readx; When I went home on the weekend, I found that the moving company's car was parked on the bluestone road in the community, I looked inside, I went, the whole piano was carried up by the servants, and I counted a person who had to be hundreds of pounds, I didn't know where they came from to do this, just opened, I heard my parents discuss, "The children who live next to our building are really amazing, not only are they good, but they also play the piano and dance, the key is that the grades have never fallen from the top ten of the department, such an excellent person, no, I have to learn in the future..." I put up my schoolbag and started to write my homework, writing and writing began to get dark, I was lying on the bed, my mother had prepared a meal, I just wanted to eat, there was a burst of piano sound upstairs, of course, my piano skills are not very bad, I always feel that there is a lack of mood or something, and the mood to eat is gone, "Mom, I'll go out for a walk and wait for a while before eating." Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info "I opened the door with a word, a gust of cold wind outside made me wear a woolen sweater frozen like a worm, I quickly took a coat, groped and groped my hands, and a little hotter, I comforted myself in my heart, timidly touched the source of the piano sound, this is obviously a stupid person who only pays attention to the exam, I hehe laughed by the window, and forgot about the coldness of my body, until the window was opened, "How are you?" At this time, Xia Yun'er was only wearing a cotton pajamas, her eyes felt as if she had just fallen asleep, her voice was still like that, gentle and soft, I found that my hands were frozen, and I kept breathing, the corners of her mouth were lightly raised, "Look at you frozen like this, sister, I pity you..." I shook my head, but my stomach was full of facts. Are you often home alone? I asked while munching, "Well, recently she got a boyfriend, and she's busy going on dates, and often leaves me at home alone, but fortunately it's not boring, and you live here too?" "Well, that's a coincidence." She saw that I was eating so well, and dragged the wide suspender pajamas to another room, and after a while, the clumsy sound of the piano began to spread, so that I suddenly found that the weather was getting cooler, and the wind outside was still blowing, I knocked on the bedroom door, and sure enough, the sound of the piano stopped, "Can you touch the girl's bedroom?" She opened the door and pouted, "Ah, I just wanted to see your piano..." I put on my slippers and couldn't help but be stunned by the scene in front of me, there was a very high-end piano in the fresh bedroom, and I didn't dare to look at the bed or something after all, it was a girl's room, I said that your house is not so high-end, she smiled slyly, "Do you know how to play the piano?" I nodded and looked at the intricate stave on the piano stand, "Do you play this thing often?" I asked, "Well, it's so hard, is it because it's too noisy?" She smiled at me apologetically, I said no, I just stayed alone for a long time and wanted to find someone to learn from, I sit, there will always be a faint body fragrance on her body, I shook my head, gently stroked the keys, and helped her demonstrate the song just now, she said you play too well, not at all like looking for me to learn, I said I'll teach you, she nodded, sat next to me, her arm unintentionally touched me, I suddenly trembled, my face became red, she said what are you nervous about, I replied obscenely, "It's not good for lonely men and widows to be in the same room." She gave me a blank look, "I can't teach yet..."I had to patiently explain something to her, and I suddenly realized that I could already be a teacher. I took her hand and helped her correct the shape of her hand, in fact, I used how much courage I had, I didn't dare to think about anything at that time, I just felt that time passed quickly, I looked at my watch, "It's not early, you can go to bed too." "Hmm." I turned around and saw a neat stack of awards, and I was directly stunned, "Oh, don't look at it." She hurriedly sent me out, the snowflakes fell at some point, and fell on her delicate cheeks, I said that's it, the house is not too far away, she bowed her head slightly, I said if there is any problem you can ask me, she said let me catch up with her when the results will catch up with her. Then we separated, and her vision became more and more blurred from me, and at last there was only a trail of footprints.

I put my hands in my pockets and rubbed my hands tightly and knocked on the door, and my mother directly told me, "You don't have to come back at such a late hour!" "I wondered, is that my own mother? It always feels like I picked it up... In the end, it was my dad who opened the door. My mother handed me the cold rice, and in order not to show the flaws, I took two bites, and then kept hiccups, which was another sentence on the advertisement "I can't stop at all", I went, and I didn't sleep all night.

The class deducted points because of early self-study.

