(Hua Yan)

I used to believe that there is truth in this world, because I believe that no matter how ugly human nature in this world is, there is always a good side.

But since I was deceived, I don't believe it anymore. Any good heart, in this cold-blooded and ruthless society, will be worn out.

When I was thrown out into the streets, I thought I had ended my life with a knife. But when the knife was on my neck, I suddenly woke up. Even if I do, my blood won't change anything. So, I gave up suicidal thoughts.

I started to fall into depravity, I like men, I like to sleep with them and sink into deep flesh. In the midst of desire. It's going to make me feel excited, it's going to hurt. Every time I slept with a man, it felt like a knife had been cut in my heart. However, only by doing this can I take revenge on the injustice of this society and take revenge on men!

I used my beauty to make them submit to me, and then I took the opportunity to cheat them out of their money, and then exposed our scandals in front of their wives and girlfriends, and separated their wives and families.

At this time, I felt happy and felt the thrill of revenge.

I don't have any attachment to this world, I just live with fun and revenge.

In the past ten years of my life, I have broken up 6 families, 12 couples, and let 8 men die for me, and I am very happy with this achievement.

In the past ten years, I have been hunted down and killed by many people, including the wives and families of men and men who have been manipulated by me. I wasn't scared, because while I abandoned them, I met more men and let them be my bodyguards.

Later, my sister came to me, and she didn't know about me, thinking that I was still the same sister who cared for her and loved her.

I have long since fallen, and I do not feel happy when I see her, but hate, I hate her! She has always been the object of great care in the family.

Then I suddenly had an idea, I wanted to take revenge on my parents. I want to defile their daughters, whom they have always been most proud of, and I want to see their angry and desperate expressions.

So I made a little trick to take her to play, eat expensive things, buy high-end clothes, let her experience the taste of money, and then fall into the temptation of money.

I knew that no one could resist the temptation of materialism, and sure enough, she quickly fell for me.

I tricked her into taking her to make money and then gave her sleeping pills. After she fell asleep, I took a couple of hooligans to the wheel. Rape her.

I knew that the more ruthless I was, the more my parents would hurt.

However, while watching her be wheeled. When I raped, my heart hurt like a knife, and that was my sister! I have been very close to me since I was a child, and she always spoke for me every time my parents scolded me. However, only the deeper the feelings, the deeper the wound.

Then my sister got pregnant, my parents beat her to death, she passed out and woke up with mild schizophrenia.

I hate her, I hate myself, and every night I dream of her. She said to me very innocently, "Sister, come back."

I woke up with tears streaming down my face.

But, sister, I can't go back.

(Yellow Warbler)

When I first met Qin Ren, I thought he was a bad person, but at that time he really looked like a bad person, his eyes were gray, and his whole person was exhausted.

Later I learned that he wasn't a bad guy, just a man who didn't know why, who had everything but was still in the dark.

He is a passionate and youthful man, and when I talk to him, I can always feel the energy bursting from him.

Later, gradually, I fell in love with him. He is not handsome, but he has an attractive and enthusiastic youth. I was short and ugly, and with a near-perfect woman by his side, I knew I had no hope.

I was jealous of Bubble, jealous of her beauty and innocence, and I thought that any woman would be jealous of her when she saw her, and any man would throw herself into her arms when he saw her. However, Qin Ren didn't, I knew that there was still a glimmer of hope.

No one knew that I told Bubble that Qin Ren hated her very much, because she had all her shortcomings, and Qin Ren would not like her. No one knew that I had introduced the monk to her.

I told her that only after practicing with that high monk for a period of time could I correct her shortcomings, and then Qin Ren would accept her.

She naively believed it, and so, under my guidance, she embarked on a path of no return.

As for the high monk, he is indeed from the west. Hidden, but he's just a scoundrel. At the beginning, he wanted to deceive a beautiful female teacher in our school, but it was exposed on the spot. That's when I had an idea and introduced him to Bubbles.

Although Qin Ren didn't like me later, I was already very satisfied, at least he didn't have any other women with him.

What I can't get, others can't think of!

(Hua Yan)

I don't have any love for Qin Ren, when I first met him, I knew that he was a very naïve person. But I hate that naivety deeply, I hate him!

So I pretended to be being hunted by a group of men, but I had already met him a few days ago, but he didn't notice me.

He naively believed my words and jumped into the trap I had designed for him without hesitation.

I took his body, but in a different way.

I was afraid to face him, and every time I saw his vibrant youth, I felt deeply guilty about my own depravity.

As for the bubble, the first time I saw her, I felt a deep sense of jealousy. I don't allow such pure people to exist in this world. I set up another trap to get her to jump in, but it failed because of the boy who came suddenly, and then I knew I didn't have a chance.

