Chapter Thirty-Eight: You're a Coward

"Poof!"

Like lightning, Li Xin kissed Guo Dong on the cheek.

There was a thunderclap in my sky, everything between heaven and earth was discolored, and my mind was blank, as if it was covered by a heavy snowfall, cold and lonely.

The woman who lived under the same roof with me gave Guo Dong a kiss of herself easily and calmly, and it was a man who was inseparable from me.

If artificial respiration on the shore of Daming Palace is considered a kiss, can I be regarded as getting Li Xin's first kiss? Obviously not, after all, that time it was a last resort, but this time it was a love affair.

Between me and Guo Dong, who is the real winner?

The bits and pieces from the first encounter to the present came to mind, and Li Xin never showed me anything. Even if we lived in the same house, even if we lived in the same tent on a desert winter night, but that didn't mean anything, a kiss had already shattered all hopes.

My heart is dripping blood, why did Li Xin do this? She kissed Guo Dong in front of me, did she mean to let me see it? Did she want me to see who I was and what I was in?

"Master Guo, you have got your wish. Manly man is a man of his word, and I want you to do what you say. If you're really capable, please let me see it! ”

Li Xin's face after a kiss was extremely gentle, and her voice was gentle and beautiful, at least I thought so.

"Xiao Xin, you are still my Xiao Xinxin, and you haven't changed at all. Don't worry, although I, Guo Dong, am not a big husband, but I am also a spit and a nail, and my promise will definitely be fulfilled. I always want to give you happiness that no one else can give, and what I have decided never changes! ”

Guo Dong was rewarded with a kiss, he had already hidden his previous arrogant posture, and his tone became very soft when he spoke to Li Xin. Standing at the door of Qujiang's mansion, Guo Dong behaved as a gentleman enough, if I hadn't fought with him before, I would even think that he was a young talent with a lot of background from a famous family.

"Do you want me to thank you?" Li Xin asked.

"It's not early, let's get some rest early, goodnight-"

After Guo Dong finished speaking, he turned around and entered the small courtyard in front of the villa, he was so crisp, he didn't drag the mud and water at all, and he was a little surprised by his decisiveness.

Li Xin turned around after watching Guo Dong enter the house, she exhaled a sulk, and changed to a brisk smile when she looked at me.

I turned around and walked towards the car parked not far away, and suddenly there was no trace of talking to Li Xin in my heart. Since she can give Guo Dong a kiss of herself so casually, what else is there to look forward to?

When I got into the car to light the light, Li Xin opened the co-pilot's door and sat up, she looked at me and didn't speak, but fastened the seat belt with a puzzled face.

The air in the car instantly became dead silent, I turned up the sound of the radio station a little louder, FM98.8 broadcast Yu Kewei's "Hope", the sound was very in line with my state of mind at this time.

Are you afraid of being rejected / Are you afraid of being omitted / Are you afraid of being reduced to fate and compromised?

When true love is declared to be absent / The roses of pride are withering one by one / Even though you are sorry to repent / Once the true heart falls / It cannot fly......

Don't expect me to forgive/Don't expect me to understand/Love isn't redeemable with a nod of the head/Happy or sad/It makes no difference/Heartbreak will be resolved at the end.

Don't expect me to understand/Don't expect me to understand/Love is not destined to fill your gaps/Too much right and wrong/Too late to put an end/Don't want to be attached to this broken beauty/Broken roundabouts......

"Aren't you going to say something?"

When this song ended, Li Xin finally spoke.

"There's nothing to say, I just hope you don't kiss in front of me next time, so I'm out of sight and out of mind!"

I could hear my own hard voice, which was the tone of desperation.

"Are you upset?" Li Xin tilted his head and asked with a smile.

I held the steering wheel in a state of confusion, and I was not in the mood to answer Li Xin's question.

"I'm jealous, I'm for your good!" Li Xin spoke softly again.

I slammed the brakes to stop the car, Li Xin was defenseless, and his head was almost mounted on the glass.

"Do I need you to be nice to me, do you think I can't do anything without you coming forward, I can find Guo Dong to duel, it's a big deal to change jobs, do I really need your help? Don't say it so high-soundingly, don't think I don't know what you really think! I said and unbuckled my seat belt, jumped out of the car and stood at the door, and continued: "Guo Dong is richer and more background than me, and even whiter than me." You can say that you look down on the poor, but don't be pretentious, I need your help, do I need your mercy? ”

Standing outside the car window, I felt like I was on the verge of collapse.

Why are all the women in my world so realistic, even snobbish? There is a huge world, is there no one who understands me?

"Childish, it's you who look down on yourself, Feng Tang, you are a coward, a coward without courage and courage, you can only help you if you lack the heart and eyes, and pity you when you are brainless, I only despise you!"

Li Xin stepped down from the co-pilot's seat, and she stood on the other side of the golf and shouted hysterically. It seemed as if it had exhausted all her strength to say these words, and she waited for the echo as if she had collapsed, but there was silence between heaven and earth.

I lit a cigarette and sat on the landscape stone on the side of the road, lowered my head and took a hard puff of the cigarette, this disgusting world disheartened me, I sank myself in my fate.

Li Xin turned around from the back of the car, she got into the cab, and shouted to me outside the car window: "Feng Tang, remember that you are a coward, I despise you!" ”

There was a loud roar, the ground trembled beneath his feet, and the golf ball rushed out like an angry she-leopard, and disappeared in an instant.

I was alone under the dim light of Qujiangchi Road, feeling sad and lonely like never before.

"Feng Tang, remember that you are a coward, I despise you!"

"Feng Tang, remember that you are a coward, I despise you!"

……

The voice replayed in my head over and over again, frantically tearing at my pathetic pride.

When Li Xin drove away, I clearly saw the crystal tears on her face blown out of the window by the wind, is she as sad as me?

A dignified seven-foot man, why am I a coward, why can't I be a pillar of optimus?

Looking up at the brightly lit upscale community in Qujiang, those warm lights, in the incense space, there are so many unattainable young goddesses, they won't look at me more, and I have never crossed paths with them, is this because I am a coward?

The white thighs riding on high heels, the famous cars speeding by, the independent offices of the CBD office buildings, and the lights of the high-end residential complexes, which ones can I touch?

There was an incomparably huge turbulent wave churning in my body, and I couldn't bear such a violent impact, so I could only shout at the dark and cold Nanhu Lake with all my strength - "grass mud horse"!

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