The head teacher put me in the office and scolded, up to n thousand words check, I could only nod yes, and turned back to Lechuan and kept chattering, "Look at my love of discipline, you can't give Lao Tzu a quiet place, the quality is let the dog gnaw it, right... Consciously, consciously, do you understand? "Suddenly the afternoon self-study was a lot quieter, and it didn't take long for it to quarrel again, I followed the sound to find it, hehe, she took the lead again, I said you are quiet, this is our study room for all of us. But the latter's ignorance directly made me a little angry, and instantly came up, "Quiet! Can't you be self-conscious? Lin Yuxin glanced at me and gave me a white eyeball, I was so angry that I slapped the table, "Your mother is endless!" She finally got impatient, and I sneered, "If you can give me a quiet self-study, can you come over?" "However, she showed me what it means to be truly unorganized and undisciplined," said the old lady. Kind of you're letting me go out and stand! Litter! I narrowed my eyes, "Let's go, didn't you say to talk?" Accompanied! As he spoke, he pulled her arm out, I thought I was indeed to the point where I couldn't bear it anymore, and Tianyu Lechuan on the side came up to persuade me like a peacemaker, and I replied, "Go back and sit down for me!" Then he struggled out, his mind was a little empty, his consciousness gradually became blurred, and his emotions seemed to have a huge impact, "You slut, you're a fucking dog, get out of here, don't bite me!" "Slap", this slap was really loud, I hit someone for the first time in my life, I silently stared at Lin Yuxin who was almost crying in front of me, the whole time seemed to be still, only someone's deep breath was left, I don't know how long it took, she hit me frantically, and with a crying voice, your mother is really touching, the cheap look just now really let the dog gnaw ha! I laughed angrily. "You beat me,... My dad didn't even touch me when I was so big, you dare to fucking hit me..."Then she cried, tears flowed out of her two black eyes, the corners of my mouth twitched, she pinched me, "You slut, dog! I gave her another one, and this time it stunned both of us, I didn't even know what I was doing, I just felt some restlessness back and forth in my head, I fainted a little, and then I was carried away by Lechuan Tianyu, "I'll fuck you again!" ”

I don't know how my anger subsided that afternoon, the cold wind mixed with some of my anger shattered in the corners of the path, and I exhaled, and countless white droplets of water floated out of it.

In the past few days, I have no mood to do anything, I am lying in bed, reading books frantically, writing frantically about the snow and moon wind flowers, suddenly remembered something, I called Tianyu, "You finally figured it out!" There's a children's palace next to 302 X Road, so let's rehearse there...", I chicked and agreed.

The equipment there is still relatively good, and the rehearsal is quite smooth, Tianyu said to me that he has always wanted to confess to the girl he likes but doesn't know what to say, and wants to use music to increase some possibilities, I smiled and said, Okay, brother, I support you. In a blink of an eye, it was dark, he and I were ready to go home, Lechuan was really a good comrade who shared weal and woe, and squeezed the bus with us, and then I was depressed, "Even if there are so many people, you won't grab a seat with us, right?" He learned from a certain singer and scared the two of us directly, "It doesn't matter~" "You are enough!" ”

There were only three of us on the street except for the lights, I was carrying a bag and holding a bottle of carbonated drink, Tianyu teased at me, "I heard that drinking this thing will be poisoned..." Then he came to me with a close-up of a martyr: "I'm not afraid of death, what about you?" "Aren't you two stupid going to die?" We all laughed, even though there was a light snow in the sky, oh yes, it seemed to be the first snow of the year, if only she was there, I started to wander again, I don't know how long I walked, I heard the sound of the air cutting behind me, there was a sharp pain in my shoulder, I rubbed my wounds, turned around, and saw a group of young people in society surrounding us, the leader of them still had a cigarette in his mouth, worthy of being the boss of the hooligans, Lechuan whispered to me: "How did you mess with them?" I suddenly remembered something, "Hey, do you remember who I slapped twice a few days ago..."Damn, this is a real martyr!" "I said no rush, let's see what they want to do. "She's sent you, aren't you?" I stared at the ruffian youth in front of me with a gloomy face, "What the is, call me!" "Run!" I shouted at them, grabbed the stick in one hand and began to fight, and then I was knocked down by three or five divided by two, and countless fists rained down on me. I held my head and struggled to stand up, but there were too many people to get out, so I could only exchange for one blow after another, I suddenly felt so powerless, I had the courage to cause trouble but I couldn't calm it, my pupils gradually turned gray, and I even wondered if I would die here... I don't know how long it took for someone in the crowd to fall down with an "ah", I opened my eyes with difficulty, there were drops of blood on the ground, not like mine, when I looked up, I saw Lethe Chuan holding a knife and stabbing a fat man in the back..."Run, you don't want to die!" He shouted at me, but I only felt that it seemed to be just a farce, a dream, just endure it, and the people around me were stunned, and Lethe Chuan pulled out a knife, "Get out of the, come here if you want to die!" Then he and Tianyu dragged me away, who was already numb, and I saw that there was still bright red blood on the knife, "Where did you get the knife?" "You don't have to worry about this, let's go!" The three of us ran one by one, and finally we collapsed tired on a rooftop somewhere. There was a thick black all around, and I couldn't see the black of my fingers, and I touched my swollen head, "Fuck, this slut is really fucking ruthless, just have a grudge against your sister, and really love the house and Wu enough!" Tianyu scolded, "What about Lethe? "I suddenly noticed that one of the three of us was missing," and he said he was going to wash the knife and get rid of the evidence. "I said what was he afraid of in self-defense?" "Just be careful." Lethe slowly walked towards me with his bloody body in tow, and I suddenly realized that they had paid too much for me, too much... I was a little silent, "Fuck, I'll have to give them some color in the future, and that dead slut will let her taste it again one day..." Like, there's no evidence..."We were all silent, and no one spoke. I looked at them panting and coughed dryly, "You guys should actually run..." I guess I can't climb it..."Tianyu looked relaxed. "What's your plan to go back?" Lechuan lit a cigarette and calmly breathed out the smoke ring, even if it is forbidden at this age, but his spirit of doing his own thing is estimated that he won't even look at it. I looked around, there was almost no light, and there were only us with blue noses and swollen faces on the empty rooftop except for snowflakes, and then I saw the blood on Tianyu's feet, "What the is wrong with you?" "It's nothing, let's go first..." I rolled up his sleeve, a deep knife mark on his arm, "These beasts!" Lechuan was furious, his voice was trembling, I knew that this was really angry. It was bone-chilling. I pulled a piece of cloth to wrap around him, "You're such a fool, won't you hide!" Tianyu grinned, "If I hide, do you think you can still lie here?" "The snowflakes floated wildly, floated on my face, and melted instantly, and I also knew that while turning into water, there were also two lines of liquid falling." It's all big guys crying fart! I laughed, so sadly. We waited for a while before we limped home, and I think it was the first and last time I had my brothers suffer with me. The heavy snow gradually submerged our footprints, spreading the sound of cold wind, which pierced people's hearts.