But I didn't expect to be the one who would help me achieve this. Huang Ying's little trick is not worth mentioning in my eyes. I can see through her thoughts at a glance. Although I had changed it by then, I was still very jealous of the bubble.

Under the two contradictions, I wrote a letter to Qin Ren and told him to be careful of Huang Ying. But Qin Ren threw it directly into the trash can without looking at it.

I was poured sulfuric acid and disfigured. I didn't feel sad or sad, I knew it was going to be a result someday, and I knew it from the beginning. I'm ready too.

I married a teacher, and that teacher was one of the people I persecuted, but he didn't hate me or dislike me, so I married him.

There is no love between me and him, we just rely on each other.

(Yellow Warbler)

Qin Ren's transformation was something I didn't expect, and when I saw him again, he had already become self-defeating and drunk every day.

My heart aches, it's not what I want to see, and he's also with another woman, and that woman is bangs.

is also a woman, I can see at a glance that she is also in love with Qin Ren. She was a very beautiful and sunny girl, and I couldn't help but feel inferior again. I wanted to devise another scheme, but I gave up. Because I felt that the wonderful relationship that had been established between her and Qin Ren was so strong that I couldn't break them up.

I know there's only one person who can tear them apart, Bubbles.

I didn't expect the bubble to come back again, and I saw her reading quietly under the tree that day, like an angel, so pure, and the years had not faded her youth.

My jealousy came up again, and I also called the migrant worker. I said to the migrant workers that the bubble is a prostitute, a woman, a prostitute who doesn't want money. Woman.

So he took the bubble away, and at that time the bubble had a slight schizophrenia, couldn't remember anything, and was as intelligent as a newborn baby.

I knew Hua Yan had been watching me, but she didn't stop me. I also have a wonderful relationship with her, and I am also a woman.

(Chen Ze)

I'm Chen Ze, and when I first met Qin Ren, he was drinking in the rain on the street.

To be honest, I envy his lifestyle, but I'm a person who can't do the same thing as him. I befriended him.

He's a very strange person, how can I say that? It's the kind of person who doesn't think about big things, but is serious about small things.

For example, he never worries about who embezzles the company's money, but will discuss with me for a long time about what kind of wine is delicious.

He is also a very sad person, and of course a person who drinks in the rain on the street cannot be a happy person, and he must have had a sad past in his heart.

I didn't ask him because even if I asked him, he wouldn't answer me......

……

Bubble is the purest person I have ever met, and I met her on a business trip to Guangdong.

I always thought it was God's arrangement for me to take care of her, so I fell hopelessly in love with her, even though I later learned that she had schizophrenia.

I know Bubble had her very sad moments, I don't know what kind of hurt she had, but she made me feel bad, and I experienced what love was like for the first time.

For the bubble, I don't dare to have any evil thoughts, I don't dare to destroy this purity, I can only silently protect her on the side.

But I also know that I am not such an upright person, and I have another self in my body, but I am desperately suppressing it.

My wife broke up for the bubble, but I didn't regret it. I love bubbles, that's what I want to say, if it's wrong to even love someone, I'd rather never love anyone again.

(bangs)

It was a drizzle in the sky, and I passed by the company, infected by the sad atmosphere inside, and then unconsciously walked in and saw the lonely and desolate man.

He told me that his name was Qin Ren, and he also said that I was a different person. I also think he's a different person. So, naturally, I became his secretary.

Staying by his side, I was enveloped in this sad atmosphere all day long. He was a very lonely person, and I tried to get into his life and get to know every bit of him.

I feel very sorry for him, and every time I see him drinking and throwing up, my heart is like a knife.

Gradually, I found myself in love with this man, but he told me that he liked me too, but not love. His love was given to another person.

I became almost a part of his life, but not a part of his life. I know every little bit of his habits, his personality, his hobbies. However, there was a barrier in his heart, which was tightly closed and not open to anyone.

I'm curious, I'm eager to know, what's behind that mysterious level? But the key to open that level was not in my possession, and I tried many ways to open it countless times, but I always closed it again.

I gave him my youth, and even though he didn't love me, I had no regrets. I tried my best to take care of him every day and help him with the company's various businesses, but he never mentioned the word "love" to me.

Later, I finally saw what was hidden behind that mysterious level, the past that made him grief-stricken and carry a lifetime of pain, and met the man called Bubble.

From that moment on, I knew that my mission had been accomplished and that I could no longer be by his side.

I didn't know about his past, the secret was close at hand, but I lost interest in it.

I'm gone, no one knows where I'm going, and I don't know. But I knew that I would never see him again, the man to whom I had given my youth......

(Qin Ren)

I hate myself, I used to be, I am, I hate now.

I met Bubble when she was reading a book under a tree, and it was quiet. For a moment, I thought I had met an angel, who was innocent and unpolluted by this society.

