with a full smile when he was talking on the phone, no different from the one in my heart. Unable to suppress the excitement in my heart, I ran down the stairs barefoot. My family lives on the third floor, and although I usually choose to take the elevator, today, I don't want to wait a second longer, I can't wait to stand in front of him.

"Why are you in such a hurry? I don't wear shoes. Why are you crying? Lozee took the paper from the car and wiped the tears from my face. I still remember his hands being light, like the sun shining through the morning dew, and I even thought it felt unreal.

"Idiot, it's not because of you." I hugged him, he was taller than me, and I could just bury my face in his chest when I hugged him. I tried my best to wipe tears from his clothes, and he didn't know it. I know he froze for a moment, because I could clearly feel his hand on my back after a few seconds. I distinctly remember Lozer's habit of attaching his hands to the butterfly bones on either side of me every time he held me, because he said that he could clearly feel that I was in his arms and that nothing could hurt me. Yes, it's protection, which I realized later. Lozee didn't speak, letting me rub against his chest. His grip on me was getting tighter and tighter, and I knew he was crying too.

"Luo Ze, I can't get out of my breath, you're going to suffocate me." He held me as if I was going to disappear in the next second, and his tightened hands as if they wanted to insert me into his body, and he didn't let go until he knew that I was struggling to breathe. If he doesn't let go, I'll think I've offended him somewhere, so much so that he's going to strangle me to death. So, I can't imagine that Lozer really thought this way at the time.

"Get in the car." Lozee looked at me with an irresistible majesty in his eyes.

"But I haven't put on my shoes yet." I stumbled, looking down at my feet, embarrassed.

"Ahh Lozee carried me into the car. By the time I reacted, the driver was already driving. His face could be seen in the mirror, and he was smiling, and so was Rose. I don't know if I'm the only one.

"Uncle Zhang, look where there is a shoe store and stop." Luo Ze grinned, and it was not difficult to see that his so-called Uncle Zhang was very surprised by his behavior. It's not hard to guess, because I've explained Loze's character many times, probably because he saw that scene just now, so what's that.

"I don't buy it." I stared at Lozer viciously. I don't want to get out of the car with a guy and be barefoot. What a shame this is. It's not a shame, what if someone else misunderstands. I can't stand it the most, such as Zheng Yuxin's ambiguous eyes when she saw me and Luo Ze together.

"Oh, then we'll go climbing the mountain later, I'll have to carry you on my back a little tired." A wicked smile flashed on Luo Ze's face, he was very good-looking, like the bad actor in the TV series.

"Okay, you win, I'll buy it." Seeing me say this, Lozee smiled with satisfaction. A "count you obedient" expression on his face. The car stopped, but Lozee had no intention of letting me out of the car, he quickly walked into the store, and before I could react, he walked back with a pair of white casual shoes. I have to say, the shoes are really good-looking. It seems that Loze's vision is quite good.

Along the way, he would turn his head to look at me from time to time, and more and more often. Later, he simply stared at me. I could clearly feel my ears getting redder, and the redness quickly spread to my cheeks and even my neck. It's scorching, it's hard to endure.

"Hehe, why is your face red?" Luo Ze poked my face with his finger, and it felt like a gluttonous child was busy reaching out to see if the persimmons on the table could be eaten. He didn't know that my face was burning even more.

"How do you know I'm looking at you if you don't look at me?" Lozer grinned and pulled my face away from the window.

At that time, there was no such thing as "I am speechless".

Later, after we got married, I asked Lozer how he felt when he saw me blushing. "I'd like to get an ice pack for you," said Loze. "I almost vomited blood." Didn't the male protagonist in the novel kiss the heroine when he saw her blushing? "That means that the male protagonist in the novel doesn't love the heroine." Lozer replied calmly, as if he were telling the truth. "Why?" "Because no man wants to see the person he loves uncomfortable." I don't remember how the topic continued at the time. It's just that every time I think about it, I feel warm in my heart, and then there is a burst of pain.

But no matter where I was afterwards, I remember when we got married, he said to me, "No man wants to see the person he loves uncomfortable." ”