After recuperating from injuries for a whole week, we all asked the teacher for sick leave, and the head teacher was directly depressed, "Did you get bird flu last week, one disease and three diseases, what a personality?" I couldn't lower my head too low to look him in the eye. If you look closely, you can see a few bruises. "Damn, this little slut has lived enough!" After hearing this, my sister directly scolded her, "Okay, okay, we have no evidence, how can we draw conclusions casually?" I rubbed my temples and pretended to be relaxed. You're so kind, you make people bully like this and look like a grandson, your sister and I will kill this slut today! "Hey, calm down..."I hurriedly grabbed her, saving me a real life. Do you still want her? Don't tell me you're willing. She looked at me incredulously. I thoughtfully said, "Don't worry, then, I promise that she won't be able to eat and walk around..."

I went to school alone in the morning, this time I didn't dare to call them, so I had to share weal and sorrow together, I saw Lin Yuxin walking in front of me from afar, I wrapped my scarf, put my hands in my pockets and bowed my head forward, "Yo, isn't this the one?" I glanced at her coldly and continued walking, "What's the matter with the blue on your face, did it fall?" Haha..."I stepped forward and grabbed her neck without saying a word, she was hot all over, and I could feel the feigned composure from it, and the slightly foundationed face was full of banter. "I warn you, one more time, you will know how much you regret saying this!" "Then you beat me, don't forget, this is not at school, your stupid squad leader can't control me, right..." Su Mochen. I froze, barely squeezing out a smile and quietly looking at the person behind me, "You, why are you here..." Hey, what is this thing on your face..."Saying that, her eyes locked on my face, I said that it was really nothing, it was just a slut, and then glanced at Lin Yuxin, but this detail happened to be noticed by Xia Yun'er, "That's it, I'll talk carefully with my little sister, you go to morning self-study first..." "Well, go ahead." She replied very easily, as if she was sending someone to the wanderer, I continued to walk forward with some trepidation, as if I was still a little uneasy, and looked behind me, she still had a faint smile on her face, as if she didn't take it to heart, I was a little puzzled. It wasn't until I went back and saw Lin Yuxin covering her flushed face and lowering her head and shouting to report to class, I inadvertently saw a red slap print between her raised hand, a fool will know who did it, I thought, I was a little puzzled, "Why did she help me?" ”

This day is estimated to be the saddest day in Lin Yuxin's life, I was directly dumbfounded the next day, she ran in front of me with red eyes and bowed deeply to me, "I'm sorry!" "I'll go, it's so sincere that I look at me with wide eyes, "Damn, how did you do it..."I said that my sister did a little big this time, who knows what happened that night. The two of them saluted me like two grandsons, "Salute big brother!" I rolled their eyes, "Forget it, I'll be relieved when a flower will be placed in front of my grave." ”

My relationship with Yuna has become closer and closer recently, and we often meet us sometimes making jokes, sometimes I wash my hands and don't notice that she left two handprints on my back, and the female classmate next to me seems to be grabbing something, "The class president's woman is so good..."She rehearses in the dance team on weekends, and I, as for me, have been serving as a steel partner in the choir, and the distance is sometimes far and near. I would occasionally go to her house to teach him piano, and she would sometimes ask me to review. Of course, I won't show weakness.,Give her the articles I wrote one by one for comment.,Every time I get the book back, there will be clear changes...

