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When Chen Ze first touched the bubble, he was on his way to Guangzhou. East business trip.
Bubbles hid by the garbage heap, playing hide and seek, waiting for someone to come to her.
Chen Ze hesitated for a moment, and then took her to the hotel. He hesitated because he didn't know what to do. He was a little scared, and it was very likely that his kindness had been deceived.
He was deceived once three years ago, and that time he went to the north. Kyo is on a business trip and sees a girl who is as pitiful as Bubbles. He relented and took her back to the hotel, but then the girl said that he had raped her, and out of nowhere, two men suddenly appeared, and they said that they were the girl's brother.
Chen Ze realized that he had been deceived, but he didn't want his wife to know, so he finally spent 10,000 yuan to solve the matter.
From then on, he began to become cautious.
But he felt that Bubble was not a liar, because Bubble's eyes were clear and pure, and a person with such eyes would never be a liar.
Chen Ze bathed Foam and called food for her, but Foam didn't eat anything, kept reading it in his mouth, and his face was ...... Noodles, noodles......
Only then did Chen Ze know that Bubble had a slight schizophrenia.
Chen Ze personally made noodles for her, and after eating a few bites of foam, she suddenly fell asleep.
Chen Ze was very panicked at the time, thinking that she had fainted, but soon found out that Bubble was just asleep.
When Foam sleeps, she is very peaceful and smiling, but there are tears in the corners of her eyes......
Chen Ze was moved by the angel-like person in front of him for a moment, and he felt that there was a strange charm that attracted him and made him pound.
He couldn't help but reach out and caress the foamy face, and then couldn't help but lower his head and kiss her cheek.
Chen Ze's heart was surging like a river and a sea, contradictory, rational and emotional, like a white angel and a black demon fighting each other, he was going crazy.
After hesitating for a long time, he trembled and reached out to unfroth his clothes.
Suddenly, a foamy snow-white, soft and delicate body appeared in front of his eyes.
Bubble was still asleep, smiling quietly.
Chen Ze pounced on her body and kissed her frantically, from head to toe, every inch of skin, smelling every strand of fragrance and every hairline. He had a strong possessiveness in his heart, wanting to tear apart the angels in front of him and occupy every realm.
However, at the end, he stopped, and he slapped himself twice, filled with guilt. The angel in front of him was so pure, yet he was so sinful, and in an instant his reason overcame emotion and dispelled his thoughts.
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Qin Ren would always go to Chen Ze when he wanted to drink.
When he first went to Chen Ze's house, Chen Ze's wife was watching TV with her daughter.
Chen Ze's wife is called Laneige, and his daughter is called Tiantian. Laneige didn't have any opinion on Chen Ze's drinking, but only advised him to drink less.
They have a lot of fun when they drink, and for them, only wine is the best drink in the world.
At that time, Liu Hai always stood next to them, supervising how much Qin Ren drank, and then persuaded him not to drink too much, Liu Hai had no way to make Qin Ren not drink, so he could only let him drink less.
In fact, Liu Hai also hoped that Qin Ren would get drunk, so maybe Qin Ren would spit out the truth after drinking. But even if Qin Ren was drunk, he always kept silent about other things other than alcohol, so Liu Hai was a little disappointed.
Chen Ze is a very bold person, and when he is drunk, he always likes to say everything, at work, at home......
Qin Ren always listened quietly, and when he heard the discussion about the ideal of life, he would cry. Why? Because he wants to cry, and he doesn't need a reason to cry.
There are many things in life that need to be chosen, and no one choice is completely right, only what you want to choose, whether it is right or wrong.
Qin Ren used to toss a coin when he encountered something that needed to be chosen. At that time, he always thought that this was a very good choice, to leave his troubles to God.
However, he later found out that he was wrong, a mess wrong, and the choice God had helped him with was not what he wanted.
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Chen Ze has been distressed lately because of the bubble.
Bubbles are like angels in his heart, and he finds that he has fallen deeply in love with bubbles, and he can't help himself.
His love for Bubble is pure, he doesn't dare to have any evil thoughts, he just wants to love her.
However, this also made Chen Ze feel deeply guilty, he felt sorry for his wife and daughter, he always thought that he would not cheat and fall in love with others.
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Qin Ren went to Japan.
A Japanese girl he met on MSN and they've been talking online for half a year.