I snatched her book, and she laughed and said that I had a black look on my face. I don't know that from that time on, the two straight lines that I and she should have been parallel to each other were intertwined, the wrong youth.

It's not so much a lie as a sin. Wrapped in a layer of fine wrapping paper, but inside is foam.

I never thought of my youth as sunshine, foam or water, I wanted my youth to be the water of the tumbling sea. But I know that my youth is nothing but a lie.

When Bubble moved into the rented apartment, I felt panicked. I tried to chase her away, but my heart was softened by her tears.

Later, I gradually realized that I was attracted to her, but I was afraid, afraid of her, and avoided her. Because I feel that her youth is moving closer to me, however, I can't give her happiness and take her around the world. So I can only escape, and with her, it shouldn't be me, but someone like Zeng Yanhua. The princess should be with the prince.

After that I went on. When I finally succeeded, I came back to her. But she was long gone, and I felt so heartbroken that I went crazy looking for her. I never thought what would happen without her?

I couldn't find her, and I started to hate myself. I used to have happiness, but I didn't know how to cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it. This is the path of many people, and I have taken this path unconsciously......

When I met my bangs, I was immersed in great grief. The youth of bangs is sunny, and the encounter between us is nothing more than a trick of fate.

I like her, but not love, and I can only feel deeply guilty about this person who gave me his youth. When she left, I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I couldn't. ……

When she saw Bubbles again, she was reading as quietly as she had been more than a decade ago. At that moment, I felt like I was suddenly back a long time ago, and the girl said to me, you have a black look on your face.

If time could come back, I would definitely hug her and say that it was not black gas, but happiness.

Bubbles, bubble girl, I know I won't be able to repay her even for the rest of my life. She was bruised by the sharp edges and corners of this society.

My heart aches, why is this happening? She didn't deserve to end up like this.

But time can't go back in time, you can't go back to the past, and you can't do it again. Youth, too, is gone......

(Zeng Yanhua)

Am I God's favorite? No, I'm not. God doesn't favor anyone, everything has to be on his own. More than ten years ago I really thought I was God's favorite, so in the end I paid a big price for it.

I have seen through the darkness and cruelty of this society, and I am the son of a gang boss, so I naturally understand what it is like to be in this corner of society.

So I wanted to get out of here, but when I went to the United States, I realized that everywhere in the world is the same, and the United States is not as beautiful as it seems.

The first time I saw bubbles, she was wearing a long black silk dress. At that moment, I thought I had met a princess. So I sincerely invited her to dance, and I have danced with many people in my life, but not once did it blow my heart like when I was with bubbles.

Bubble is a very fragile girl, and I knew it the first time I saw her.

Such a girl is easily injured, but fortunately she has someone by her side to protect her.

When I first met Qin Ren, I saw his sad and haggard face, and I wondered at that time, can such a person protect the bubble? I don't know the answer, but I do know that I can't protect the foam either.

The sun is passing through the years, and the bubble is young. After more than a decade, I finally encountered bubbles again.

When I saw her again, she was not wearing the black silk dress she wore more than ten years ago, she was wearing a white dress, and she was reading quietly.

At that moment I was stunned, this kind of foam was completely different from a long time ago, the foam in a white dress was like an angel, and the beauty was suffocating......

Bubble's understanding of "sex" is very shallow, I felt it when I first went to her zuoai, she was like a child, I was catering and guiding her. But she made me deeply love and be infatuated.

Youlan is also a woman who can't extricate me, she is noble, cold, like a queen. Her cold, hot body plunged me into it.

But I had to choose between them, and it was a contradiction for me.

In the end I chose Bubbles, this fragile girl, and I didn't want her to be hurt in any way. Her vulnerability hurt me, and I didn't know if I could protect her, but I wanted to try.

I don't know if I can protect the bubble or not, because someone will take over my responsibility.

When I saw Qin Ren, I really wanted to punch him, but I didn't, because he was also very injured in his heart.

And bubbles, only Qin Ren can protect her.

I want to go west. I want to follow in the footsteps of Bubble and understand the pain she has endured. This angel, I want to do another way to keep her from getting hurt

yes, what is youth? I haven't been able to figure it out, and I'm sure Qin Ren can't figure it out either.

Youth, what is it?

(Bubble)

I like Qin Ren, and I like to look at him full of youthful vitality. Every time I saw him depressed, I wanted to share a little bit of it for him, but he never let me into his life. Am I doing something wrong? If so, I will definitely correct it.

I was afraid that Qin Ren would leave me suddenly, and I was afraid of being in a strange environment. My grandfather told me that if one day I could meet someone who would make me not afraid in a strange environment, that person would be someone I liked. Qin Ren is that person, and by his side, I can feel very safe.

He often told me that my youth was like a bubble, but what was a bubble? Is it easy to break?

Qin Ren, I won't let you abandon me again.