I wanted to go to Yun'er for evening self-study and ask if she really slapped her that day, but after thinking about it and forgetting it, I saw Chu Xundan muttering something behind me again, Xinyu told me that she didn't come during the week I was away, and I sighed secretly, "This news is quite well-informed." She smiled at me, "Tell me, where have you been this week?" I told her the cause and result of the incident, and her face instantly turned cold, "Lin Yuxin is so fucking cheap, I usually give her a good face and don't know how to cherish it..." Her eyes narrowed and she chuckled, and I said don't scare me, I can't stand the toss. Then she said obscenely, "I know you want to, don't explain, the explanation is to cover up..." "By the way, Yun'er came to you almost every day during the period...""Stop, sister, don't joke with me." "No—" she whispered earnestly, "it's true..."

Before the holiday, I asked her what her plans were on QQ, and she said that she had fun at home, but it didn't take long for me to see that figure in the tutoring class, although I was a little reluctant, and I reluctantly said hello, she was very compatible with her classmates, which is the most basic thing I know. I usually look at her quietly, Yun'er has been communicating with the girls around her, I looked at the figure across the podium several times, she often wears her hair loosely, I find that she is really getting more and more beautiful, and then I noticed that there seem to be two pairs of eyes looking at me, I held my head, with a speechless expression, why did she come! I looked at Chu Xundan, who was pretending to listen to the lecture very seriously, thoughtfully... What is a praying mantis catching cicada yellow finch is coming later, and I can't continue to insist like this, so I can only bow my head and do the exercises silently. This kind of life lasted for half the winter vacation, I vaguely remember that we would frolic when there was no one else, she understood me very well and knew what I wanted to do, for example, one day in physics class, the teacher asked us to give an example to explain, everyone said so much The teacher nodded, I wanted to speak and stopped, and when I just spit out a word, the teacher went on again, I silently bowed my head, I was thinking about why my ideas are always different, it's a strange thing, and then Xia Yun'er turned her head and smiled at me, "The gravitational acceleration of such and such an object..." I was stunned and looked away slightly, because I didn't dare to look at her for more than a second, and I couldn't let go of myself. "Okay, don't be depressed..." After class, I put the book in my bag and walked away slowly.

Seeing that the New Year is approaching, "this is my Chinese New Year's Eve alone." She said in a lottery that I have been making up my homework for the past few days, and I guess she is the same as me, "What, your teacher is too ruthless... I had to write my homework thousands of years later..."My eyes widened in disbelief and I saw the beautiful words on her homework, what a difference in treatment, I admired. Before 12 o'clock, I blessed my friends in advance, followed my father to go door to door after the whip, and tossed until four o'clock in the morning, my sister and I together, one day Lechuan asked me if your sister was born, she didn't look like you... I said she's my cousin, and you don't see it with any eye. He secretly discussed with me, "If you have the chance, introduce me to it..." ”

After returning home, the lights in Yun'er's house were always slightly on, and I called her, "Happy New Year...", "Do you still know to give me New Year's greetings...", she replied with some complaint, "Hehe, weren't you busy just now?" By the way, are you still at home? "Well, it's just me and my aunt left on Chinese New Year's Eve." "Look out the window," I said, and then the phone went silent, and I set off a gorgeous fireworks in front of her door, and I think she must have been shocked. Until she came back to her senses, "Why are you so wasteful, I don't know that the air pollution is so serious now..." "I always feel that this day is weird,"You know,Since the first day I met you,I really can't forget,You know what I want to think,Help me do something unspeakable,I think I can't even forget you,Maybe it was the psychology at that time was very dark,Do you remember when I first added your Q to ask you so many sad questions,The answers you give are always so sunny,So that my life gradually changes,I..." "No, it's not." I replied, "It's true... I think you know what I mean. I looked at the unforgettable figure in the window, and I didn't know what to say, "Actually, we are each other... Give yourself a way back, okay? She whispered, hiding what I was going to say in the winter snow. I watched her form fade from my sight with my thoughts. I sighed softly and walked back. A little lonely, but also a little expectant.

Immediately after the start of school was the art festival, I would occasionally see Yun'er practicing high leg raises, I wanted to step forward to say something, but I stopped, because I suddenly heard a gentle male voice, "I'm so tired of practicing, I bought you a bottle of water on the windowsill in the corridor, you can see it at a glance..."She actually chuckled, "Okay, thank you, my good day..." didn't continue to look and walked away silently.

