Before I knew it, I had written nearly two million words.

As a result, an irreversible bottleneck appeared in front of me.

I can't seem to write......

I faced the screensaver pattern on the computer for a long time, but I couldn't write a word. Wandering around the room alone and like a beast, but his mind was a mess......

I began to wonder why.

I would like to say thank you to my friends for inspiring me and for using their actions and words to get me to the root of this.

My heart is upset! I'm starting to get impetuous!

Signing sales, adaptation of works into TV dramas, newspaper interviews......

And so on, so that I unconsciously go to the cranky thoughts, to be proud of the vanity that suddenly came to me, and to be proud of the beautiful words.

But I forgot, what kind of person I was originally? What exactly do I want to be?

Could it be that what I want to get in exchange for are those illusory things that will come in an instant and dissipate in an instant?

It was also today that something made me decide,

It's time for me to get out of this mess and circumstance.

I decided to leave my familiar surroundings and go to a completely unfamiliar place.

I will cut ties with most people, even those people I care about, even those people I love.

Just like when I left my warm home to go to Xinjiang to join the army, I traveled far again, temporarily abandoning everything I was familiar with and used to.

The experience of joining the army back then was the most valuable asset in my life. And now that I am embarking on an unknown journey again, will I get such a fortune again?

I don't know if I'll be able to do it, though I'd love to......

Let's just say that in three months, in six months, I will return to my brothers and my friends again.

At that time, I wish I had my newly written words in my bag.

At that time, I wanted my friends, my brothers, to be satisfied with what I had written.

At that time, I hope that what appears in front of you is a me with a new vision and a new understanding.

For fear of inconvenience on the Internet outside, I will send all the articles of "Laughing at Bingge" at one time today, so as not to wait for a long time.

Saber hereby resigns to all brothers and friends.

Say goodbye and wish you all a Happy New Year.

Stray saber

2007.01.12 Morning

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