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Liu Xiaoxue returned to the rental room in a huff, and she didn't know why she was angry.

Qin Ren didn't look surprised when he saw her, and he didn't say anything, as if it was normal. Now for him, he just wants to get a good night's sleep and go to the riverside, and if he's lucky, maybe he can touch bangs.

Liu Xiaoxue kept staring at the yellowed photos of the bubble, and the more she looked at her, she couldn't take her eyes off, and she felt that the girl in the photo must have a mysterious and fascinating past. She was fascinated by the past, and she had a strong curiosity in her heart to unravel the mystery of the past.

A month ago, she accidentally learned that Chen ** knew Bubble, and when Chen ** saw the photo in her hand, her face was taken aback, but she immediately calmed down as if she thought of something.

Liu Xiaoxue thought that Chen ** would definitely know about the bubble, so she did everything possible to ask him about the bubble, but she was soon disappointed, she lived with Chen ** for a month and didn't know much about the bubble.

Chen ** didn't know much about bubbles, in his memory, bubbles were just very beautiful and simple girls. And Liu Xiaoxue also found that Chen ** allowed her to approach him for a purpose, he thought that she was very familiar with Qin Ren, and wanted to open a gap from her and persuade Manager Qin Ren, but it was also counterproductive.

After Qin Ren slept for a while, he went to the bar with Liu Xiaoxue, and Qin Ren felt a little disappointed that the college students were not there.

Liu Xiaoxue said that it was better for them to go, and they felt disgusted when they saw those hypocritical people.

Qin Ren didn't speak.

……

Half a year has passed like this, and Qin Ren still goes to the riverside every day, trying to see if he can find bangs.

Liu Xiaoxue is not interested in anything else, she only wants to know the story of the person called Bubble now. She was fascinated by the pictures, and she really wanted to know what kind of story was behind the bubble.

Liu Xiaoxue knew that Qin Ren must have known about the bubble, but Qin Ren didn't tell her, which made her feel very distressed. How do you know about bubbles?

Chen ** still invited Qin Ren to his company as a manager every once in a while to show his sincerity and determination, but Qin Ren rejected him again and again, which made him feel very distressed.

But not long after, Chen ** never came again, and when Qin Ren learned of his death, he had already been cremated and buried in the earth. Qin Ren felt a little sad, and at the same time, he couldn't quite accept the news. A man who was alive not so long ago was alive before his eyes, but suddenly he died, and he felt like a dream.

Chen ** died in a car accident, once he felt very depressed, so he went to Qin Ren's bar to drink, and then collided with a big truck while driving, his car was almost smashed in two, and this is how he died.

Qin Ren felt very guilty, he always felt that the reason why Chen ** was depressed was that he didn't agree to his request, and Chen ** was drinking in his bar and then drunk driving in a car accident, so he felt responsible.

But Liu Xiaoxue didn't think so, she said that Qin Ren didn't do anything to make Chen ** fatal, even if Chen ** was depressed because Qin Ren kept rejecting him, but that could only show that his mental ability to bear it was poor. Besides, the reason why Chen ** was depressed was not necessarily that Qin Ren kept rejecting him, as for drinking in Qin Ren's bar and getting into a car accident, even if he drank in other bars, so Qin Ren was not responsible for this matter.

Qin Ren also felt that what Liu Xiaoxue said was reasonable, and he still couldn't get rid of the guilt in his heart for Chen **. For this reason, he once went to Chen **'s tomb to burn a lot of money, and said sorry in person, and after doing this, he felt a little comforted in his heart.

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Qin Ren didn't know when Hua Yan came, he was by the river at that time, and Liu Xiaoxue entertained Hua Yan, she was like a hostess, which made Hua Yan feel a little surprised.

However, Liu Xiaoxue told Hua Yan that she was not the hostess, but just a nightstay. Hua Yan thought about it and felt that she was not a woman who rented a house, and it was impossible for Qin Ren to marry another woman.

Hua Yan came here to bring food to Qin Ren, she felt that it might not be easy for Qin Ren to live alone as a big man, so she wanted to come over often to help take care of her. However, her husband disagreed, believing that it was inappropriate.

So it took her more than a year to find time to come here, because she and her husband were about to divorce, and she really couldn't stand the fact that his husband was watching her like he was not letting up his surveillance on her.