Her dancing posture is still the most outstanding one in the whole team, and I watched alone in the stage, "Why are you absent-minded lately, why, was dumped by your girlfriend?" Xinyu leaned over and looked at me suspiciously, "Well," I sighed, "it's pretty much the same." "I still put my hands crossed on my mouth, slightly hunched over, in retrospect, she hasn't talked to me for almost a month, even if I take the initiative to find her on Q, I won't get an answer in the first place, but in her space, all the time there are all kinds of talk." Is she avoiding me? "You're just too persistent, do you want to hang yourself on this book?" Lechuan spent the night at my house, and we talked under the covers, "I don't know," I looked out the window, "I really don't know." "That night, I heard the news that there was a meteor shower, and many men and women on the side of the road watched with binoculars, I wanted to watch it with her, but Yun'er said that someone had already asked her out, I was a little puzzled, what a coincidence, Tianyu was not there this night, and I wanted to explain it in the text message, saying that this is the greatest turning point in my life, making it look like the October Revolution, and it was really tearful, "Tianyu can be good tonight, and now this unrighteous person leaves us alone to ask the girl I really can't say about him..." Call him and try it to see if this pickled girl succeeded. "Come on, I've seen enough," he said, and called the phone from there. Hey-" The voice of this phone call made it so hypocritical that even Lethe from afar was drunk. "Tianyu, you really fucking went to the kiln, even your voice is so hypocritical, you don't want to mix up, don't you!" I scolded directly, and when I heard the other party's voice, Tianyu seemed to say to the person next to me, "I'll answer the phone first" and then the woman next to me said "um". "Okay, you bastard is really going to pick up girls, it's really righteous." I said angrily. "Mo Chen, why don't I get close to her, don't worry, it'll be fine right away..." "Ah, what's wrong?" "The lad won't be out looking for a girl to watch a meteor shower." I didn't feel angry. "Hehe, this is almost a success, brothers, bless me..." I hung up the phone, and suddenly remembered something, why is the female voice just now so familiar? It's quiet outside, and there is the occasional sound of cars passing by, and it's late at night when you look at your watch. "Hey, Mochen." "Huh?" Lethe asked me, "Is there something you're hiding from us?" I was stunned after hearing this, pretending to be very indifferent, "It's nothing, it's just some tedious stories that can't be handled...""Impossible, you haven't been so depressed for a long time, haven't you..." "I'll go to your uncle's!" I was so amused by him, "Lethe," I said, "come out for a walk with me." "Okay." He did not refuse.

It is said that the flowers bloom brilliantly in spring, maybe it is night, I only see countless branches, when I was depressed before, Lethe always took the initiative to invite me to take a walk, now, I know what he wants to do, just do it myself, the temperature is not very cool, at this time the lights around the house are gradually extinguished, I did not go with him to watch the meteor shower, I told him the story of me and Yun'er, he kept nodding his head, and shook his head, "I think you two are not suitable..." I took a breath. Well... How to say it, I always feel that this is not realistic, you only know that she understands you very well, and do you know her, have you really approached her life? You've always imagined yourself too perfectly, but you've neglected the smallest details, and maybe it's better to just let it go, I always feel like you're not on the same plane..." I said, "I always believe that miracles can happen, and I will even fight for it at any cost, even if it is contrary to the whole world, my intuition tells me not to give up." "You're naïve." He looked at me with some amusement. "It's not naïve, I sometimes want to erase her shadow from my memory, in fact, I really can't do it, it's so hard." "Why are you like a girl, sentimental, be careful to become the second Jia Baoyu." He told me meaningfully. "I don't think I will, sometimes I wonder if I'm too stubborn, but whenever I want to give up, she will always help me get the opportunity back, now I rarely see her, and occasionally smile at me, maybe it's because of the pressure to study, after all, she is in the top ten." "She only exists in your dreams, you idiot!" Lethe Chuan punched me, "It's like me and Si Xun both started talking about each other very well, what a love now..." "Let me think about it," he kept walking with me, "don't I really understand her heart?" I asked myself in my heart. "I don't know, I really don't know." Neither of us spoke, but I grew depressed, closed my eyes, and felt the unspeakable loneliness.

I started to miss her that way anymore.

Every time I see her, I just silently bow my head, even if she smiles at me, I just reluctantly respond, I think I really let go, and then it developed into a meeting when she and her girlfriend chatted happily and didn't even look at me at first, sometimes I turned my head after a second of meeting alone, I was afraid that I was thinking too much, and even I could deeply feel the confusion and incomprehension in her eyes, and a trace of subtle anger. I didn't dare to go deeper, "That's it, maybe letting go is the best relief for each other." "On the weekend, I kept cycling a heartbreaking song in a single song, time passed very slowly, and I was like a speck of dust in it, silently drifting by the wind, silently buried and gone.

