38 If you may, they

On April 6, 2006, Qin Ren received a second letter in the mail, with a photograph attached. At this time, the bubble has changed a lot compared to before, and the biggest change is that she has cut her hair short. This made her change from innocence to a fresh appearance, and she looked more youthful.

Bubble wears a hairpin and a smile on her face, and behind her is a group of children, the sun is shining on the back, and each child has a bright smile on his face.

"Qin Ren:

Qin Ren, are you okay? I miss you so much, it's been almost a year and a half since my last goodbye. I'm sorry, I've only written to you twice, and I want to write to you often, but I don't know how to express what I want to say, I'm a very stupid person, and I always have been.

First of all, the good news for you is that I am much better physically and mentally, even though it is just how I feel. Except for the occasional episode or two, I was always mentally alert.

But I can't come back yet, because I don't know when my illness will start, and although I feel fine, I always feel that there is a crack that cannot be repaired. I've tried to have that attack a few times, and the rift widened, and when I had it, I always forgot everything, and I couldn't even remember who I was. I asked the local doctors, and they said that my schizophrenia was really strange, but they really couldn't think of a cure for it, so they had to go with the flow.

By the way, I forgot to mention it, do you think I have a good hairstyle right now? I deliberately cut it, it's not bad, and others say it's good-looking and sober. I told them I was in my thirties, but they didn't believe me, which was kind of funny.

Still, I'm going to tell you, though I don't know if it's a good thing. It's the photo you just saw, in fact, I came to the cloud half a year ago. Nan, helping the children there to read. I feel happy, it's like I'm back more than a decade ago, I really like them, and now for me, they're all I have.

But I'm probably going to be out of there soon, and I'm really reluctant to leave! However, there is a teacher there who is teaching like me, his name is Mao Yu, he is a very good person, and after graduating from college, he took the initiative to go to Yun. South Volunteer Teaching. He has a good heart and treats people very gently, I spent half a year with him, and then he proposed to me. He said he liked me a lot and wanted to be with me.

Qin Ren, you know that my current situation is unacceptable to anyone, I told him about my situation, but he said that he didn't care and could wait for me, but I still didn't want to affect him, so I had to leave.

By the time you read this letter, I may have already been packing. I wanted to go quietly alone, so that I wouldn't feel too sad when I parted, and I was afraid that I would suddenly leave the children behind.

Qin Ren, I miss you.

foam

2 April 2006"

After reading the letter, Qin Ren folded the letter and put it under the pillow like last time. Now that he had three letters from Bubbles, he thought, no matter what, if only he could look at Foam's handwriting before going to bed, there would be point in waiting.

After putting the letter away, Qin Ren went to the bar, because the business of the bar was getting better and better, so Qin Ren also had to hire a bartender. The bartender's name is Ah Rong, and he was one of those college students, because after repeated setbacks in society, he came here to drink in frustration, and after seeing the recruitment letter for the bartender outside the bar, he went to take the exam, so he was hired by Qin Ren.

For Ah Rong, Qin Ren's first impression is that he is very young and energetic, and every young person has youthful vitality. Qin Ren just likes to see this kind of youth, although the youth in his own body is gone, but he feels that he will also be infected by talking to passionate people, as if youth has returned.

Qin Ren also knew that it was just an illusion, but he still liked to immerse himself in this illusion, even if it was just an illusion, after the passing of youth, he could only live in memories.

Ah Rong is a very good young man, except for occasionally dozing off during work hours, he can't find any other shortcomings in him, Qin Ren already feels very satisfied, after all, no one is perfect.

Qin Ren said to Ah Rong that living in the world, even if you feel unsatisfactory, you still have to continue to live, and you can't change the external environment, so you can only adapt to the environment.

Qin Ren didn't say this to brainwash Ah Rong, he just wanted him to understand a truth, no matter what, as long as he could live, it would be fine. As Hemingway said, a person is not born to be defeated, you can destroy him, but you can't defeat him.

Ah Rong was always dismissive of Qin Ren's words, his perception was that society was full of business opportunities and money everywhere, and he just hadn't discovered it yet. He believes it's just a matter of luck and that one day his luck will come, and he works in this bar just waiting for an opportunity.