The girl's name is Amamiya Ling, and they chatted online, not talking about politics, not about life, not about life, but just guessing what kind of person the other party is.
She invited Qin Ren to come to Tokyo.
Qin Ren finally met Amamiya, and although they had seen it many times in the photo, the feeling of seeing the real person was the same as when it was in the photo, but it was also different.
She smiled quietly when she saw Qin Ren, which made Qin Ren have a hallucination, as if she had returned to a certain day in the past.
Amamiya is a very cute girl, but sadly, she can only be confined to a wheelchair for the rest of her life and can no longer stand up.
When she was ten years old, a truck hit her and she flew more than a dozen meters away. Fortunately, she saved her life and her leg, but the price was that she could never go again.
When Amamiya talked about her legs, she didn't have any sadness, but was more optimistic and strong than ordinary people.
From her, Qin Ren suddenly felt that what he had lost, that kind of energetic youth, something that had passed away a long time ago.
That night, they talked for a long time, like old friends who had been separated for a long time. Throughout the evening, they talked about everything from astronomy to geography, past and future, ancient and modern, Chinese and foreign......
This night, Qin Ren felt rejuvenated.
The next day, they went to Mt. Fuji. Qin Ren pushed her, the wheelchair, began to turn, the time that belonged to them.
The cherry blossoms of Mt. Fuji are beautiful and pink, and it is a quiet sight. Tokyo is a busy city, but it's also a quiet city.
Pieces of cherry-colored petals, swept into the air by the wind, and then fluttered, scattered to the ground, a sea of flowers, endless, pink youth.
Qin Ren looked at the long cherry blossoms, his heart became calm, he forgot everything, and was in a quiet situation.
The wind blew through his hair, and for a moment, Qin Ren had the idea of wanting to live here for the rest of his life, if he could live here with someone, it would be a good choice.
Amamiya looked at Qin Ren with a quiet smile on her face, and at that moment, she felt the beating of life. She can never look back on the past, and one day she will regret it, and she will miss it, just like her youth.
They go to the mall, eat ramen, eat sushi, watch movies together, watch anime......
Japan is a big country of animation, there are many wonderful anime, Qin Ren once watched an anime, which touched him deeply. He doesn't remember the name of the anime anymore, but he remembers that the anime tells the story of two people, a girl and a boy.
They are not lovers, and there is a very delicate relationship between them. Under the cherry blossom trees, they shook hands and kissed goodbye, said goodbye to their youth, and then chose their own paths.
It was a very sad anime with a sentimental vibe.
Amamiya is not a pessimistic girl, she has always been optimistic, and even if she can't go anymore, she faces life with a smile.
For her, every inch of time is worth remembering, golden time, never lonely years. As long as you live, there will always be something worth remembering, even if it is a regrettable past, as long as you pass away, you will definitely miss it.
She worked hard to live and wanted to leave something to be remembered for herself. Whether it is nostalgia or regret, it is always necessary to face, no matter what, the reality will not change, the only thing that can change is your own mentality.
Because of this, Amamiya can always live optimistically, but behind this optimism, how much sadness and helplessness are hidden.
Even if one day in the future, these beautiful things will be forgotten, but as long as they exist, they will always remember and pick up those scattered memories again.
Qin Ren didn't know that half a year ago, Amamiya was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and she only had half a year to go on the journey of life.
Because of this, she wants to work hard to live and leave something that can prove that she has lived, even if it is a few fragments, as long as she has survived.
Amamiya was optimistic, and Qin Ren's feelings for her were like this. No matter what happens, Amamiya can smile.
He wouldn't have been able to do that if it had been him. So, what can he do? What happens to him when things get tough? He didn't know, but one day he would know, with the answers he had been seeking, the answers he had been seeking.
Amamiya had the answer he wanted......
Half a year later, Amamiya left with a smile, she smiled very quietly, just like Qin Ren looked when he saw her for the first time, which always made people feel a sense of disobedience.
Qin Ren looked at the first and only photo with her, and they had only taken one photo in the six months they had been with her.
It was a sunny morning, and the first rays of sunlight slouched down through the window and shone on the sofa in the living room. They smiled and left the only photo.
A ray of sunlight refracted on the photo, shining on their smiling faces, as if sometime in the past, Qin Ren felt a sense of nostalgia in the Showa style.