After school, I happened to see Xinyu and a girl walking very close, I didn't want to ask, but the girl kept looking at me with those innocent eyes, I went over to say hello, "Don't you know me?" She smiled at me, her light eyes curved into a crescent moon, and I was a little flustered, "Xinyu, who is she?" "You idiot, are you starting to admit what happened in the disco that night?" "Holy. You are Liu Sixun. I always felt that her tone was weird, "Hey, you don't really have anything to do with my sister, do you?" I felt the urge to squirt blood, "I'm really..." I asked, "Are you still there?" "What, you want to go and have sex with me?" When did this girl speak so boldly, such an innocent appearance really hides a big tail wolf. I coughed lightly, "I don't mind if you have to think so," I smiled lewdly. "Boy, you're not allowed to beat my family's thoughts." Xinyu came over to warn me, she pretended to be angry and looked quite cute, I scratched my head, "Sister, do you think I look like that kind of scum with such an innocent appearance?" "As he spoke, he posed as a small piece of fresh meat." Come on, don't think I don't know how drunk you were that night, and how you ended up in the end, oh yes, you're fucking dancing, and it hurts to see me. "I can't imagine that a girl who looks so quiet on the surface would use idioms to modify foul language, and besides, do you have eggs?" By the way, Sixun, how are you and Lethe now? I inadvertently quipped, "Oh, we broke up, didn't he tell you?" She looked at me in disbelief, "I still remember that day he was really a good retainer, but unfortunately I really didn't feel for him, hey, you go back and ask a few people who are close to him, it is estimated that he will cry and be miserable that night, of course, now it has nothing to do with me half a dime, hey, are you listening?" "Ahh Then I sighed deeply and was silent for a long time, so that I forgot to say goodbye to the two of them, and when the bell rang for the evening self-study, I slowly walked to the classroom, and a feeling of discomfort arose.

The weather during the summer vacation this year was surprisingly hot, the pedestrians on the street came and went in a hurry, without the slightest leisure, and even the women who usually looked very elegant began to fan the wind with their hands to cool themselves down, and I, after the scorching sun, immediately hid in the air-conditioned room and did not go out, I did not slack off my piano skills, at home on the three things, reading and writing to practice the piano, sometimes Tianyu invited me to rehearse and actively go to take a taxi, since that incident I rarely go to Lechuan to talk about life, Because I'm afraid that I will inadvertently break his heart again, I would rather be injured and sacrifice badly than keep pretending to be a big fart, I think this is the best choice to evaluate him like this. "Mochen, it's finally time to check the results of our rehearsals!" "Ugh." He looked full of confidence, "Tomorrow there will be a special audience to enjoy our work, I am about to confess, bless me..." In fact, I have long been like seeing what kind of woman she is to be fascinated by Tianyu, who usually looks inappropriate, like this, I really want to thank her, at least Tianyu's behavior has really changed 180 degrees these days.

I called a taxi, in the cold wind of the air conditioner to calm down first, rubbed my eyes, after all, he also began to make me nervous, on the platform, I can see what Tianyu is busy with from afar, "Look at your brother and I are righteous, come to help you on such a hot day." "Damn, it's still hot? You weren't blown into an idiot by the air conditioner? He paused, "No, gentleman, gentleman, come to Mochen, how about you look at the stereo?" And your keyboard, is it appropriate to be oblique at such an angle? "Do you really think of yourself as a grandson?" I looked at him a little speechlessly, "Anyway, where did you get this dress?" "Oh." He thoughtfully said, "Borrowed from men." "Big brother...", I couldn't help but admire. The rest of the people came in, and we cooperated a little, "Well, everyone's ready." Okay, the prelude begins! He walked slowly and invited the only audience member to the stage, "Okay, Yun'a, just sit here..." "That voice - I immediately understood something, her eyes were fixed on Xia Yun'er in front of me, but she also noticed me, we didn't say anything, and then Tianyu began to sing the song he wrote to Xia Yun'er, "This song, I wanted to sing it to you a long time ago, but I didn't have time to tell you, because our relationship is far and near, one day and one night I will think of you at a certain moment, your eyes will always exude a fascinated atmosphere, I think I am deeply in love with you, I can't forget..."My hands gradually stiffened, The expression disappeared in an instant, and I saw that Yun'er's face was full of surprise, and I slowly stopped playing, "Keyboardist, what are you doing!" "Drummer Xianlian reminded me that the music is still going on, and Tianyu's singing has not stopped, but without the sound of the keyboard, the whole song has become monotonous, I feel like a surprising silence has been frozen around, what I want to say but can't say, in fact, I should have talked about it a long time ago, how can there be such a coincidence, where will such a magical plot come out, I looked directly at Xia Yun'er's face, her face was full of some kind of unwilling look, Yun'er seemed to be looking at me from the beginning, as if she had something to say, but, "I don't understand, I really don't understand anything...."I smiled wryly, "I'm sorry, I can't." After finishing speaking, I closed the piano and ignored the noisy scolding behind me, "Su Mochen, what the are you doing!" "Su Mochen, are you right about our hard training for so many days? Are you right, Tianyu, who didn't close his eyes for nearly two days and two nights? "You bastard...."I knew I seemed to have done something wrong, so I didn't say anything, and I didn't explain the door and rushed out without looking back, I could vaguely hear Tianyu say to Xia Yun'er embarrassedly, "Yun'er, I'll go out to enlighten him first, don't mind..." I didn't have to look at it to know that it was Tianyu's voice, I didn't look back and continued to run forward, "Are you running here to catch up with the car, if you have anything to say, hey!" I still ran desperately, as if I was on the road, I didn't pay attention to the red light, shuttling back and forth between the vehicles, "You stupid, you don't want to live anymore..."He kept scolding behind me, I was too lazy to look back, until a sudden brake "bang" a sound behind me suddenly disappeared, "What are you doing..."I inadvertently tilted back, frozen, this is definitely not true, this must be a dream, my hands from nervous to drooping, in front of me is a puddle of red liquid, still spreading, overflowing the soles of my feet, It was like venom and my legs went numb, "Fuck, you're fucking kidding!" Don't pretend to be asleep, wake up for Lao Tzu! Tianyu, okay, I'll accompany you back to continue the performance, you fucking talk, don't pretend to be a gentleman, I know you're sleepy, there's no Xia Yun'er here, there's no your goddess, just me, Su Mochen, let's have a good talk? I hugged Tianyu, who was covered in blood, and cried bitterly... The surrounding vehicles seemed to stand still, and the driver of the accident also fled, I just wrote down the license plate number, and soon after, the ambulance came up and carried him away in a white coat, and I was about to go up, "Are you his family?" The doctor with the framed eyes looked at me indifferently, "I'm his brother..." Will the Brotherhood make him like this? Let's go. "No, I can find his family, please let me go with me..." The sound in the sky was like splinters, worn, scraping, and reinterpreting my heart.

