34 And the third time he returned to the place where he came

The bubble left the day after the wedding, silently, without any trace, so Qin Ren didn't notice it.

After Qin Ren woke up, he felt very uncomfortable, no matter when and where he was, Foam would follow him closely and never leave.

Then Qin Ren went to look for the bubble, his heart was very flustered, he had never been panicked, as if he had lost it again. It is impossible for the bubble to disappear for no reason, Qin Ren has been looking for it, looking for a long time, many places, every place where the bubble has been together. However, he still did not find the bubble.

From morning to night, Qin Ren did not find a bubble. Frustrated, depressed and uneasy, he returned to his rented apartment. After calming down, he saw the letter left by the bubble. He didn't know that Bubble had come back to his senses not long ago, and he didn't know why Bubble was leaving. After an interval of more than ten years, they were all young and intertwined again, but they were separated again.

Qin Ren opened the letter, looked at the contents on it, and then shed tears and cried like a child.

"Qin Ren:

Please forgive me for being willful, I'm sorry, I didn't want to go, but I didn't have a choice. The time I spent with you was the happiest and happiest time of my life, and I knew I was selfish, but I really had no choice but to do it.

I'm scared, I'm scared you're not with me, I'm tired. In the more than ten years that I have been separated from you, I have spent every day like a year. But now I'm incomplete, I'm incomplete, not just physically, I say mentally good and bad.

So, I don't know what to do, I'm not running away, I'm just trying to get back what I lost before, I want to give you a me as complete as before, can you understand that?

I want to be quiet and think about what to do next? I don't know how to go in the future. But as soon as I think of you, I am filled with confidence, as if there is a road ahead. Even when you're not by my side, I can still feel your warmth.

I remember you once told me that my youth was like a bubble. There is no way to fill the bubble today, and it may never be recovered. But I still hope to regain my youth, and I know I'm naïve in my approach, but I think you can understand me.

Qin Ren, I don't know where I'm going, maybe a year, two years, five years, or ten years...... I don't know what to do to get back what I've lost.

Can you wait for me? It may take a long time, and if you can't wait for me, I hope you can go for bangs. In my broken memory, she was a very good girl for you, and I knew you would like her too.

So, I hope you can forgive me for being willful again.

Bubbles"

Qin Ren cried for a long time, and even though he was in his thirties, he still cried in pain because he wanted to cry.

He and Bubble's youth are gone, so how should they get it back? Not only the bubble, but even Qin Ren himself didn't know how to go in the future. The answer he had been seeking remained inconclusive.

That day, Qin Ren drank wine again, and drank a very pure "Sanhua alcohol", which he hadn't drunk for a long time. More than 10 years ago, he loved to drink this wine, and it hasn't changed even now.

The next day, Qin Ren used the rest of the money to buy a bar and named it "Sanjiang Qing".

Later, he was told that because there was already a company named "Sanjiangqing", he was infringing by doing so. Qin Ren ignored it, and after a long time, no one asked Qin Ren to change the name of the bar or take him to court.

The bar only opened on the fifth day, and it was very lively with a lot of people coming that day. There are acquaintances, and there are strangers.

Huang Ying, Hua Yan, Zeng Yanhua and they also came. The bubble's exodus was already known to them on the third day, but no one touched on the topic.

They were all drinking and chatting that day. From Tiannan to Dibei, from more than ten years ago to the present, this kind of chat made Qin Ren infinitely emotional, and he felt as if his youth was coming back again.

Among the four people, Qin Ren is the most old, and Qin Ren is the one who talks the most. He never seemed to indulge himself in drinking and chatting so much. He suddenly felt happy, the first time he had felt happy since the bubble left.

Hua Yan persuaded him to drink less, hepatitis is not yet good.

Qin Ren smiled and said that since Liu Hai left, he had never taken care of his life anymore, but he had always lived according to the life pattern that Liu Hai had given him before. Today because the bar is open, he wants to have a few drinks.

Hua Yan sighed and didn't speak.

Qin Ren suddenly found that Hua Yan had two dimples sinking down when she sighed, much like a child. At that time, Hua Yan had already gone to plastic surgery, and although it was impossible to return to her previous appearance, she was no different from an ordinary person.

Huang Ying picked up the wine glass and said with a smile, That's right, it's good to open today, let's do it!

Then they started drinking until they got drunk. During the whole process, only Zeng Yanhua did not speak. He had only drunk a few glasses of wine, until at last everyone collapsed drunk. Zeng Yanhua suddenly sighed, with a helpless expression on his face, and got up to leave.

He came to a tree and stood silently, his face silent. Then, after a short time, he turned around and looked at the person behind him.

Qin Ren also looked at him.

Zeng Yanhua said, I thought you were drunk.

Qin Ren smiled bitterly and said, I also want to get drunk, but when I want to get drunk, I can't get drunk, and I am extremely sober. And when it was time to be sober, he was drunk again.

Zeng Yanhua said, you are always like this, I hate you like this.

Qin Ren said with some pain, I also hate me like this, but I can't help it, not at all.

After being silent for a while, Zeng Yanhua turned around and said, This was here when I met Bubble for the second time, and it was more than ten years after the first meeting.

Qin Ren lowered his head and did not speak.

Zeng Yanhua turned around again and said, I definitely don't like and love bubbles less than you.

Qin Ren said, I know.

Zeng Yanhua said, it's good if you know.

Qin Ren didn't speak.

Zeng Yanhua said, I decided to love bubbles in a different way. After speaking, there was silence for a while, neither of them spoke, and he left slowly.

This was the last time Qin Ren saw him and spoke to him. Qin Ren didn't know, and even if he knew, there was nothing he could do.

Zeng Yanhua went to the west. Hiding was three days later, and he quietly left. However, Qin Ren always remembered what he said, and he wanted to love bubbles in another way. It turns out that there are many ways to love someone. Qin Ren thought.

At the same time, Huang Ying was also packing her luggage. She didn't want to leave, but because of her work, she was transferred to another school. But the main reason is that her family has arranged a marriage for her, and the other party is a divorced man in his thirties.

Huang Ying said with a smile that she was already in her thirties, and she was no longer picky.

Qin Ren was silent for a moment, smiled and said, I wish you happiness.

Huang Ying said, you too.

Then she was gone shortly after. She didn't inform Qin Ren when she left, because she felt that she would probably not come back again after leaving this time, but she didn't want the atmosphere of leaving to look too sad. So she felt that it was more appropriate to leave alone.

When the train was moving slowly, she looked out the window, but she didn't see anyone familiar, and she felt a little sad in her heart.

It was April, and the weather was just starting to heat up in the south, and the place she was going to was the lake. Minami, I wonder what the weather is like over there? She thought, outside the window, a large expanse of thick green blooming.