Born at the wrong time, happy or sad. Qin Ren forgot to tell him that the weak wait for opportunities, and the strong create opportunities. Because Qin Ren didn't tell him this, he always waited, causing him to miss many opportunities in society again and again in the future.

In fact, even if Qin Ren told him this, he might not be able to listen to it, what he wanted to hear was Qin Ren's former entrepreneurial manager.

He once accidentally learned that Qin Ren used to be the chairman of the "Sanjiangqing" company, and he was also the founder, so his attitude towards Qin Ren changed greatly, he didn't want to know why Qin Ren stepped down from the position of chairman, what he wanted to know was Qin Ren's successful entrepreneurial experience and experience.

Qin Ren didn't have anything to say, because the speed of change in this society was so fast, and his experience could become obsolete at any time.

……

Liu Xiaoxue hasn't found Zeng Yanhua yet, she has been looking for him for a long time, half a year, but she still can't find him. For this, she was disappointed.

Before she came to the lake. Minami finds the human Huang Ying, and learns something about the bubble from Huang Ying's mouth, and uses what she knows to piece together a story, but it is still far from what she wants to know.

In addition to Qin Ren, Zeng Yanhua is one of the people who knows the most about bubble stories, and he should also have an extremely important page in the bubble story in his hand, as long as he finds Zeng Yanhua, he can get more stories about bubbles.

Liu Xiaoxue has become more and more obsessed with the mysterious past of bubbles, and it has reached the point of being crazy, she dreams of this girl.

Half a year ago, she learned from Huang Ying that Zeng Yanhua had gone to the West. hidden, and she immediately went to the west. Hide.

The journey was much harder than she had imagined, and she had just stepped into the west. She almost fainted due to altitude sickness when she was hiding, but she quickly adapted to the climate and terrain.

But the biggest difficulty is not these, even if I learned from Huang Ying's mouth that Zeng Yanhua went to the west. Hidden, but she didn't know where he was going, which made her think it was a lot of trouble.

In addition to these, she has encountered several scammers and traffickers. Those crooks look like monks, but they are out-and-out big liars. They persuaded Liu Xiaoxue to convert to Buddhism.

Ms. Liu said she was just trying to find someone.

The monks said that the Buddha would guide her to everything.

Liu Xiaoxue was deceived by their confused reasoning at first, and it wasn't until those monks suddenly moved on her one night that she suddenly came to her senses and decisively left those monks immediately.

She had stumbled upon the trafficker by accident, and it was strange that there was a very young girl next to her, who had been silent and had not said a word.

It wasn't until she rescued the girl that she learned that she had been anesthetized in her mouth.

Liu Xiaoxue recognized the trafficker because the trafficker claimed that he and the girl were just backpackers, and in the Guangxi vernacular, he was from Beijing, Liu Xiaoxue immediately understood that he was a trafficker and quietly called the police.

After that, the traffickers were arrested, and Liu Xiaoxue continued to go to find Zeng Yanhua. Where Zeng Yanhua was, she didn't know.

……

Qin Ren found out that Ah Rong was getting lazier and lazier not long after, Ah Rong was always thinking about how to start a business and get rich overnight. Qin Ren was very surprised by his thoughts, he couldn't figure out if money was really that important? He used to be crazy about money before, because of that madness, he lost the most important person in his life, and even today he still can't get it back.

The more serious Ah Rong is in starting a business, the worse he is in service. Because he was always so cranky that he even forgot the guests' wine, Qin Ren often received complaints from dissatisfied guests.

Qin Ren felt that it was time to stop his cranky thoughts, and let him know that if he continued like this, he would fail in both entrepreneurship and work. One person cannot do two things at the same time, only by doing this well can one do the others. So Qin Ren posted a recruitment notice outside the bar.

Faced with Qin Ren's implication to expel him, Ah Rong was very disdainful. He thought that if Qin Ren fired him, it would be a loss in the bar.

After a short time, Ah Rong was still getting lazier and lazier, and the service attitude was getting worse and worse, and the opinions of the guests became very large. Qin Ren had no choice but to fire him, Qin Ren once thought that he was a passionate and promising person, but Qin Ren had no choice, life was like this, society was like this.

Xiao Liu is the second bartender recruited by Qin Ren, and compared to Ah Rong, he also has a gratifying youthful vitality in his heart, and not only that, he is also a helpful person.