The scenery in the small city has changed a lot, the streets and alleys are no longer flat-roofed, they are all covered by new high-rise buildings, and the protagonists and supporting characters in them have changed, or they have not changed, but the atmosphere has changed.

I was woken up by the sound of the ambulance siren, and I was just trying to recover, "Smack! A loud slap hit me in the face, "It's you bastard who hurt my family Tianyu to become what it is now, you compensate my son, compensate my son..." "Dare you call me Auntie, do I have relatives like you bastard? Get out of here, get out of here! Then she couldn't stop crying, and she cried into tears. I closed my eyes, and two teardrops the size of beans ran down my cheeks...

Sometimes it feels like life is like a dream that can't wake up, the characters in it are deeply trapped in it as if they will never wake up, this autumn is getting more and more bleak, whenever the cold wind blows, I always think of this place buried in my deep memory, I am still pulled by Lechuan as usual to see Tianyu who has just woken up from a coma, I still remember that Lechuan directly gave me a punch after knowing about it, and hit my eyes red and swollen, he scolded me well, I looked at the ground silently, and all the words I wanted to say seemed to be taken away by tears. The picture seems to be frozen in a certain frame, the beating font silent heartache floats in my thoughts, I don't want to wake up, I don't have the face to face it again, what use will I have now while laughing at myself? "Mo... Mochen? As soon as I opened the door, Tianyu stopped me, I barely managed to squeeze out a smile, his head was full of bandages and felt cold to me, "Sit down, you're welcome." "Tianyu,... I...""The past is gone. He sighed, and Lethe didn't say a word when he put things down next to me, "I don't blame you either, after all, everyone has a selfish side, what do you say?" He looked at me calmly, and I became more and more uncomfortable, "I told my parents, I don't blame you for this, they scolded you hard at first, and now they are much calmer..."I couldn't help it, I cried in front of him, "I'm sorry, I was too selfish..."The tears seemed to dry up, I finally told him the story of myself and Yun'er, he smiled bitterly, "Mochen actually looked for me before you, and rejected me tactfully as usual, she kept telling me that there was someone more suitable than me waiting for her, But she couldn't hint anymore, after all, such a big thing had happened, if I guessed correctly, it would be you..."I silently stared at the ground, "I don't think about it, the road is still far away, too far for me to touch, even if I like her, even if I am with her, would you be willing?" Am I going to have my conscience right? Would I say I gave up a brother's heart to love her? I burst into tears as I spoke, because I couldn't get over it when I thought about it, "No, I've already let it go, it's a big deal to change my girlfriend, what a big deal, I heard that Xia Yun'er rarely cares about feelings, don't miss it, so I will hate you for the rest of my life, and now I will be relieved as long as I see her happy..." At least at that time I was no longer alone, I still had them, I still had myself, I still had... She.

