As I sat on the edge of the dimly lit South Lake, I remembered a poem by the English poet Sigfrey Sassoon.

To me, past, present and future,

Talking, each insisting on its own words, and disturbing one after another.

All kinds of **, plundering my present,

Strangling reason to its throne.

My love has crossed the fence of the future,

Dream of freeing your feet and dancing.

To me, the cavemen seized the prophets,

Apollo with garlands,

Sing to Abraham's deaf ear.

There's a tiger in my heart sniffing the roses,

Examine my heart, dear friend, and tremble!

Because that's who you are.

Silently recalling this poem in my heart, I think I should clean up my mood and go back on the road to find my true face.

I can't drift away from Li Xin in infinite grievances, and I can't go against my dreams in blindly escaping.

Back in Qujiang Chunxiao Garden, there is gentle light music in the living room, which is Fan Zongpei's "Willows".

When Li Xin saw me coming in, she looked up at me, lowered her head and said, "Are you coming back to pack your luggage?" ”

I walked over and sat next to Li Xin and said, "I'm sorry, forgive me for my narrow-mindedness!" ”

"What's the use of saying this, I only do what I have to do, as for your thoughts, it has nothing to do with me!"

"You don't want me to be homeless, besides, what I should have done hasn't been done yet, I'm a good person!"

Li Xin looked up at me again, her eyes were clear but her face was expressionless.

"Reflect on it and comprehend it!"

After Li Xin finished speaking like an elder, she didn't give me any chance to speak, turned around and entered the bedroom, and closed the door with a bang.

Behind the door, will there be a gentle curvature at the corner of her mouth?

I pulled out a blank sheet of paper from the drawer under the coffee table to sort out my recent chaotic life.

However, I didn't know what to say after I put pen to paper, life no longer needed me to sigh, and dreams could not be turned into reality by writing them once or twice. I began to draw circles on the blank paper, and finally wrote the sentence in the free space of the whole paper - "There is a tiger in the heart, smell the rose!" ”。

I folded a piece of paper and put it in my pocket, got up and went to the balcony to light a cigarette when I received a call from He Peng.

"Feng Tang, come to work tomorrow!" He Peng's tone was relaxed, presumably such a result was also what he hoped for the most.

"Okay!" I knew that this was the effect of Li Xin's kiss, so I wasn't surprised.

A fragrant kiss from Li Xin kissed someone else's cheek, but the word Feng Tang was in the list of beneficiaries, which was more or less ironic.

"Any thoughts?" He Peng asked with a smile.

"Work hard and make progress every day!" I replied.

"Hehe, see you tomorrow in the company, rest early!" After He Peng finished speaking, he hung up the phone. For topics that are difficult to continue, He Peng likes to use the word "hehe" to end the topic, and it is very comfortable to get along with smart people.

When I came back from the balcony, I went over and knocked on Li Xin's door, and Li Xin said, "I haven't slept yet, come in!" ”

When he pushed the door in, Li Xin was sitting on the bed holding an old copy of "Flying Birds" and looking at it intently. I walked up to Li Xin and said, "He Peng just called, I can continue to work tomorrow, thank you!" ”

"That's good, sit down!" Li Xin pointed to the embroidery pier next to the bed and asked me to sit down, and she also put the poetry collection on the bedside table.

I was in a good mood at this time to be able to get Li Xin's forgiveness, so I sat down with a golden knife, and then said: "I know you have done a lot for today, but I still make you sad, and now I solemnly apologize to you!" ”

"Does an apology help? What else do you need the police to do if an apology is useful? Li Xin said.

"Then how you want to punish, I am willing to be punished. Or you can whip me and light a candle and abuse me!" ”

After saying this, I instantly felt that I was so great, I could come up with such a cruel punishment, and I instantly felt cute.

The innocent Li Xin obviously didn't understand the evil in my words, and she spoke: "Feng Tang, tell me, why are you angry, just because of a kiss I gave to Guo Dong?" ”

"Was it just a simple kiss? You are the rhythm that destroys all the otaku in the world. As a goddess, as a public figure in the minds of otaku, you must have a sense of social responsibility, and you can't blindly be tied up by the trivial things of small people, do things that violate principles and subvert the image, and you don't care about your own safety when you achieve others, which makes me very angry! ”

I said this without blinking an eye, and I instantly felt that my future was limitless. Why did God put me next to Li Xin, and why didn't he let me be the spokesperson of the State Department? The earth can't accommodate me to go to outer space, staying in the galaxy is a condescension!

"I ask you if you like me?"

Li Xin's words instantly knocked me back to the prototype with a sense of pride, which is indeed a problem that needs to be treated carefully.

Deep down, the answer to this question is undoubtedly yes. The brain-dead don't like a woman like Li Xin, but thinking about what she looks like now, can I tell Li Xin that I like her with peace of mind?

Three or five years ago, I thought that love can overcome everything, and love can overcome all the difficulties and obstacles in the world.

However, when Tang Xiaoyun left me, when love was defeated by reality, today I no longer have the courage to say that love is supreme, of course, this is not that I don't believe in love.

"What are you kidding, how can you possibly like me?"

I threw out my worst worries, feeling so duplicitous and insincere.

"I ask you if you like me?"

Li Xin still asked me stubbornly, her eyes were extremely sincere, I knew she needed an answer, but what ability did I have to give it to him?

"It's not early, I'm sleepy, you should rest early!"

As I spoke, I stood up from the embroidery pier, yawned and stretched, and left Li Xin's bedroom as if I had run away.

Closing the door, I leaned against the door, and finally said those two words with difficulty - like!

It's good to like it secretly, it's really too risky to like it blatantly.

threw himself on the bed, it was cold under him, the boss was not small, it was time to find someone to warm the bed.

I lay quietly on the bed, closed my eyes and listened to my heartbeat, and I was unconscious when my saliva flowed to the bed, so I slowly fell asleep in a faint excitement and a gentle heartbeat.

In my dream, there was a delicate peach blossom forest, and the woman who smiled at me with the peach blossoms was Li Xin, she was so beautiful, so quiet standing in the closest place to me. She smiled at me, so innocently and innocently, like the ponytail I had had a crush on years ago, as shy as the morning dewdrops.

But through the fragrant peach blossom forest, I could still see my bent mother, my father with loose teeth, walking alone in the vast wasteland behind the peach blossom forest. They have no one to accompany them, they are tired and painful and have no one to comfort them, they are sick and old and no one cares, they stagger towards the cemetery in the depths of the wasteland, and I can only watch helplessly from a distance of thousands of miles as they move farther and farther away from me, farther and farther away......

I straightened my spine in a sad dream, and the drunken Li Xin on the edge of the peach blossom forest walked gently towards me, she gently embraced me into her arms, and slowly melted my resisting body.

In the midst of a beautiful and sad dream, suddenly a shrill cry shattered my dreams and tore apart the silence of the night.

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