Qin Ren didn't eat the food sent by Hua Yan, and all the things she brought were eaten by Liu Xiaoxue. At the same time, Liu Xiaoxue also had an unexpected gain, Hua Yan accidentally saw the photo of the foam in her hand, and her face became very strange.

Liu Xiaoxue knew that Hua Yan must know about bubbles, and after some questioning, she finally learned a little bit from her mouth. There were some things that Hua Yan didn't say, which made Liu Xiaoxue feel disappointed, but she also got inspiration from it, and she decided to start with Qin Ren's friends.

When Qin Ren came back, Hua Yan had already left, he didn't know that Hua Yan had been here, and Liu Xiaoxue didn't tell him. They went back to the bar.

Qin Ren likes to drink "Sanhua alcohol" very much, Liu Xiaoxue said that she couldn't understand, she drank a sip of this wine, and felt that it didn't look like wine at all, but like Coke, and it was better to drink Coke than to drink this kind of wine.

Liu Xiaoxue noticed that Qin Ren always had a book with him at all times, which was "Heaven and Dragon Slayer" written by Jin Yong. She said that she didn't understand men, and people like Qin Ren, who were already in their thirties, would still read martial arts novels, which made her feel incredible. Isn't fantasy trending right now? She doesn't like Jin Yong's novels very much, she likes Qiong Yao's TV series, but later there is a fantasy novel called "Zhu Xian" She also likes to watch it.

Not long ago, the college students came to the bar again to drink, and unlike the previous cheerful display of their skills, they came now with a sad face, almost a bitter melon face.

Liu Xiaoxue guessed that they might have been like this after going out to face society, maybe they had seen the cruelty of society, and their original naïve ideals had already been broken. But this may be a good thing for them, Liu Xiaoxue thought to herself, but she couldn't help laughing when she thought of this, she knew that she shouldn't gloat at this time, but she still couldn't help laughing.

She felt that in this society, it was easier for women to make money than men, and as long as they took off their clothes, a lot of money would go into their pockets. And a man must be in the right place at the right time to have the right chance of success. This society is controlled by men, and men are controlled by women, so this society is still dominated by women after all.

Qin Ren always goes to the riverside, but she is always disappointed, she has never encountered bangs once. He suddenly felt that he might never see bangs again in his life, which made him feel very sad, he owed too much bangs and too much foam. What he likes is bangs, but the person he loves is foam.

What is the difference between liking and love, he himself can't tell. If I have to say it, it is a matter of degree, like is a feeling, and love is deeply rooted in the bone marrow. He felt guilty about bangs and infatuated with bubbles, but he never understood what it was for.

If he had gone back in time to 1992 and lived in a rented house with Bubbles, if he hadn't left Bubbles because of low self-esteem, maybe things would have changed radically, and maybe he wouldn't have had bangs. But what was the relationship with the bubble, he had no way of knowing.

Bubble said that she liked Qin Ren's youthful energy, and she felt very happy whenever she saw Qin Ren full of energy.

Qin Ren didn't know that after more than ten years in the past, the youth on his body had already been exhausted little by little, so what was left of him? What does Bubble like about him? He didn't know all this.

Bangs like his sadness, bubbles like his youth, both of which he has lost. What else does he have now? He figured it out.

When Qin Ren returned to the rented room, Liu Xiaoxue had already left. She left a letter to the effect that the world was so big that she wanted to know what she wanted to know.

She didn't say where she was going in her heart, did she say if she would come back? It's just that she wants to do what she wants to do, and as for what she wants to do, Qin Ren doesn't know, and he doesn't know if he will be able to see her again.

Maybe I'll never see it again, Qin Ren thought. Thinking of this, he suddenly felt a little sad.

Qin Ren went back to the old days and lived alone. He didn't think there was anything wrong with it, he was fine alone, and besides, he wasn't alone. He believed that he was waiting for the bubble, and the bubble was waiting for him.

Life is not as sad as you think, as long as you do something seriously, time will pass quickly. Although Qin Ren felt a little lonely alone, he would be over after a while. He puts most of his energy and time into running the bar, and as a result, his bar business is getting better and better, with a lot of people coming every day.

Qin Ren found through observation that the people who come to the bar to drink are usually college students, unemployed young people, or some people who encounter something that does not go well.

Because the people who came were all young, Qin Ren also felt very happy. With these young people, he felt as if his youth had returned.

Life is always unintentional, and time is still irretrievable.