I meditated to review, and my grades improved by leaps and bounds after that, and I finally squeezed into the top ten, but I found that Xia Yun'er was still above me, I sometimes wondered why I fell in love with me until now, this may also be a kind of motivation, let me continue to correct my shortcomings, I know that my shortcomings are too much, I am selfish, I am greedy, I am afraid of all new things, I don't want to compete, I dare not think too much, I am afraid that I can't let go, after so many stories, I think I have changed, become strong, become a little brave, I started writing novels, trying to use my pen to depict my story vividly, oh yes, she is still by my side now, never left, but I still didn't say that, we both knew each other, we were afraid that it would affect our studies, until that night, it was a very rainy night.

The rain fell like bullets on the umbrella above us, and we were silent for a while, "I'm leaving, my parents are still worried that I'm not comfortable in the distance..." "I was surprisingly calm when I heard the news." Why? She looked at me with those innocent eyes, "Thank you for showing me how... To love someone..."I know my face was flushed when I said this, "We ,..." she took a deep breath, "That's it, I'm sure we'll meet again, right?" It's like I told you at the beginning. "yes," I sighed, "are you leaving tonight?" "Well, the train departs at midnight, so let's send it here." She said, I can't even imagine how calm I am at the moment, "Yuna, we," I know I have too many words to say, "That's it..." "Actually, we all know, don't we?" "yes." I let out a sigh of relief, the rain was still there, and I put my umbrella close to the top of her head so that the wind and rain would not hit her but me, and then I was soaking wet, and she looked at me, "Look at you like this," she chuckled, "I'm leaving." This was the last sentence she said to me that night, "Let's go...", I silently watched her walk away, heard the sound of the point in front of the station, and suddenly remembered something, "Xia Yun'er!" For the first time, I let go of my voice, "If I meet once, I will definitely tell you everything!" You're going to be good! Her form stopped, and I thought she was smiling, even if it left me with an unknown back, "You know! Did you know?" I hung my hands, the train started, I looked at the carriages passing me mercilessly, smiled bitterly, let the rain wet my body, I thought I cried, fortunately this is the rainy season, she can't see, I quietly watched her come with me, and left alone, and then walked quietly, I thought, if I hadn't met her, I wouldn't have felt this way...

After that, I'm going to embark on a new journey as well.

The prompt of the flight attendant sounded, I carried my luggage, silently walked to another unknown town, during which I did not say to anyone, Tianyu was discharged, he was very smart, and he made up for all the missed classes in just half a semester, Lechuan, we are still crazy, making trouble, but this time I didn't inform them. Let this memory be buried in each other's hearts.

How uncomfortable it was to fly in the cabin for the first time, I think I was escaping, escaping from reality, Lethe once scolded me for being too cowardly, I was cheeky and supported until now, and now, I will remember the story we once had, "It's all gone, isn't it?" "I laughed at myself, these days without her company, I chatted with Xinyu Sixun and them very openly, for example, Xinyu finally found a male ticket, I still remember that I complained about his appearance more than once and was hit by two white eyes... Well, before embarking on the journey, my words seem to be endless, I have countless things that I can't let go, such as Lethe enduring the heartache to encourage me to be strong and pull me out of despair, such as Tianyu would rather be injured and sacrifice himself than constantly protect me for me... And then I, selfish and useless me, I didn't do anything, I just left them a mess to clean up, I think I'm really a scum, so I'm going to keep them away, it's better that they forget me, forget our past, forget... and each other's hardships.

The plane was about to take off, and I was about to turn off my phone, "You kid want to abscond in fear of crime?" "A text message." Don't think we don't know where you're going, can the young man be more clever in peek-a-boo? Then came another, "I'll tell you to take care of yourself there!" If you cause some trouble, you have to ask my brother and me to help you clean it up..."I couldn't help but laugh, closed my phone, put on my sunglasses, and blocked the already red eyes. I don't want to think about anything at the moment, I just think that each other must live well, we must all be happy, this is my last blessing, that's all... The same ballad kept playing in my headphones, and I rubbed my eyes, "

It's been a long time since it's rained so much, I'm at home, where are you?

It's been a long time since I've had such a big snowfall, I'm at school, where are you?

Is it sad because of that one of your words that I have never scolded?

Are you annoyed by that inadvertently revealing your thoughts?

By the way, the person who has taken my place right now will be next to you and ask you about the weather?

Did you also ask when you will go shopping together and play all over the mountains and rivers in the future?

Are you listening to so many of my questions?

At this time of touching the wound

The location of the injury

Who thinks of you a lot at night?

Who will secretly look at you in the space and giggle silently with everyone

I know I'm chasing our memories

And then I'm really far away from you

Far apart..."

The plane flew through the sky with white satin, and at the same time, it took away my youth and theirs.

-To be continued